Sugarcoat

You too

Thanks. I feel you. Life can suck so much. Unfortunately I don’t feel any different when I talk to my family about it. I fight my battles alone too.

Thanks

I feel I get zero dopamine in my brain. Like I’m walking around dead and empty. My family knows about my situation. It’s very hard to stay positive.

I relate to this. I’ve been suicidal for the past year. I feel too weak to handle my existence. Sometimes I try to brute force it with a strong mindset and it lasts for a little while but not for long until I slip back down and feel weak again. A strong mindset can only hold up for so long until it crumbles again . Sometimes it’s so bad I’ll spend all day researching suicide methods and have suicidal thoughts from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep and feel like my whole being has given up on life. There’s like two sides of me, one with a little strength left to push myself further, and one that has completely given up on life and succumbed to the bad circumstances I’m in. So I oscillate between the two. But it’s hard.

It means what it says. That my problem is very strange and odd so I won’t write what it is exactly, but it’s similar to those two things I mentioned. Yes I go to regular doctors appointments, but it’s not helping at all, the meds aren’t helping at all

It’s very weird what I’m going through. Like even too weird for this forum . But to give a clue I’d say it’s similar (not exactly those things) to a kind of severe depersonalization and a severe compulsive behavior.

Im doing somewhat okay now. I have two different parts of me, one that has given up and is suicidal, and one that has some strength to keep going. So I kinda oscillate between the two

Yea

A lot of men’s so called “raw truth” is riddened with identification with one’s mental position and underlying emotion

Just have more sex?

That sounds fun

They probably slept like that because they had no option, but you have an option, most would probably prefer more space so you have the choice to be close vs having your space not just forced to be close.

Ok…

I get your point but who wants to forcefully cuddle every night. Everyone needs some distance

You mean truth right?

It was a joke

Another reason to stay virgin and single

No problem

At least you know what you like. I think for many men looks is number one factor.

Yea

I was also thinking of commenting on that but I think you said enough. Women like to look good in general it’s so deeply engrained in us and our self image it goes beyond men and sex

Beautiful

In the moment I only have one friend so don’t have much to go off of😹 but I can’t remember that we’ve talked about our periods don’t know why we haven’t though or maybe I just forgot about it. I don’t have a secret code no. In Sweden one can say “lingonberry week” or something I’ve heard but that isn’t too hard to understand what it means

That’s one perspective. But I don’t see it as how self works. Greta Thunberg taking responsibility for the whole climate isn’t extending her sense of self out to it, she’s still identified as little limited Greta