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@Mihael Keehl going to ashram is a luxury for me which i could not afford

@Matt23 so r u suggesting i should do more consciouse pickup

@Mu_ i mean mental abuse.if i learn boxing i will have strength and confidence so if they confront me i can hit back .i will have the ability to get unmoved.if they think of potential retaliation they will stop.basically everyone i meet will stop getting in my head if they know that i can fight back.i am basically getting exploited .not severe but small small exploitation

@blessedlion1993 but if i do not meditate i will get suicidal depression.that is the problem.i will get into substance abuse if i do not meditate

@Mu_ my friends are abusing friends.also i am a nice guy and if i am inside a system with anyone they will take advantage of me as i am super nerd and a nice guy.i cannot stand up for myself

@Jacob Morres @Jacob Morres I have to be realistic.i will not meet yellow.yellow is lone wolf also add to that yellows ego is very low hence they will reduce all publicity hence difficult to spot them.hence i will settle with green.if only i could find green

Robert greene is a stage yellow thinker .although his work include machiavellianism, those books are yellow ,red topics presented in a yellow way.atleast according to my opinion

@Johnny Galt for self defence taichi and other chinese chi martial art is bullshit.only combatative sports work which have 0 spiritual inclination

I have seen black magic my entire life and have first hand experience with it.i suffered a lot from black magic.deamons and other entities exist.also i know people who seen a dead body that was dead 50 years ago but havent aged and hense the body look like it was dead 2 hours ago.this is very common is islam.

@Johnny Galt those kind of martial art is bullshit and will not work for self defence

@Snuitje did u find ur zone of genius

But does ur quigong teacher encourage taking psychidelics?. I think all of spiritual teachers hate psychidelics

Just go very slow,do things very gently just enough to make progress. Be systematic in doing things instead of relying on emotion to drive u to action

I had enough of orange and blue. With orange i could smell selfishness from a mile away.with blue it is fuking close minded and very idealog.red is very toxic.its soul draining.that leaves green I maybe having green is greenier on other side syndrom.but because of all these toxicity i am planing on becoming a reculse

@Preety_India @King Merk Does india have lot of green? It is mostly blue and orange.i couldnt find green

Take what is useful and discard what is useless.every teacher has some bullshit stuff which we need to ignore.that does not mean his rest of stuff is useless.i even find some of leos material to be bullshit.but that does not mean his rest are not gold. I find it hard to understand 7 spiritual laws.its turqoise wisdom.how did u understand chopra

@Medhansh is sandeep turqoise

@Emir u mean like witnessing thoughts in vipasana

The ideas in the video does not solve my immediate loneliness problem.it may work after many months and years.but right now the video is not enough.i need techniques for solving loneliness