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@Leo Gura I leave that to psychs

I'd love to chat and trade some words of wisdom how you guys fuse consciousness with your art. I was a boxer for a long time but tryna start a kickboxing run. The fight sport world brings me to tears it's so beautiful love you all

@Kamo I def hold a negative bias and I came off a lil too strong, yes I was technically a terminal lance I got hurt and after that everything spiraled downhill I was in Yorktown VA NWS. I'm glad you had a good experience, I guess it's luck of the draw. Lol I was boot af when I first got in I would wear my assault pack to the malls all that good stuff. But you ARE right my experience does not reflect the military as a whole I gotta take back any attitude I put out that was generalizing

I was a marine and I hated all the racism and nationalism that was all around me, me I didn't fit in. I'm a firm believer in people with life purpose wouldn't waste it by being government property. But that being said the military can use some revolutionaries to turn the military from the ideological, and sometimes down right racist and nationalistic fighting force to a real force to protect freedom. I like to look at the Shaolin monks from back then (they aren't the same anymore) they fought only for defense. Our military isn't like that at all. We've raped and pilliaged MANY countries I hate to say that but it's true. And I promise the military experience is worse than what you imagine. I was smacked in the face once it was made clear to me that I was government property and signed away all my rights

It would be awesome to have another guided meditation or deconstruction of the mind or something of the sorts!

@Leo Gura my opinion is if its illicit like mdma or lsd dmt then no sourcing but if its a RC then sure, this comes to bite me in the ass because i still struggle to find MALT :[. but you DEF should lookout for yourself and your org before anyone of its individual members

So i heard once from somebody. and this was a topic that is kinda serious it was about whether to join the military or not. This person said. "do it why not nothing matters anyways. but from reading this i was so.... shocked that some people see it this way, like thats literally your life your gambling with! i think some people just take it too far. like if someone asked me hey should i do drugs? and i responded sure! go for it! nothing matters! (now i dont mean to demean the military in anyways i was a marine.) but like. your life matters. YOUR LIFE MATTERS. and i was so shocked to hear someone say "oh it doesnt matter" if you have a drive in you to live a beautiful life and live in a way that brings tears to your eyes. your someone special! (which at this point i know everyone has that in them its just about working to find that.)

no need to think ab existential shit, it does matter as were just humans thats ur life ur talking ab

i was in the marines, i enlisted afterhighschool, now heres my HONEST opinion. what really keeps people in is the collective ego of "being part of the worlds finest fighting force". of course theres feelings of being a hometown hero and all this which makes it VERY appealing and especially if combat is something that always intrested you (like me) but when your in you get treated as a number not as a human yes you get bonds with your platoon and all of that good stuff (if ur lucky enough to get a good command) but at the end of the day the government owns you are your expected to act accordingly. you gotta wake up early for PT work long hours (if ur infantry) and what u make really isnt good day as an example i think as a private i made maybe 300? or less every two weeks. which kinda sucks. but what really kinda bothered me and sickened me in a way was how everyone is completly sucked into an ideology of tribal thinking when it came to countries. constant ego inflation. oh dont let me forget to say brainwashing in bootcamp (which has kinda payed off for me cuz now i have a iron solid work ethic) but it changes u man. i didnt feel i fit in i was too caring for everybody i joined to help not to kill, but your constantly surrounded by killers. thats from my experience but if you have a life purpose this world needs you you cant serve the world in the military the military is sheeple. i wouldn't waste this opportunity of life yes the military is VERY LOW CONSCIOUS

@hello1234 i thought that was funny as fuck i nearly pissed myself us russians have a different sense of humor please understand that xDDDD

i wanna teach meditation and yoga on youtube, how would i start this journey? i posted two posts already but curious how you guys did it (if u did it of course lol) this is a new world for me kinda funny i never imagined i would try this. i have taken some notes on like SEO, post, connect to your fans, leave hearts keywords and such idk im just curious what u guys have to say namaste

its gonna put a dent in my bank acc but im so happy! but at the same time nervous! ive experienced the godhead before but i was in too much shock to really probe into it and deconstruct further. i have high hopes for this course!

i tend to stay quiet as is but i think this is a good thing

@Leo Gura :C im sure a lot of us wish to hear your deepest insights, i kinda was brought to tears, not that you betrayed me or anything, but that people battle you, its not right :C i love your work leo it literally transforms me, but it hurts it feels that you given up on us :CCCCCC but please dont just listen to me, im only alexander. tbh i just want u to b comfortable. my honest opinion is u should form a circle of people u trust. <3 do things at ur own pace :]

@Sandroew i think he should really make a circle on patreon

:CCCCCCC i think leo really should have a some kind of system where maybe on patreon or something people who are really into his teachings can get the deepest ones :C i was really looking foreward. sorry people suck leo :C

@Bob Seeker oh jeez lol, i did take a note that said expect a 24/7 work life

@happyhappy thanks man! thanks for reminding me that spirituality isnt mainstream yet! that somehow slipped my mind. i have my personal channel ive been practicing with ill post it here if u wanna give any input, i know the quality is shitty especially the audio i did order a cheap mic to help fix that. but once im comfortable and fluent talking to a cmaera i wanna start up the other channel

thank you friends the heavy metal thing i never even thought about maybe the practice made me better aware of that idk. imma keep practicing

as i continue my practice. specifically supreme fire. (kriya) i feel a buzz in my spine it doesnt feel bad i kinda like it to be honest. i feel this is progress but i just wonder what you guys have to say about this. I didnt realize the power of some of these practices until i stuck with it so if your reading this and are doubting the process please dont it will be worth sticking to it. Another note is i feel spazzy lol kind of jerky twitchiness in my spine. What do u guys think of this. And i wanna just spread some kindness and good vibes to everyone. whether i know you or not you all are playing a huge role in my development i went from a drug addict alcoholic who was purely selfish, to a person who now wants to live his life spreading kindness and higher consciousness things. im not sure how ill have an impact but ill figure it out along the way . if i could hug everyone i would. namaste

@Leo Gura i DEF agree! i once did a heroic dose thinking i had to because my first dose i didnt feel much (i just didnt chew the shrooms up nicely). but YES i felt a sense of madness. the "nothing matters" hit me but i wasnt exactly grounded. i wound up throwing my phone at the tv and breaking it smh. but lesson def learned! dont b stupid with psyches respect and love them and they will hug you. teach you well

@PurpleTree i found that true for me

thank all of you, lol now its much clearer much love to u all ego is a lil hurt but now i can grow

ill try to keep this short and sweet, those of you who maybe remember me from my posts. i had a life of my own my own place n all fucked it up with two arrests had to move back in with my parents to pay off lawyer debts. This brings us to the present, im self actualizing doing enlightenment work, meditating, contemplating. and im starting to get some dark knight of the soul type stuff where i have been lashing out which isnt like me im a total sweetheart, few relapses on alcohol. and i have tried to explain to my parents that this shits gonna happen hey just gotta let me ride through it till i turn into a butterfly type bit. but now they are up my ass about i need to see a psychiatrist. ive explained to them and offered them to read some of my books that explain this stuff but of course they dont read it. idk i feel im losing my mind and im getting a strong sense of wanting to alienate. would love to hear some of your guy's opinions on these matters and if your going thru this too i love you your not alone thanks guys love ya!

@Nahm dam, thanks :] much love