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Love this book on psychosomatics! Great cover art as well.

Woke up in bliss today. Dis-identified from the mind. Pure beingness. How? Silence practice.

I know you're worried at night that I won't find my way And I'm tired of lying to myself just to get through each day My head says I should have never left, and that my feet will soon lead to my death I'm starting to question if god’s trying to teach me a lesson I'm starting to wonder if my true colors changed since I left ya I used to shine bright like gold, but now I'm all indigo My colors are darker and cold I think it's time that I went home And I don't understand why I always feel dead and alone I used to shine bright like gold Now I'm all indigo Gave up a piece of my heart then I turned to run My head is in the clouds but I don't feel close to the sun And the light fades away from my face and the tears fall like rain So I turn all my words into faith, hope it's me that they save I'm starting to question if god’s trying to teach me a lesson Lord know I'm starting to wonder if my true colors changed since I left ya I used to shine bright like gold, but now I'm all indigo My colors are darker and cold I think it's time that I went home And I don't understand why I always feel dead and alone I used to shine bright like gold Now I'm all indigo I'm starting to question if god’s trying to teach me a lesson Lord know I'm starting to wonder if my true colors changed since I left ya I used to shine bright like gold, but now I'm all indigo My colors are darker and cold I think it's time that I went home And I don't understand why I always feel dead and alone I used to shine bright like gold Now I'm all indigo Now I'm all indigo

Bought a gaming pc and played this whole weekend. Fun on one hand, but a bit meaningless on the other, knowing that I need to study DU and ACIM. Heard David say he was reading ACIM for 8hrs daily at one point. After I get enough of gaming I think I should do that. Sounds exciting - learning so much from the Master. Been listening to DU audiobook - I think it might help to understand the teachings when you are reading and listening, perhaps it activates different parts of the brain and aids in retaining information. My desire is to learn Jesus’s teachings perfectly and “ride” them for the rest of this dream life.

All things in creation suffer extinction, and there remaineth the face of thy Lord in its majesty and bounty.

Been listening to this daily. Symbolic, I guess.. Love the lyrics: NEW BLOOD JOINS THIS EARTH AND QUICKLY HE’S SUBDUED THROUGH CONSTANT PAINED DISGRACE THE YOUNG BOY LEARNS THEIR RULES WITH TIME, THE CHILD DRAWS IN THIS WHIPPING BOY DONE WRONG DEPRIVED OF ALL HIS THOUGHTS THE YOUNG MAN STRUGGLES ON AND ON, HE’S KNOWN A VOW UNTO HIS OWN THAT NEVER FROM THIS DAY HIS WILL THEY’LL TAKE AWAY WHAT I’VE FELT WHAT I’VE KNOWN NEVER SHINED THROUGH IN WHAT I’VE SHOWN NEVER BE NEVER SEE WON’T SEE WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN WHAT I’VE FELT WHAT I’VE KNOWN NEVER SHINED THROUGH IN WHAT I’VE SHOWN NEVER FREE NEVER ME SO I DUB THEE UNFORGIVEN THEY DEDICATE THEIR LIVES TO RUNNING ALL OF HIS HE TRIES TO PLEASE THEM ALL THIS BITTER MAN HE IS THROUGHOUT HIS LIFE THE SAME HE’S BATTLED CONSTANTLY THIS FIGHT HE CANNOT WIN A TIRED MAN THEY SEE NO LONGER CARES THE OLD MAN THEN PREPARES TO DIE REGRETFULLY THAT OLD MAN HERE IS ME WHAT I’VE FELT WHAT I’VE KNOWN NEVER SHINED THROUGH IN WHAT I’VE SHOWN NEVER BE NEVER SEE WON’T SEE WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN WHAT I’VE FELT WHAT I’VE KNOWN NEVER SHINED THROUGH IN WHAT I’VE SHOWN NEVER FREE NEVER ME SO I DUB THEE UNFORGIVEN YOU LABELED ME I’LL LABEL YOU SO I DUB THEE UNFORGIVEN

Beautiful, thank you! 🙏🖤

Perhaps a good example of 2 different scripts that play out, based on the teacher we choose - the thought system of love or fear: Went to a festival, was happy, met a cool girl, had a beautiful evening with her, she even gave me drugs that I wanted, and by the end of the night I asked if she wants to go back to my tent and she was like ammm dunno. I was dissapointed and got into a negative thought loop. From that point everything sucked - tent started leaking water, didn’t meet any cool people anymore, took shrooms and had a terrible trip, then had to walk an hour back to my car whilst carrying heavy bags and bugs were stinging me every minute. Was horrible. I think that’s a good example of how life flows when you operate from love and how the script plays out when you choose the ego. The funny part is that it’s actually even better that we didn’t go back to the tent when I wanted - I was just impatient and thought I knew what was best. I should’ve just flowed with life more without imposing my own rules on it. We had an amazing night as it was, it was perfect, but I made an error in my mind - wanting more quickly, which wasn’t even for my highest good, the highest good was already happening, I just started to ressist it and impose my own control. Big mistake. Need to trust and love, accept and ressist not. Jesus in ACIM says what would you not accept if you knew that this is all planned by the One whose only intention is your highest good? Paraphrasing. I need to accept this, see it clearly and Trust Him. I’m still not sure - is it true that ego created this world and now Spirit is using these images in a constructive manner for the purpose of awakening? I didn’t think that’s what is happening because life sucks so much sometimes. But now that I think back - it’s probably just reflecting my own errors. If I just Trust and operate from Love - magical things happen. Hmmm.

Hmm, when writing, I had in mind that in the universe of time and space we are constantly subject to lack - a state that does not exist in Heaven - but almost a constant here. I didn’t mean it’s only in thinking - it’s in the seeming experience within the dream. Now, to return back home, we have to forgive what we are seeing and think as the Spirit does - seeing the face of Christ everywhere. But I am not sure if the thought system of the Spirit will get reflected outside, or if the script of ego is already written and is playing out, the only choice we have is who we look at it with. Apostles say that Spirit can take out some of the bad parts from the script, given that you have learned your forgiveness lessons, but they do not seem to be implying that you will miraculously get alot of money, because your thought system ir miraculous. Do you see this differently?

Hmm, so finances are one of the areas in life through which unconscious guilt gets expressed. It’s symbolic of lack, seperation, being broken (broke) off from God. Health and relationships are also major areas.

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Okay, so teachers think that ACIM is basically the Gospel of Now—just be in the now, observe your ego, and you will be healed. Nonono. Apostles say that if you practice perfect nonjudgment—which is not just being in the now and looking at your ego's judgments, but being perfectly silent—as Buddha did—that does undo the separation, but it takes longer. That's the time-saving principle of ACIM—the pro-active forgiveness method. Oh my goodness, why did it take so long, why did I superimpose my previous teachings of the Now with Jesus's teachings, thinking they are basically the same? Jesus teaches a pro-active version of forgiveness, where you look at everything as innocent and perfect Spirit, nothing less than Divine Oneness. I think what I am blessed with is that I actually got in touch with the unconscious guilt and was able to experience it - as an endless ocean of blood, a terrible guilt over the separation -- and I haven't heard any other teaching talk about that not to mention explaining where it came from and how to heal it. Jesus is the teacher of my salvation; there's no longer any question about that, and his teaching is unique - there's nothing else like it, and it's a mistake to mix it with other spiritualities.

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Since I’ve been pracicing ACIM as interpreted by Apostles, I’ve never been happier - seeing the Christ in everyone and Trusting in Spirit is borderline blisfull! So important to forgive the whole world - to see all as Divine.

waaait there’s actually alot of what Jesus teaches in ACIM in this vid. Loved this!!! Stop it! Ur doing it! Be a rabbit! Or a tree. 🌲

Loved the intro already! Controool your mind! 😁🖤 That’s so important ☺️

Hm, I think a Holy Thought System, where we see everyone as innocent and perfect Spirit — creates a loving and peaceful internal state and from that state kind behaviour and words flow naturally.

Oh, I think this does work in conflicts, yes. I think asking: what would Love do? Is also effective. In the scenario I mentioned, I just got a very difficult question from someone I know irl. I had no idea how to answer it and so asked Spirit and got into a meditative state. I thought that an answer will come - and I thought it did - but a day or two later I realized it wasn’t how things work. I think I responded in a kind way, but in terms of metaphysics, I don’t think it was true. 🤦‍♂️

I’ve tried asking Spirit to give me Her thoughts and guide me in what to say in this particular situation, I got silent, listened, thought I heard it, said it and then found out it wasn’t right. 💁‍♂️🥺

I wonder.. If God is Love, can you really awaken without adhering to a perfectly loving, non-judgemental and kind thought system? Isn’t kindness a very accurate measuring stick for spiritual developement?

It’s so so important to remove all conflict from our lives - both inside and out. I remember taking LSD and spending 3 days and 3 nights next to a church, in a little hut they have for prayer. I needed no sleep nor food - the Love of God was coursing through my body, filling me up better than anything else could. On the second day I sat upon a rock at the bottom of the church. The church is next to a cemetery. A child threw a stick into the cemetery. I wanted to tell him to not do that, as it is a sacred place. Then, a queit voice whispered: “No conflict. No conflict.” I understood and let it go. There is nothing in this world that is worth losing our innocence and friendship over.

We are blessed and Holy. We walk together with our innocent brothers and sisters to the sacred land we never truly left. The Holy Spirit is our Guide. It’s gentle and comforting hand embraces us into it’s celestial body. If we follow Her pointers, she reveals the Kingdom of Heaven forever secure within our magnificient minds. Then, Bliss drips down from the skies to the top of our heads, filling our immortal bodies with harmony and light. We are very Holy.

Been contemplating resistance. David Hoffmeister said that when he asked Jesus why do I leave this place of love in my mind? What happens? Jesus said to him: there’s still resistance - you still want to believe that you were right in your previous interpretation. No one wants to be told they were wrong all of their life about everything. That’s why he says do you want to be right or happy? I didnt really get it at that time, but now I begin to. If I gave ACIM to my grandma and said this is truth. When she’s reading it there would be soo much resistence in her mind because Jesus would contradict every single belief she had, and she prouds herself on being right, as an old and wise person. She does ‘t want to be wrong, even if this wrong-minded perception of herself, the world and others is destroying her mind and her body.

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