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I’m thankful for all suggestions I’ve seen you there I swear 😳 I’ve been playing it maybe a week or so , so I’m still very much a beginner The tasks vary, but in the beginning they’re very simple, and everything is tied to the storyline of the area, it could be like a horse got lost from its owner so it needs help back, or you need to collect something that they’re gonna use to build something, or you need to ruin some stones that block the way so you can unlock a new area, it really varies but it’s all tasks connected to the storyline. As a beginner I haven’t unlocked all the areas so I can only move around in some parts but as you progress you unlock more areas

I feel the type of person to engage in a lot of casual sex has to have a certain mindset from the get go. Which could be for example like a man with an objectifying view on women, dehumanizing them and viewing them as objects for sexual pleasure. It could be a woman with low self esteem looking for validation wanting to feel desirable through being viewed as fuckable. So these are examples of two types of dysfunction from the get go. Then the large amount of casual sex acts like other forms of hedonism and pleasure seeking, frying the dopamine circuits and making them view sex as less special and becoming potentially desensitized towards it, getting an overly sexualized view of the other sex, or of themselves, or both. I can’t say if a large amount of causal sex is only bad, but there are some potential cons to it. One has to be very self aware and honest with oneself to recognize the damage it could do, or the destructive mindsets one might have from the get go or develop along the way, to prevent it I notice I didn’t answer your question. But to answer it I’d say yes maybe it could decrease your empathy if you develop a more objectifying and sexualized view of the other sex. It could even affect yourself and be like a form of self harm or self humiliation. But I think that could have more to do with cultural influence from our hyper sexualized culture, like for example how guys can become into violent sex from watching porn. So it’s a mindset someone has from the get go.

You were already from the get go in a stressed ungrounded state which led up to the situation. You need to deal with your problems to prevent these kind of things from happening again. Key is to be grounded in yourself and calm as a baseline state allowing you to think clearly. Be like that dealing with this from now on, in court etc, walk in it from a calm and collected state as much as you can, from that stems better decision making and talking.

Ok There is a large area that you play on, and as you evolve in the game you unlock more of the area. You do these tasks that people give you to evolve in the game, simple tasks that get progressively harder. The game has a story line that you get to follow when you listen to people and do their tasks. So you get to know the story behind the area and what’s going on as the game progresses. If that makes sense. So you use your horse to go around in the area and do the tasks. You can also do competitions with your horse like running and jumping etc. This is the map of the area .

Soft boy is a compliment 👽 lol I didn’t know it wasn’t very effective most of the time. Abilify was horrible it gave me bad akathisia like a constant need to move and feeling uncomfortable so if someone gets that I understand they don’t wanna take it. I can feel how it blocks the dopamine in the brain My libido during day time is gone but for some reason when I sleep and in the mornings when I’m half sleeping I can feel a bit sexual and have sexual dreams so that’s nice. I don’t know how much the medication affects that

Soft boy valentin Good I will continue the prozac yes Im unique in all ways you see ... Why people dont like being on neuroleptic if they help their psychotic symptoms? calm the mind etc , increase breast size (most important detail ofc) I will keep you updated Wtf i didnt know, so you mean you tame those animals so they support you? thats cool thanks Wizard 101 means ? haha Mobs as in horses or the people? lol they can look a bit funny yea. Its a very calm game

You’re sweet too. You know I’m open to try whatever. Yea I won’t bore you with my problems Yes in march I try risperidon , I wonder how that will feel. I’ve probably said this before but I like the calming effect olanzipine has and would like to have that on that med, and not wild akathisia . I die a lot in the caves so I understand you😹Yeah it can be quite repetitive and frustrating when one constantly dies so I’ve been switching it up by playing some Starstable too which is this calm horse game.

No problem I like Minecraft survival I’ve been challenging myself by going into caves and progressing a lot but thanks for the suggestions

lol It’s not fun to have no emotion

Okay cool

I don’t mind at all. I like having you as a contact in general. I don’t really react to it much (I’m very neutral ) I’m very stone face lol

It’s okay here in your journal it won’t derail threads

That’s very creative of you

Are you gonna try something with a shaman?

It seems a lot of influencers live in Bali, it’s like a hot spot for them. Maybe you’ll become one of them 😹like an epidemic

I missed this reply i feel I used to be like that. I used to have a rich imagination that would give me a lot of pleasure thats good you don’t go into depressive episodes

What do you mean by this

Mindset change helped me too

As long as there is a demand for such content or sex in general from men there will always be supply. In the most severe cases men will even force women to fulfill this demand, for example what some pimps do. We live in hypersexual culture here in the west in general, in combination with how our modern world works in terms of easy access to pleasure and “dopamine” so I can’t fully blame men for falling for such things, because our society is built for it to easily happen. It can take a lot of work for someone to un wean themselves from this hypersexual culture and stop consuming such things. It’s possible though and I think it’s a good idea to strive for it as a man (and woman too if you happen to fall for it too). As with a lot of other forms of pleasure seeking. It’s on the individual themselves to work on this, but a societal level change would help too, like more equality for example

It’s cool to learn but hard

I remember in high school even if I studied hard I struggled with physics (I got a C so it’s not too bad) . Some other students would get As? What’s the difference? I’d say for the most part the number one thing is studying properly and hard. But what also plays a role is one’s natural logical intelligence. Some are just naturally more logically intelligent than others, and it’s those who become those crazy good scientists. It’s possible with mediocre intelligence too but two people with different intelligence working equally as hard the one with higher will do better. So you gotta outwork them if you have average intelligence. It’s a cold truth. Some just “get it” faster than others. Others need more work and having a fierce passion for it is crucial. I haven’t read that book but if it’s about mastery then sure it can apply to this

@Schizophonia Ok

Acceptance seems important to me yes, its. twisted how it works. Understood

how? True thats why I combine it with intuition and personal experience Thats cool Breathing exercises seem very powerful ive thought about doing it

that’s great. Maybe you write in your journal and I can’t remember but what helped you sleep would you say? and what do you mean by “well surrounded”