@Leo Gura I think it’s because you seem to have been very purpose driven from a young age.you might have watched porn etc but you always had a goal in your mind (philosophy professor,video game designer,straight A student etc).the reason why porn is a problem for me is because I don’t have a clear purpose/goal.what people like me do,is we use porn/tv to avoid going through the painstaking process of finding a purpose/ making the sacrifices needed to achieve that purpose