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At tantra festivals shaking their ass to release ”stored emotions”

Don’t think all your references to me go unnoticed 😂

I will see how I can make a profit out of this

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I bet even he doesn’t know about my beauty secret

I’ve thought about this. In regards to toddlers for example, we don’t have any memory of being toddlers, does that mean we weren’t conscious back then, meaning we couldn’t suffer? So hypothetically if you were to torture a toddler it wouldn’t suffer until it gets to the age where self consciousness starts.

The best health trick is self dissolution. Do you know how much tension and stress and inflammation is in the maintenance of the very self that you are? It’s my secret beauty hack I swear to god. For example my rosacea was worse when my ego was denser 😂😂 How do I make a profit out of this

Animals don’t have minds right, but they can still suffer pain because they have a sense of self or am I wrong. So it’s not about the mind, but it’s about the sense of self am I right

How exactly would I not feel suffering when feeling pain. Asking for a “friend” . Pain is suffering in itself. Maybe with some extreme level mindfulness it can be experienced as not suffering I don’t know

It’s almost as if people in spiritual community forget that physical pain exists when they talk about suffering

I believe self is hallucination by the brain.

Basically if we do the math here you would need to gain enough muscle so the muscle gain equalizes the fat loss to stay the same weight. I don’t really get though why it’s so important for you to stay the same weight, the weight is just a number, the muscle and the fat is what decides how you are looking so those matter . Or maybe you mean that you like the current size of your body so the measurements, the bulkiness, but you’d like to replace the fat with muscle so to stay around the same size

Imagine feeling like something outside of you could add to you This post just reveals things about you

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Not quite understood this but sure

Exactly, maybe my soul chose this but not the self

You mean you don’t think it’s possible to end the cycle? Me neither I think ending it is only temporary but it restarts sooner or later

@Schizophonia I bet that exists somewhere in infinity because damn infinity can’t help itself but to create suffering

How you know

Guys just be happy you’re not in the worst reincarnations, can’t even imagine what would be possible

Before I had this one massive shift that released all the tension, I would experience this tension that seemed to be the sense of self and how it tries to maintain itself. It’s very heavy and it can be more or less heavy based on how many layers you’ve peeled from the ego. So that’s one connection I made to your post from my own understanding. You say to exist as a self requires a resistance to the idea of not being. I don’t think it’s the idea of it, it’s not being literally. The very activity, all the mental activity of the self is like noise to fill the effortless void that would be there. So it’s like the self is the very thing itself resisting dissolving into the void

I don’t know what to write to you in terms of helping but I can share that I’m struggling too with a severe disconnect from myself, almost like I barely exist .

I find that the more obsessed you are with something the more creative you can be. Like crazy obsessed

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