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Currently my fav person online: https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1ADV3GW2uo/?mibextid=wwXIfr

Whatever is true about The One will be labeled arrogant by the figures in the dreamer’s dream. The Ultimate Narcissist. How could you not be arrogant when you are literally the Truth Himself. The dreamer of the dream. The Divine Will Himself. pure omnipotent power. The True Identity. https://open.spotify.com/track/1CbZd4FBm8Insquq3HGTGP?si=zEnz40OSShuCDaM5kEgKLA&context=spotify%3Aartist%3A2Csf1qoijHi5nMt2mMJcjd

So teachers who say there is no free will are right - they don’t have a free will, they are a part of my will. That just doesn’t apply to The One. But does to characters in my dream.

Finally.. the dreams turn blisfull.. rediscovering what family I am truly apart of. This night of awakening dreamt of standing next to a glorious white church went to sleep in perfect happiness, woke up in happiness, dreamt of happiness..

how awakening feels like:

I think it’s a mistake to believe that there’s something to heal or transcend. You could heal all of your guilt which arises from the seperation from God in an instant if you could just accept who you are. There’s no ego, even, just a confused Dreamer. you are imagining all the guilt, the dream, all of it — so stop imagining what you don’t want, begin to create what you want and become more and more lucid in this VR experience in your own mind. I’m might be moving away from the methodology of enlightenment which says you will awaken when you simply live mindfully and silently, observing your thoughts and feelings.

A sound isn’t created by a spoon dropping to the ground. There’s no cause for anything in the world. The sound is imagined at the moment the spoon drops, but it is not caused by the spoon dropping. There’s no brain processing happening. No neurons, no right and left hemispheres. Everything perceived is an illusion, although it could accurately depict what is happening on the level of the mind — like the Kundalini awakening, light, mandalas and so on. Brain is fiction. Even enlightenment is fiction, albeit a more glorious one. Everything is incredibly directly imagined by the dreaming mind, to which you are connected at various levels ar various points of the dream. Not that there is time or linearity in the usual sense. The state of enlightenment is imagined by the God Mind. Enlightenment state has various domains and levels. Some are still somewhat humanly while others are completly outside anything one could imagine. In the end, fiction = truth. What the fuck. Hm, I might have been wrong, Leo might be higher than I thought. Ups. Haha. I guess it’s so difficult to not appear arrogant when you know so much more than anyone else. If you identify as divine you do stop being a people pleaser naturally. Leo is like the Andrew Tate of enlightenment. Haha.

Haha, I thought about it and did choose differently than my first impulse. Cheers 🍻

true true, He does seem to inspire 🕊️good quote, very timely 🕣

Amazing, thanks for sharing 🖤 I’m in a similar place - thoughts of suicide enter my mind, lethargic, everything feels so meaningless and I’m doubting my sense of control. I’m also depressed/angry since if this is all God’s will then wtf is he doing - my life sucks. Or does my life suck because I’m not one with the Divine Flow since I’m not listening to Guidance? I also feel like perhaps I should do psychedelics, surrender and just listen to Guidance, but I also feel fear arising just from this thought, I guess it’s threatening to the ego. Suicidal ideation is interesting — it seems like it could cause some sort of a breaking point — like fuck it — life sucks anyway, what will I lose if I try something else, nothing I’ve done up until now worked anyway.

Another thing to know is I’ve been to Jan’s in person retreat and neither I nor did anyone else feel a single thing from his “Shaktipat” which supposedly is an extremely strong energy transmission. I also did sessions with Gareth from truespiritualawakening, student of Jan, and felt nothing. I know people who went to 20 sessions with Gareth and felt something in one or two, but just meditating for that long explains that experience. Oh, bdw, a funny thing is that Gareth uses levels of consciousness by David Hawkins to check your level of awakening and in each session he says you leveled up. I told him I dont feel anything and he said yeh sometimes it’s difficult to notice and he trusts his body. Lol. Anyone who is epistemologically rigurous knows that Hawkins technique is bullshit. When Gareth doesnt like the result he got from his test he does it again until he gets what he likes. Haha.

Not sure, but being one of the most enlightened beings, according to him, and being in constant pain is… interesting to say the least.

Not sure if they are the same. Afaik, Jan mainly did Kundalini spine breathing. He focused on raising kundalini up the spine to the top of his head on the inhale and then dispersed that energy throughout his brain on the exhale. It's difficult to pin point a place in your energetic system where kundalini is exactly - it's somewhere around the perineum, but I was never able to connect to it and direct it into exactly the necessary channel in the spine. There are various channels in the spine through which the kundalini can rise, and if you fuck up and raise it through the wrong channel then you will mess up your energetic system and then you will really need a teacher to fix you, if that will even be possible at that point and if you will be able to find a good teacher, which I know none of. The whole kundalini path is like learning surgery through reading a few books written by people experimenting in their basements (Jan) without understanding the extremely complex biological mechanism. The energetic system is complex and easy to mess up. Did you know that Jan is pretty much always in pain nowadays? He has a pain in his lower back and he can barely walk more than 100 meters without extreme pain. He fucked something up. Kundalini yoga isn't something to mess around with, unless you do the nonsense they teach on youtube which does nothing besides wasting your time.

@Salvijus your mind has an uncanny ability to be wrong and believe it is right. It’s spectacular to see. You deserve some sort of a medal.

Andrew Tate says all problems would be solved if women had their body count on their forehead. I’d much rather see the level of consciousness on peoples foreheads, that would solve all of the problems on this forum and globally. Although the higher you are the easier it is to see who is at which level.