CoolDreamThanks

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  1. Don't be silly. Pleasure existed for an eternity before this universe.
  2. Good question. God created a way out of hell immediately after the ego constructed it.
  3. Leo, just like Jesus, calls the world a hallucination. It's the same as saying it's a solipsistic dream. If Jesus, the Apostles, Leo, Ramana, Conws with God and Mooji say that our experience during the day and during the dreams at night is identical, then perhaps we can finally accept that it is so? And if our enlightenment exepriences reveal that everything is our Self, then can doubt win against that? Some words from ACIM regarding this: ³What if you recognized this world is an hallucination? ⁴What if you really understood you made it up? ⁵What if you realized that those who seem to walk about in it, to sin and die, attack and murder and destroy themselves, are wholly unreal? ⁶Could you have faith in what you see, if you accepted this? ⁷And would you see it? 8. Hallucinations disappear when they are recognized for what they are. ²This is the healing and the remedy. ³Believe them not and they are gone. ⁴And all you need to do is recognize that you did this. ⁵Once you accept this simple fact and take unto yourself the power you gave them, you are released from them. ⁶One thing is sure; hallucinations serve a purpose, and when that purpose is no longer held they disappear. ⁷Therefore, the question never is whether you want them, but always, do you want the purpose that they serve? ⁸This world seems to hold out many purposes, each different and with different values. ⁹Yet they are all the same. ¹⁰Again there is no order; only a seeming hierarchy of values. 9. Only two purposes are possible. ²And one is sin, the other holiness. ³Nothing is in between, and which you choose determines what you see. ⁴For what you see is merely how you elect to meet your goal. ⁵Hallucinations serve to meet the goal of madness. ⁶They are the means by which the outside world, projected from within, adjusts to sin and seems to witness to its reality. ⁷It still is true that nothing is without. ⁸Yet upon nothing are all projections made. ⁹For it is the projection that gives the “nothing” all the meaning that it holds. 10. What has no meaning cannot be perceived. ²And meaning always looks within to find itself, and then looks out. ³All meaning that you give the world outside must thus reflect the sight you saw within; or better, if you saw at all or merely judged against. ⁴Vision is the means by which the Holy Spirit translates your nightmares into happy dreams; your wild hallucinations that show you all the fearful outcomes of imagined sin into the calm and reassuring sights with which He would replace them. ⁵These gentle sights and sounds are looked on happily, and heard with joy. ⁶They are His substitutes for all the terrifying sights and screaming sounds the ego’s purpose brought to your horrified awareness. ⁷They step away from sin, reminding you that it is not reality which frightens you, and that the errors which you made can be corrected. (ACIM, T-20.VIII.7:3–10:7)
  4. Was reviewing my life and what I was able to manifest and just in general the overview of the 26 years I've been here. Wanted stuff like everyone else, soulmate, millions, etc. Did vizualizations, affirmations, prosperity meditations and held a positive state no matter what. Did that for months with precision and dedication. Got nothing. To be precise, got opportunities to earn more and met women that wanted me, but I didnt like them and the job sucked. Mooji said that if you search for a prince you will kiss a lot of frogs. That's my life's story. The only soulmate I had was my classmate and it was all pre-destined, no manifestation was needed. There was a lot of pain in that relationship as well, so even with a soulmate life is difficult, perhaps even more so. It's a duality - you get heaven for half of the relationship and hell for the other half. That's how this illusion works. No more of this, thanks. Manifesting and doing your best to create something and not getting it is painful. There is also the theory of letting your manifestation go completly and letting the universe do it's thing. Did that as well for months, got nothing. Consequentally, decided to drop all desires and attempts to manifest except the desire for God aka Infinite Love. Interestingly, can't read books anymore. I just recoil from them. Feels like I outgrew them. Can't really teach others, because it feels like I'm lying if I tell others they are God, because I know that I am the only Son of God, they are just figments of my imagination. Current plan is to meditate for the majority of the day and microdose shrooms and see where that takes me. If nothing changes, if the dream doesn't become something I enjoy, I will be going to a monastery in Sri Lanka to go for MahaSamadhi. David Hoffmeister said that trying to improve this life is like re-arranging chairs in a sinking titanic. Feels very true from current POV. Not feeling depressed or detached, just seeing clearly what's hapenning and what's the best way forward. Jesus says that in the end, nothing satisfies. That's exactly how it feels. Because I visited Heaven in this life and remember it clearly, this dream experience feels so limiting and boring in contrast. In Heaven there is something new and spectacular every microsecond, in this dream, something kinda fun might happen a few times in a 16 hour period and for the most part, nothing fun at all is happening or something sucks. There is no effort at all in Heaven and everything is perfect, while here, you have to exert effort to do stuff that doesn't even bring any real happiness. Not trying to paint a positive or a negative picture, just describing exactly how the experience looks and feels. Seems like you do have to have a clear and unwavering intent to wake up for good or else you will be in this in-between place that is kinda annoyong, since you're neither awake nor asleep, you get glimpses of heaven but there is a lot of illusion at play. Thought that perhaps you can be in the world but not of it and wake up, but I did that for years and found that only when I go for a deep deep isolation and meditation retreat do I get glimpses of Heaven, otherwise it's just maintaining a peaceful state whilst dreaming.
  5. Felt inspired to allign my life with the higher, lighter vibrations to become a clear channel for the Divine Flow. Already had some experiences of Communion with the Higher Mind, but I want to make it deeper and more consistent. Diet is definately important. I tried to go against life thinking - oh it's all in the mind anyway, no need to worry about nutrition, just maintain a positive state. Wrong. Act according to the rules, stop headbutting life and hoping it will work out. Eating only light and organic foods now - rice/veggies/peanuts/apples/juice/honey is the baseline diet. Manifestation - I think that relaxing, surrendering, trusting and following guidance from the Higher Mind is the best way to manifest, because it's not coming from the ego, but from the Divine. In my experience egoic manifestation does work to an extent, but it always has a negative aspect to it, like effort, stress, burnout and just in general it tends to fail in the end. I will spend the core of my day sitting in silence in an Asana contemplating life and trying to establish a connection with the Higher Mind. No more listening to music 24/7. It tunes out the Spirit. Immersing myself in the teachings of Jesus as channeled through Jayem and his books Way of Mastery, Way of the Heart, Jeshua Letters and all others. Feeling like it's exactly what I am supposed to learn now. Does learning ever end? Dropping weed and psychadelics as well, I want to achieve those states naturally now. I learned a lot from tripping, it served me, so thank you dear plant and chemical teachers. 🙏 Flowing with Spirit also revealed that I truly want a deep, intimite connection with someone, not just a fun night at the club and meaningless sex. It definately has to be spiritual, I won't vibe with someone whose not on the path. I'm letting go of the desire for BMW M8 and a very luxurious house. I'm content with my living situation now. Letting go of wanting diamonds and designer clothing as well. I've experienced a flashy life and it was okay, pride has an attraction to it, but it's shallow and temporary. Still plan to go to clubs to meet people and dance, but the frame of mind from which I approach going out has changed. I will try to maintain a deep peace and conscious awareness of the breath throughout the experience. I will try to stay in tune with the Higher Mind and attempt express the Love that it is. I was also thinking about my work in the world and I am quite certain that I will be a channel for the Higher Mind to flow through. Feeling like it's the only valuable and meaningful thing to do for me. Not sure about the specifics yet, first I need to purify my body/mind vibrational complex, as they call it in the Law of One. 😊🙏
  6. Yep, and I find that surrendering and flowing with life is the deepest transformation possible. Have you arrived at a place in your understanding in which there is no doubt about the nature of life? Leo and other masters I mentioned say that life is a solipsistic dream, an illusion or hallucination, and it aligns with my experiences and conclusions.
  7. So in love with creating these videos. I think the new one is an improvement over the first one:
  8. My first vid, sub for more. Lmk if you have any feedback. Thanks. Cheers. 🙏💙✌️ https://youtu.be/VnawkeZbY1I?si=gRmAmYi0HrWEZShY
  9. Lol, I was also thinking about the masculine and the feminine side of the Self today and making a vid. I wonder if we see it in the same way
  10. Lol, can't wait. Solipsism missing in the vid sadly. 😭
  11. Cool cool ✌️✌️
  12. Then let's go for it brother 😉🐉Im just trying to follow whatever excites me, so its pretty chill now. Bashar is the MVP, just like our guy Jeshua.
  13. Wohooo!
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  15. Just gonna leave this here https://www.tiktok.com/@goldsoul111/video/7216501871932935466
  16. @Salvijus At this point, do you still see value in going to an ashram or somewhere isolated to delve deeper?
  17. Wow feels like thats exactly it! Namaste 😉
  18. @Breakingthewall beautifully put. I do have a question - do you think that at the level of Christ Consciousness there is no voluntary manifestation, or creation, even in accord with the Flow? Currently, I find desires in the Higher Mind and flow with them, I let it express it's wishes through my body, sometimes it feels like we have the same will, yet sometimes there is a split, probably the cowebs of the ego to blame. I see Will like the tongue of a snake, fundamentaly one, but split into two when there's ego. Leo said ego is like an interference pattern, which does feel like it. A fear that interferes with Flow of Love.
  19. 💙💙🙏 Feels like we vibing on a similar level now. Let's enter the year of the Dragon and achieve what it symbolises in zen - awakening. 🐲🐉
  20. Beautiful questions, seems like they are arising from genuine wonder. I've recently had a shift, not claiming to be enlightened, as I'm not sure if I am, but something rather significant did occur. It happened after reading Jeshua Letters (recommended by Salvijus from this forum), where Jesus spoke, and it felt like he spoke to me directly, that the main issue I have is that I do not trust the voice that speaks to me in meditation. He said that I get in touch with the Flow of Divine Intelligence, but my ego does not believe it and tunes it out. For example, in meditation the Voice said that there are 2 parts to the Self - the smaller, physical mind and the non-physical, infinite self and they can communicate. At first I didnt listen, because I thought that that's duality, but it turns out that it's not the usual type of existential duality. He also said that the lower mind has to submit to the higher mind, as it doesn't really know anything, it has infinite questions but no answers. That's why my zodiac is Taurus - I have horns and I am stubborn, I do not submit and hold to my opinnions very strongly. I need to hide my horns and tame the bull, as in the Ox Herding Pictures. I even look like I have horns.. After I submitted and allowed the Higher Mind to Flow through me, all I got was answers and Bliss. Extreme Bliss. I had to stop driving and asked my friend to drive as I couldnt function properly. The Flow said that I wanted this dream, I wanted to live this exact life. He also said that he speaks to me always, through music, through actualized forum, through my friends. He is like a puppet master in this dream. The Higher Mind is awakening the lower mind and they are One. He also said that I shouldn't go to a mountain to meditate, my path is that of living fully, of following my passion, of flowing with the Divine Mind to wherever it takes me. Trust and Faith is what is needed now. Maybe in the end I will go to a mountain, but not now. These days I sleep less, I dance most of the day, I feel various levels of bliss, I feel connected to the Higher Mind. There is still some cowebs to clean out, but it feels like the physical mind finally accepted that it has to surrender to the Higher Mind. I began to experience mind-blowing synchronicities, where I literally put my head in my hands and say - whaaat? What the fuck is hapenning??? How is everything so connected? How does the spirit speak to me through this person exactly what I need to hear now? How is he singing to me through the radio?? He also thought me the true way to manifest. It's all vibration, so how do we shift it higher? Vibration depends on: Definition of reality - how you define it, so it is. If you see reality as a playground with infinite possibilities and the power to choose the one you prefer, so it will be. Definition of self. My current one is: the Son of God is playing a VR game called "Awakening and Creation" State of being. Flow and Surrender is best. Drop all control, all past knowledge and listen. Get in tune with the Divine Current. Breathe deep and slow. Relax your mind. Be still. Do not seek. The lower mind has to relax and surrender. Listening and acting on guidance from the Higher Mind. Acting is a must, as we are physical beings. If we don't act on inspiration from the Higher Mind, we will get stuck and it wont send any more instructions. If you are not in a state ( vibrational frequency) of your preffered reality, then you cant see opportunities to act on to make it come about. Imagine what it feels like having everything you want and just live there, maintain that state of being. The main mistake I made when manifesting before was that it came from ego, which is effort and seeking. I got some results through dedication, but they weren't perfect. We can't create perfectly without the Higher Mind. Current manifestation is a result of being in Communion with the Higher Mind and simply Flowing with the visions (desires) that it gives me and acting on what it instructs me to do. Follow your passion as Bashar says. It's not really Bashar, though, but the same Higher Mind teaching us through all these channels. Oh, and one more important thing is: I get energetic information about what will happen. I knew exactly to whom I will sell my appartment, as when I looked at the number of the person calling I felt a tingling bliss sensation in my head. The Spirit even changed the number of the person that called to the specific number that he usses when talking to me, which is 5 or 25. Listen to night dreams and analyse them upon waking. Spirit speaks there as well. I've got very clear answers to questions I had through my dreams. He showed me a holographic ear in my dreams, once again saying - just listen and follow. Oh, whenever I need to find something at home and dont know where it is, I just relax and say - Spirit, take my body and guide it to where the thing is. He always finds it immediately. The guidance is intuitive. I still interfere with the Higher Mind and get mixed messages, but I am learning to be in allignment and to tame my ego to let Spirit express itself unhindered. Its like tunning into a specific frequency, exactly like a radio My diet has never been "worse", I drink Cola and eat Fast Food and feel amazing. I spend crazy amounts of money, like 1.5k per day on clothing. I Love it. Fashion is my passion. I used to hinder it with my ego, but now I just flow. I go to nightclubs and have amazing experiences with people there. Probably the hottest girl I've seen said she's really attracted to me. I was just flowing and dancing and vibing. God is good. I started using weed to help my mind relax into the Flow. Started doing pushups as well. Hope it helps in some way. Happy Holidays! Edit - another synchronicity, whilst I was typing Salvijus replied above. They never end. 😄
  21. Lol, so you literally disagree with Sadghuru, Ramana Maharshi and Jesus. What level of arrogance should one operate at to think he knows how to get enlightened better than them. It is miioiiiind bloooowing that people feel so wise.
  22. Actually, the only real passion is the passion to go back home to God, all else are just temporary distractions and have no real happiness within them. So from this POV, if you follow enlightenment with all of your might, then the Spirit will support you financially to make it happen. All the deepest teachings, including Baghvad Gita, A Course in Miracles and advanced teachers say this one thing: if you choose the ultimate destiny, then everything else will be provided to you without your effort, because God Himself wants it to happen, so there is not a single obstacle in all the galaxies that can stand against it. Money is not an issue to the Divine Mind that is Omnipotent. However, if you decide to play this worldly game, then you will be under worldly restrictions. The only choice is obviois. How blessed are those who know this. The Son is then able to relax into Divine Providence. How gentle is the way home when Father Himself takes care of you.
  23. I described the process already, but perhaps you need a person in a spiritual outfit and someone of influence, so here's the same idea from a different source: