Sugarcoat

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  1. Pursuing by doing spiritual practice. As I said before it’s a bit tricky because enlightenment is not a “thing”
  2. I still wanna begin pursuing enlightenment
  3. It’s a bit tricky there because in a sense you can’t want enlightenment because it’s not a “thing”
  4. It can be slightly hard to comprehend sometimes but it’s still good writing indeed you have an interesting perspective. I can tell you’ve gone deep into this. Thank you
  5. Yea but it still seems like there’s an I looking..
  6. My mind says “right here”. That is a thought , but there’s something that is not a thought, my mind says again. It’s like this contracted sense of I’m here in the skull looking out from my eyes
  7. It can be discouraging to hear . But I still think it’s worth pursuing if one wants it
  8. I feel ready it’s just I just gotta put the work in and pursue it
  9. Cool . You mean you spent time in darkness and silence
  10. If it was that easy to just drop my self
  11. You mean people can think they had awakenings but it’s actually something relative they experienced? I myself one time I remember I have done some self inquiry and nothing happened, then one night I did it spontaneously and just asked myself “where is the I” and tried to locate it and I couldn’t for a brief moment it was cool. As you say though, it was a long time ago and I’m not fully sure if it was actually a glimpse or not. I could have conflated it with something else
  12. Still don’t know what you mean by potential but it’s fine 😂
  13. “Do you want to exist or not” was kinda funny for some reason. I’d like to see how no self is. “But you really don’t want to, or you would have” . My desire for enlightenment isn’t super strong so you have a point there
  14. I don’t really get what you mean by it’s all potential
  15. It’s almost like you speak your own language
  16. Why do you say it’s not an illusion? it’s difficult indeed
  17. Illusion trying to look for end of itself