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no problem !

Ok fair enough but is there a difference between enlightenment and awakening so awakening I’m guessing is about true self as consciousness which I’m guessing happened to me because I had this permanent shift …and enlightenment perhaps even that distinction collapses so no consciousness even …….because that is still some form of knowing …. Or ……………

I have like 100 different replies playing out as potential in my mind to your response now do you understand what kind of brain I have? Can’t say what it’s trying to do. But if you don’t understand my post hmmmm I mean what is the confusion …but it’s funny nevertheless I’m having a little fun here you know.. just letting the words flow. The post makes perfect sense to me at least … but the purpose of it is the question mark. Perhaps cleansing perhaps something else… I can elaborate if you have question i believe

Now why didn’t you start?

Mind elaborating a little? I’ve been curious about this as I’ve directly sensed things myself since my shift and thus thought a lot about neurology .

It’s not easy to not check in here constantly ? u too

trust me it’s not for me either?almost like we synchronized or something… now I’m too busy checking myself so better ask someone else ?

Funny because this post I wrote yesterday it was waiting on my phone but these things going on for longer in my mind so relate? This is me cleansing myself of this thing so maybe try it yourself ?

Great post?? the only thing I’d say is isn’t the reason you want to get to know her is that you think she’s cute so potential partner so it’s the exact same thing as the one who goes up to get a date aka to get to know her because she was cute and thus potential partner. Nothing wrong with either just that it’s the same thing.

Self awareness can help with answering such questions ??

you obviously misinterpreted her she was just charming and friendly and you thought she was into you then she rejects you and you feel bad . For what? You didn’t lose anything real, only a false impression you got of her interest which maybe gave you some confidence boost, so basically you basing your confidence on how you believe she perceives you, then when she rejects, this confidence goes away because it was dependent on her . distinguish very clearly between what you feel, your thoughts and reactions, from what happens on the outside. Those internal things are 100% on you to deal w. In my experience bringing your attention fully, directly onto the pain you feeling like a laser is crucial. For that nothing outside you is needed only you can do that.

I was aware of this forum for several years before even daring to take part in it , so relatable. In my experience, when you go deeper into yourself, you develop this sensitivity to and within yourself which makes you simultaneously more sensitive to others. So all these people writing about god and awakening this and that… Can’t say with absolute certainty but with this sensitivity you can sort of sense when it’s the “real deal” vs not. And the real deal is rare.. and funny enough it wouldn’t judge you. A lot of the time the impression I get is that a lot of the talk is somewhat on an intellectual and ego level EVEN if they have had peak experiences. That’s why the word god doesn’t really sit right with me sometimes as my experience of it has been colored by reading here and just smelling the grandiosity at times. So those people slowly ascend down from the pedestal you put them on when you see the games they’re playing.. as you become more sensitive and know yourself deeper. So the posts are not solely the words, there’s a kind of energy to it, and other subtleties. And btw ego isn’t necessarily a problem there is a lot of nuance to it and I would say it’s more about how you relate to it and how it takes form which can be many different ways with various density so forth Also from a place of knowing yourself deeper what you want to write will reflect that and then the replies don’t really matter as it’s coming from this authentic place. “ I ask these questions because I get the rising feeling that awakening would be described as a something that *didn't* encourage me to generate a new internet post--probing for innocuous information out of loneliness or sorrow” I depends on “where you’re coming from” I would say. If you’re a person who tends to engage a lot in a way where you’re agitated for answers and to prove others right by debating etc then I believe awakening would tone down that need. But if you’re the opposite a person who doesn’t engage and has a bit of a barrier that holds them back as you said in the self preservative way then I guess awakening would have the opposite effect of breaking down that barrier so you might engage and express yourself more. It’s quite a narrow view imo to only consider the former. To know which one it is for you or what happens to you when you engage is connected to this sensitivity to yourself by going deeper into yourself I would say. So if it feels expansive or not for example. So even if someone points out your ego to you, that doesn’t have to be an accurate it could just be their impression .

And wise people in themselves ?

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I love this so legendary ??

If you want something bad enough everything about you will be striving for it. So it won’t even feel like a want anymore because you are always moving closer to it. It’s not just in your mind or actions, all that you are down to your genes and energy will be attracted to it. So you working for it yet at the same time it’s being worked for you . So no need for such questions wondering about a method outside of yourself when all that you are has it’s own method continuously working with no breaks to it for even the breaks are a part of its method

I admire your openness? I am the opposite I am too quiet at times so expressing myself more verbally feels expansive for me.

You’re consistent in your confusion ? it’s a certain way of being

Thank you.

Very much true

We’re such genetic freaks ?

I swear to god. I downloaded tik tok a few weeks back to see what’s up and have barely opened it since. Such social media can be nice tho if you closely curate exactly what you follow so you create this specific feed for yourself . And the Awakened subreddit has golden nuggets once in a while too but this place is something else

This is important I’m glad you mention, And sometimes they don’t even know of some of the side effects themselves. For example I have some damage on my teeth that is usually caused by drinking excess soda and other acidic stuff. But I’ve never done that in any significant way in my life .Actually I’ve never liked carbonated drinks in particular ever in my life. When I was a young child a had epilepsy and was put on strong medication for 5 years and I did my research and found studies, one of them with my exact medication, showing they causing damage on children’s teeth sigh….

When I was on vacation and in the ocean a lot I noticed how it greatly relaxed my body and released a lot of muscle tension which makes sense because you’re no longer under the force of gravity . You can play around with it and move your body in different ways underwater even massaging when you’re in water because the muscles are already a bit more relaxed so it’s easier. There is a lot of potential there. Just a tip

Their followers be having the best attention spans