CuriousityIsKey

Ok. So I gave myself illness, and now that I see its making my life sour and want the illness stop, why doesn't it go away if I am God? Something doesn't add in this model of understanding does it? ?

Could this question be answered once and for all? Like is existence serious or is it for the fun of it?

Is it Just/Fair that God makes me live this life without my consent? I mean, I didn't choose this life, I didn't choose this ego/personality, I didn't choose this body and list goes on. I mean even we humans who are crazy and not as high consiousness, in developed countries ask for consent etc.

It looks people like to play intellectuals say like " it's all love LOL etc... until someone/something bites them and then they shed tears and share their struggles with others asking for attention and compassion/empathy, it is hypocritical and truly shows that you either are deceivibg yourselves and others or you are just two faced and not genuine with others.

Even if it is as you say, it does not change the fact that I am not ok with it and I don't feel comfortable, which doesn't seem so loving doesn't it? You say this but if someone was to steal your life saving without your consent wouldn't you be shouting "no... not fair etc, and demand justice for yourself?"

Doest that than imply that by its design the universe was made so that it would be contradicting for people to maximes love, because they are part of a survival system in which the more dominant species eats other? Etc. So in a way its not peopkes fault, but it is by the disgusting of the universe we are in, that people have to selfish and so on.?

It is actually so simple that the answer to our predicament on earth is to just simply have love towards each other, but why can't we do that? I'm trying to understand the underlying mechanism.

Is there planets/dimensions in which everybody is Loving Enlightened Beings? And how long would it take to be such in earth? And what is need for this to happen?

How can one even "prove" that God has wants in the first place?

But what does "I am God", entail? I mean my everyday life doesn't change isn't? What's up?

Like, @Leo Gura, what stopped You from going all the way in at the end of your 30 day 5 meo retreat expirience ? What was the root of the fear that stopped you?

@Leo Gura Does that mean that "I" is a mistake? A vain illusion? That it's all entertainment? What u say withoutsugarcoating?

Fair point.

You are imagining the difference. What you call life is a fiction of your mind too, isn't what you say yourself? I really not being sarcastic, I just see that you sometimes say things that go against what you say in general.

Exactly. The QUESTION is then, Is there a part of you that is not the human -self ? In other words is there any part of you that will move on?

5-meo expirience - Life is a contradiction. Trip Report: I just came down from my first trip, and wanted to share my experience and hear anyone’s thoughts about it. I apologize in advance if some parts are not fully comprehensive. I came in with the mentality to learn, and not to get high. Regardless, I was absolutely terrified. As soon as I held in the vapor, everything changed, and I was gone. Just as the 2nd Dimension can only perceive 3D objects as layer of 2D objects, I felt as though I was on the cusp of witnessing a higher dimension, with our reality folding into itself like a layer of a higher plane of existence. At first, I was a part of our normal reality: I witnessed a person with an ice cream sandwich, believing it to be perfectly normal. I remember that at first my perception was utterly mundane (my brain associates it as the person realizing they forgot their ice cream sandwich and subsequently picking it up), resulting in a lack of empathy on my part, only to see the ice cream sandwich merge with a reality which folds out of existence (becoming a constant blob of color), causing me to realize in sheer terror that I too am not supposed to exist as I get dragged into the same point of nonexistence. I had been dragged to the edge of our reality which folded into a higher dimension. Indefinitely. I had the overwhelming sensation that everything that existed was simply a gap to close from a higher dimension. At the border of what exists and what doesn’t, I was experiencing the constant closing of logical contradictions from the perspective of the contradiction itself. This triggered a loop of a sentence that started with “Oh shiit, then what happens to iglfdkfgjfdl”, distorting further into the sentence as I feel as though I’m dragged once again into nonexistence, accompanied with a downward awareness of an infinite loop of contradictions in need of negation. It made me see reality as a gap in the natural order of a higher dimension (zipper reality – a plane of existence that is unzipped but is being continuously zipped up, where my consciousness and everything in my perceived reality exists in the gap between the zipper), something which exists only as the complementary empty space of a different reality. I felt that I was merely a leftover of a higher plane of existence whose ultimate and most natural end is nonexistence. Not just me, but everything in this reality felt like this gap of a higher dimensional existence. It felt as though the curtains were opened, revealing the operations of our existence as a byproduct of another. Some parts of the “zipper” communicated to me with a message along the lines of “now that you know, close the contradiction that you caused”. Words can call it sheer terror, but the feeling in that moment went far beyond that – to truly know that it is not only inevitable, but right, for you to not exist. This experience has made me realize just how much I’m taking for granted, existing in this contradiction which is our reality. Nonexistence is the natural state of things, and everything with a semblance of order must continuously expend energy to resist it. I honestly don’t believe anything I’ll ever experience in my life will ever come close to scaring me like that; I feel like I’ve experienced something far worse than death. Our reality is nothing but an accidental contradiction of existence, a state of utter insignificance which goes beyond words or intellectual understanding. Yet life is also a profound and terrifying miracle, and I should never take it for granted again

It is beautiful and tragic that our reality is just a contradiction that should not be existing, and we have this limited amount of time to be part of this contradiction to only for it to cease to exist?

So what you keep living in one human body more and more until you are so old that you can't move. But damn you still can't die and leave the particular body behind? Lol

A "Simple" yet Deep Question. Does God love us? I mean, love itself was crated by God, no? And by "love" I don't mean the everyday selfish romantic love, but more of a unconditional real love. I also rememberedwhat Gospels say: Ask, Seek, Knock (Luke 11:5–13) 7Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened to you. 8For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. 9Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? 10Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? 11So if you who are evil know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good things to those who ask Him! 12In everything, then, do to others as you would have them do to you. For this is the essence of the Law and the Prophets

A good deep question, that might give great insight.

If God did not create Love, does that make Love the real God?

Yo if there is no there, why are you wasting your time posting here?

Greetings fellow wonderful people, I know my question might come off as "not-serious", but the reason I am asking is that I do ackonwledge that people in this forum are of a more higher consciousness then the general public. Therefore, I feel that I actually can get a serious insight. The thing is that since I feel I love with the world of Harry Potter, I always dreamed to one day to be able to live through the life of a kid who lives his life on Hogwarts. Now, of course, we could say the current Dream we call "reality" has no Hogwarts. I am asking how can atleast make sure that in my next reinkarnation, I could end up living in a dream/reality which has Hogwarts and actually be there he-he. Thank you for your attention,just with you to say that you can be better,just believe and do it

Thank you all for the sincere responses. It does seem that it is actually quite difficult to know exactly how can this be done, and I'm not asking the question if it is possible, because it seems reality : infinity

Why would one want to do this? And by ego do you mean being egotistical or having an individual self? Best wishes