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Okay I see. That’s cool I wish you good luck

@Salvijus feel free to share your future experiences here if you want

Go for it. Surrender into it and explore it, I think it’s nothing to worry about. I don’t know exactly what it is or what it does but I know the experience and I just let it be. A few days ago I kind of hallucinated during sleep paralysis that I was being slightly pulled away from my couch. And I felt some sensations there. It’s all fun to explore, nothing to fear imo. Usually sleep paralysis has a negative association but I think if you’re afraid you’re more likely to experience scary things but if you’re relaxed it’s all good

No it’s fine that sounds good.

That’s so cool go for it , I bet it will be fun. For me it just happens spontaneously that I astral travel, and usually the world is not so “vivid” if that makes sense, it’s kinda vague. What is the method you discovered by accident? And may I also ask what food you’re gonna buy I’ve been obsessed with food lately trying new recipes etc so I think that’s interesting lol😂

It is

*drowns myself*

Cool

You got me. I might.

41: Tonight I dreamt and astral travelled in the dream. Towards the end of the dream I flew in the air on my way back to home. I couldn’t find my home, instead I found a body of water. I figured in order to wake myself up I would drown myself in the water. That’s what I did, I placed my head into the water and then focused on my breathing and then woke up hearing myself breathe a little louder than usual. I found this a bit cool so wanted to share it here. I’m generally fascinated by dreams.

I’ll look into gurus. Thanks. im somewhat peaceful most of the time. It’s hard to accept suffering though. I don’t dwell on past, I would say I respond rather than react so I got those two down. It’s the embrace of the ugly aspects of life that is hard.

lol😂what’s your main point?

Maybe in the absolute sense

The lower the iq the higher the bliss or?

Sounds amazing

Yea I believe enlightenment is closer to the kind of neutrality I’m describing as opposed to a loud bliss (maybe in the beginning when it happens it’s so)

I’m somewhat peaceful a lot of the time

Don’t know what you mean

I make distinction between neutrality and bliss/happiness. The absence of suffering is no feeling at all, vs a feeling of bliss/happiness

I’d be very content with simply neutrality. Maybe you could call that a type of bliss, but I still make a distinction between that neutrality and a more intense state of feeling something (happiness, ecstasy, bliss)

Yum

I’d be content with simply peace.

@Salvijusis that a pancake and a drink?

Yes. That I want. I'm also skeptical of that possibility. Nobody escapes suffering. thanks for the info I’ll see what I’ll implement

I’ve been having a hard time lately and to be honest it’s very difficult for me to accept suffering.