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When I letgo of the Matrix, after a month or two I begin to wake up in bliss. I guess my body is full of energy of dipamine and it just flows so beautifully. So a blisfull life is possible, considering it’s a life of stillness and naturalness,

Is not behaviour based. How can it be when life is a dream? i simply must enjoy my hedonistic pleasures without guilt until they are no longer needed because you have trained your mind to be in Spirit so much that you always feel full, nothing else is required to fill you up. Until something is required - do it! No sacrifice is needed, just an underlying intention for all corcumstances is to simply BE and Observe them more than act. So free. Nothing to do, nowhere to be. a gentle awakening Got a cat for the weekend, here she is meditating:

So dopamine is wired to be released when we get a kill from hunting, build a house, etc. but now the whole system is fcked up because tou can be in bed and release as much dopamine as someone who just conquered a kingdom. So porn is literally having a harem on demand with new girls everyday. Ofc its addicting. Tbh I dont see hoe you can manage this wisely - I think the best way to go about this is to try and try and try to stay conscious and go beyond this addiction cycle in the matrix until you re-train your system and it allows you ti be focused on God. It takes effort and will. This human game wasn’t design by God, but by ego, so we have to learn how to outplay it and it will be hard.

So modern ascetisicm, where you enjoy the comfort but also detach is the highest form of self love, which might seem radical but only from the matrix POV, actually it’s coming back to our natural self.

So the whole dopamine system is related to motivation, so that’s the destructive side of it - it zaps you of motivation and makes you a mindless slave who doesnt even have the motivation or energy to unplug from the matrix. Not that it matters since its a maya, but it’s ultra important for the One to do it.

Yeh not going to clubs anymore, the stimulation there is other level, not only is there drugs booze and ultra loud music, but also soo much lust. A place of ultra dopamine release, and as a consequence, a big hangover and a destruction of the netvous system. Now you will need more druga more strimulation more sex to keep up the dopamine. Wow it’s literally programmed to destroy ourselves - this whole human chemistry and society.

What’s interesting is how this type of content is not only something ai look at and it has no transformstive effect, but actually I do it after the realization. Most people will consume this content and move on. No! This has to be changed. It’s literally a life or death, or reincarnation, to be precise, matter. If you want to reach heaven - stop with the dopamine addictions of this universe. It will be hars but you Have to tryy!

Yes, even “spiritual connection” with people is an addiction. It’s all a dream, so if you get a dopamine hit from chocolate or from a human - the dynamic is the same - you will need more and more experience of the same thing to feel as good as before, the side-effects will become stronger and stronger and then something will break, become disfunctional, etc - eithet it’s porn, romantic relationships, social media - it’s all the same dualistic flow of this universe - pleasure from and object, then getting addicted to thay object, then needing more of it, then side effects become intense, then a breakdown and either a spiritual revolution or just another cycle of the same thing just in a different form. So now instead of an addiction to drugs it’s whay a person will see as healing - I now only play video games and social media and porn - lol - so nothing changed just the form of the addiction. This is so importsnt. Grasping this and doing your best to de-addict from the whole matrix is the path home to God.

true, society plays off of thay addiction for profit. It leaves you not only mentally broke but financially, too, because we pay for those addictions in cash - clotjing, clubs, and a million ither things. The matrix runs deep.

Need to resert the nervous system to its natural state so that merely breathing is euphoric. And then be conscious about not slipping back. Yes then things will be more pleasant bexause I am sk sensitive but then the overall enjoyment of life will drop. Careful. the diality of this universe - the bigger the increase in dopamine, the lower it drops below baseline and you feel bad. Look at the chart, literally shows waves of duality. Only God is above duality and only that can give me eternal pleasure without a dualistic backlash.

Yes, sex does change things in a relationship — in a bad way. The best relationship I had was when there was no sex - just caressing. There wasnt that animalistic aspect and it was amazing, much purer. Id call it naturally tantric. So I think that yes as Jesus said in ACIM sex should only be done for procreation, I dont think it’s wise to do it for pleasurr - it ends up destructive in the end / ruins the relationship. I know most will disagree but thats because they are so deeply addicted there’s no eay they can accept this. So even if I do have a person that’s vety spiritual and I can just see that this is a soulmate - I wont reject, but there wont be any sex, perhaps just some light caressing. Yes, this is what I want. It feels right. Oh not really. I looked at my mind and intuition now and I know that even that much pleasure through the bodies will bring pain. A truly pure telationship which I dont see any backlash of duality is one where we are joined in Purpose - to awaken - but not with bodies - as bodies are what keep us here - addicted to the matrix, the world created by the ego. mm yes it feels so right and honorable to simply see people as purely companions in the quest for truth, not for any other reason, and then it’s clear who to be with and who not to be with. I know some people who seem to be doing spiritual stuff but actually, they are just a spiritual ego, not truuly developed, just got theough osmosis things from me and they think they are spiritual, but they are 100% still in the dream and there is no gap in their mind which would allow for Spirit to say - let go of the dream. When I do tell them that they have to start letting things go they get mad and say - I think I can get enlightened through, with my desires, the letting go doesnt feel right. Well, it might not be the time to let go now, but you need to be conscious of the fact that you will have to at some point. I find that if I dedicate myself to enlightenment - I cant even be around these “friends”. Because they are friends of the matrix, apart of maya, awakening is not in their destiny, they are not chosen. But they are temptations, agents in the dream that attempt to bring me down to their level. Scary scary, need to be careful. Basically all they say, the way they live, how they view life is the opposite of truth. Do I want to be affected by that? Because I am if I just spend time with them. No good.

When mystics talk about goinng above idols, they are saying That you need to drop your dopamine addictions. Because they are things of the world, thsy have a duality - they give u pleasure and then a backlash of Pain. I thought oh let me optimize things for pleasure - staying at home, not being in the drama of the world, just chilling, smoking, porn, social media, music, junkfood. But all of these destroyed me in some way. It’s either frying my nervous system and leaves me lethargic (couldnt even get out of bed without porn, porn can give some energy to move but without it I wouldnt have energy to get out of bed. Sooo damaging. And I thought going out to clubs and meaningless sex is bad. Actually, on demand sex at home foreevet is soo bad. This world is a prison for our Souls. Dopamine addicts us to the world and its exceptionally hard to transcend, there are withdrawl symptoms, but they get better. I dis perfect withdrawl From the mateix for a few months and it was amazing. Did bad things come up? Sure. Did I feel serenity and sometimes even see visions of Heaven and expetience bliss? Yes. Did I feel very stable in myself? Yes. Still did mstbartion which hindered my progress. Sex is such a deep deep addiction in the human experience. its so dangerous because its so sneaky. You dont really see what it does to you in the larger sense, how it destroys your nervous system, your energy, your motivation and in the end, even your connection to God and ability to get enlightened. i see people doing tantric practices saying its for energy and love, but it’s just how the mind convinces itself that this is good and spiritual, when in truth it’s just the same addiction being put on a spirituality label. Connor Murphy with his pramnanda yoga does this. whrn I delete social media and stop porn I feel like a great fog has been liften from my mind. Like I was hypnotized by a magic spell of the matrix, inprisioned by it’s pleasures, my energy drained my the vampiric things of the world. i have to become angry at it and say no. This is not acceptable. I know it will be hard to drop it all forever but this is why I am here - to do it and come back home to God. diet is corr as well ofc, sativic diet is a must, food becomes us and chsnges our chemistry, it can heal, make us light and wnergetic or heavy lethargic and sick.

I'm happy that I've dived so deep into hedonistic pleasures of life - spent soo much money, went to clubs hundreds of times and in I feel satisfied with it now. It's always the same story - good and then bad. But the good is often shallow and the bad is actually bad. With a soulmate - now that's when you get an actually good experience, heavenly so - at first. And theeen does the hell begin and its even deeper than the bad part of the one night stands. So you can't win this game - I've tried. I'm good now. I know what fashion, good body brings - pleasure and then pain. That's how the letting go happens - by experiencing it, seeing the pain of it and then deciding to drop it as it's not what I expected it to be - something amazing overall. Noo in the end you can't even call it good because of the pain that it brought. The same with DRUGS, psychedelic medicines even - they have huge backlashes, like psychotic breaks and so on. Keeping a good diet is soo important, and being healthy, meditating, being outside, but besides that - no extra "cheat codes" that will have a backlash.

So yes, this lesson is so important to learn and I am constantly learning it -this life is dualistic, whatever pleasure you experience, the universe will bring you an opposing energy you wont like. If I use drugs and have sex - drugs will disbalance my psyche or my chemicals and I will suffer a lot. Sex, pretty simple - got an std, had to spend time with people I really do not enjoy, spent a lot of money, so left broke, a lot of disappointment, so the story is always the same, I need to see through it, the pain of chasing something besides GOD, and then choose only God.

Yeees, I already had a deep, "perfect" soulmate experience. I'm blessed to have experienced it, but it's not God and it has HUGE drawbacks. Nothing in the world, I guess even psychedelics, can work long term without a backlash of pain, as Jesus said - it's impossible to seek for pleasure through the body and not find pain. Serve SPirit or Body. Ofc take care of the body perfectly, but he means don't lust, don't chase, drop all sexual-related activities - see where they got you to - working, disappointed, lusting but never satisfied, lethargic, life feels meaningless ,having bad experiences with weed -- I've tasted enough of these desires. I feel like it's so helpful to fully, deeply dive in to the hedonistic lifestyle, with girls, money, etc, just to experience those desires and see what comes about - usually fun, but a lot of confusion, disappointment, too. It's just a game of duality. If you want the duality to end and experience deep serenity and bliss - only God can give that.

I haven't listened yet but I hope he says - your desire for a soulmate is what's keeping you stuck in maya, it takes you await from Spirit. Hoffmesiter basically said the same thing, how it's one of the primary things that are keeping us asleep - this chase for a soulmate. Need to drop it together with lust and I'm on my way to a hiiiigh high state, combine it with sexual abstinence and good diet and meditation - wow.

Let me try. I plan to do this for the rest of my life, but let me just check back in 2,3,7 days.

Oh wow it's so true - when you try to let go of low-vibrational habits, like junk food, porn, and so on, then the mind becomes enraged, the system, the matrix thinks - oh, he's trying to escape the matrix, let's send another 1,000 troops to stop him. Like Neo in Matrix we have to deal with more and more the stronger we become.

Omg, he also said, "I thought it was all about meditation. Just meditate; don't look at other areas of your life. All will be fixed if you are meditative." I thought that as well, but it's not true! You have to change your life to get closer to God - it's a life of no lust. it's probably, well, very likely, the core of spirituality- the letting go of lust. completely. that changes the whole dynamic of you with life, now, instead of you being in life and chasing shit, now you have a lot of space between yourself and life.

uh oh why is he exposing me He said you can't even get into a deep meditation if you're still lusting. And lusting can be as simple as dressing nicely to impress others, he calls it edging. It's a part of lust. I do that. i knew it's bad, just did;t know how. I Thought I liked passion and compliments, but it's actually just another form of LUST. He also said what is meditation - if not a space between your true self and this 3d experience of human life - wow so true, and how can you have space when you are Lusting? It's the primary thing that attaches you deeply to this dream. The title is amazing and feels true - lust burns up spiritual fruits. He said that sexual energy is the most potent energy the body makes. It allows us to be present. we don't have any inner strength if we are stuck in lust. We wont have soundness of body to have a meditation. SOOO TRUE. i NEVER MEDITATE a lot during the day, I am not conscious if I am lost in LUST. Yees, lust is the CORE ISSUE in life that causes not only nervous disbalance, but also disconnects from Spirit, makes us lose touch with our Spiritual Self. And when that ground is shaken, lost, destroyed, then all other little unhealthy habits come in after much easier, because the core is destroyed. Lust is... wow. it's the core of the human condition, the thing that destroys spirituality. If we could just let go of it - of trying to be beautiful, look good, dress nicely to impress, have a good-looking body for others, have a nice house for others, and so on - it's all based on lust - that feels like a level of development where you are very close to enlightenment. It feels sooo freeing to doo. Soo healthy for the soul. i;m doing it now. I see how it hurts me - it disconnects me from God, it makes me lose energy, it makes my mind dull, it makes me chase, it makes me disappointed, it makes me experience shame, even sometimes. It makes me lethargic. If I just didn't have this - everything would flow 10x smoothly. My meditation would be better and deeper - I wouldn't go to clubs, wouldn't feel disappointed, wouldn't hang out with girls I don't like just because of sex accept, which I don't even want, I like the chase, but that's part of the lust. I will have much more money, I won't have to work more or do anything else - what I have now Is enough for living a monk-life lifestyle or purity and no lust. No need for beautiful clothing, which saves sooo much money. So it's all around the best choice - letting go of lust. God help me do it, please.

Yess, I know the type of deeper, spiritual sex he talks about it with a spiritual girl. I also couldn't sustain only this caressing type of sexuality, which is deep and peaceful; I was addicted to the more animalistic sex and releasing the energy. I need to see that it's not all good, the sex thing - I feel like it's even better, at least for me now, to not ever have sex, perhaps some light touching, caressing. Yees, that's what I desire the most and I think it's the deepest form of sexuality - it has various forms, just the highest one I've seen is more like caressing, it's tantric, spiritual, not animalistic. Yeeees.

omg, I know intuitively this is true. Can't depend on mushrooms or weed. Need to fix myself naturally.

It's true; the longer you use it, the more the side effects creep up, and the positive effect goes down. Do I feel good when I'm high? Well, it accentuates pleasure, so porn is amazing, but is porn good? Or does it overload my nervous system and leave it drained and then all else seems dull? With weed -there's a dullness to that state, like I'm under water. It does fix one chemical imbalance but then creates another as well. I hate not being sharp-minded. So, stopping it immediately.

True ending of The Matrix: Neo enters the architects room. There, he finds himself, only with white hair. Simbolising not only wisdom but Oneness. The old Neo speaks: You are seeing a program you pre-wrote yourself. I am not sitting in front of you now, Neo. I am the past you, who decided to create this twisted game and fall asleep into it. It’s your dream, Neo. A play you wrote and are now living it. It’s all a simulation within your mind. The simulation reflects your beliefs and true feelings. You created the Matrix, the agents, the war and being the saviour within the war. The Messiah. Ahh the games we play, Neo. Movie ends. Credits do not roll. Silence. Out of the darkness letters apear: You are the author of this movie and the movie of your life. What life will you live? Who will you be? A sexual guru? A 22nd century monk? The canvas is blank. Your desire is the paint. What if you dropped all control and decided to follow your feelings alone? The great Unknown is ahead. There is no road and nowhere to turn back to. The path you came in no longer exists. It never did, it’s all now. No past and no future, only enjoyment of the Now.