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Ok There is a large area that you play on, and as you evolve in the game you unlock more of the area. You do these tasks that people give you to evolve in the game, simple tasks that get progressively harder. The game has a story line that you get to follow when you listen to people and do their tasks. So you get to know the story behind the area and what’s going on as the game progresses. If that makes sense. So you use your horse to go around in the area and do the tasks. You can also do competitions with your horse like running and jumping etc. This is the map of the area .

Soft boy is a compliment 👽 lol I didn’t know it wasn’t very effective most of the time. Abilify was horrible it gave me bad akathisia like a constant need to move and feeling uncomfortable so if someone gets that I understand they don’t wanna take it. I can feel how it blocks the dopamine in the brain My libido during day time is gone but for some reason when I sleep and in the mornings when I’m half sleeping I can feel a bit sexual and have sexual dreams so that’s nice. I don’t know how much the medication affects that

Soft boy valentin Good I will continue the prozac yes Im unique in all ways you see ... Why people dont like being on neuroleptic if they help their psychotic symptoms? calm the mind etc , increase breast size (most important detail ofc) I will keep you updated Wtf i didnt know, so you mean you tame those animals so they support you? thats cool thanks Wizard 101 means ? haha Mobs as in horses or the people? lol they can look a bit funny yea. Its a very calm game

You’re sweet too. You know I’m open to try whatever. Yea I won’t bore you with my problems Yes in march I try risperidon , I wonder how that will feel. I’ve probably said this before but I like the calming effect olanzipine has and would like to have that on that med, and not wild akathisia . I die a lot in the caves so I understand you😹Yeah it can be quite repetitive and frustrating when one constantly dies so I’ve been switching it up by playing some Starstable too which is this calm horse game.

No problem I like Minecraft survival I’ve been challenging myself by going into caves and progressing a lot but thanks for the suggestions

lol It’s not fun to have no emotion

Okay cool

I don’t mind at all. I like having you as a contact in general. I don’t really react to it much (I’m very neutral ) I’m very stone face lol

It’s okay here in your journal it won’t derail threads

That’s very creative of you

Are you gonna try something with a shaman?

It seems a lot of influencers live in Bali, it’s like a hot spot for them. Maybe you’ll become one of them 😹like an epidemic

I missed this reply i feel I used to be like that. I used to have a rich imagination that would give me a lot of pleasure thats good you don’t go into depressive episodes

What do you mean by this

Mindset change helped me too

As long as there is a demand for such content or sex in general from men there will always be supply. In the most severe cases men will even force women to fulfill this demand, for example what some pimps do. We live in hypersexual culture here in the west in general, in combination with how our modern world works in terms of easy access to pleasure and “dopamine” so I can’t fully blame men for falling for such things, because our society is built for it to easily happen. It can take a lot of work for someone to un wean themselves from this hypersexual culture and stop consuming such things. It’s possible though and I think it’s a good idea to strive for it as a man (and woman too if you happen to fall for it too). As with a lot of other forms of pleasure seeking. It’s on the individual themselves to work on this, but a societal level change would help too, like more equality for example

It’s cool to learn but hard

I remember in high school even if I studied hard I struggled with physics (I got a C so it’s not too bad) . Some other students would get As? What’s the difference? I’d say for the most part the number one thing is studying properly and hard. But what also plays a role is one’s natural logical intelligence. Some are just naturally more logically intelligent than others, and it’s those who become those crazy good scientists. It’s possible with mediocre intelligence too but two people with different intelligence working equally as hard the one with higher will do better. So you gotta outwork them if you have average intelligence. It’s a cold truth. Some just “get it” faster than others. Others need more work and having a fierce passion for it is crucial. I haven’t read that book but if it’s about mastery then sure it can apply to this

@Schizophonia Ok

Acceptance seems important to me yes, its. twisted how it works. Understood

how? True thats why I combine it with intuition and personal experience Thats cool Breathing exercises seem very powerful ive thought about doing it

that’s great. Maybe you write in your journal and I can’t remember but what helped you sleep would you say? and what do you mean by “well surrounded”

That’s cool you’ve been able to identify what diets work better or worse for you. I haven’t noticed much in myself, I seem to tolerate most food very well. Experimentation is so important to find out what works for you, rather than just going with the science, although the science is still very valuable. Joe dispenza seems cool, he seems to have done incredible work. I’m open to those things

I’m fine how are you? I’ll tell you how it goes

You’re strong