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@Yimpa hehe i always failed i helped them out a bunch made them happier teaching meditation at the end of the day thats all i can ask for

i can only speak for me but i found arguing about issues of solipsism and such to be a waste of time, your view is your view wouldent you be happier just being happy with what you think? not needing other people to validate or invalidate you? just my view here i love getting put in my place by some good wisdom but after a while or before then it can be hard to distinguish some good advice or bad of course you can get confirmation bias and such im not immune to this. i know im happier having a simple gentle talk where i can be like "whoa thats a good point let me contemplate that!" like i was just told how to get rid of my attachment to leo. wasnt said in a bashful way it was a gentle suggestion and a further suggestion, and im happy guess my point is it would be FAR better to simply talk not take things personally, after all whats the point? :c dont worry be happy!

what i dont get about this is 1 i cant see this vow having any true value unless you reached the "full enlightenment" 2 trying to enlighten them all! whoa thats a big goal! i know me personally.... i would be dead before i reached this maybe that is the full enlightenment! HAHA! seems like a chore i think its a very honorable thing to aspire to do it if you wish but i would not. i like helping the very few people i do i dont need much else

@Theplay i like happiness

@Leo Gura i aspire to be like you i can see im slowly starting to catch up with the meta lessons here and the little hints, its very sobering to hear that i still have more to go thank you, i think if anyone took offense to this you should ask why. i know this seems very arrogant and mean but i see this as cheerleading! oh what fun it is!

i tried playing crypto and failed :c so i didnt do it again thats all i can say some people can make use of it but i believe u would want to have a strong financial situation to invest more i was practically trading dollars and lost dollars

i saw leo was me but i guess thats another achor cuz i tend to forget that i saw he was me... badabing! now to try to prove this wrong fail and learn

@Benton whoa! thanks friend! spooky stuff hope i dont get pinched

please dont source but what specifically? because i literally cannot figure out how to get5 meo dmt and im borderline giving up because ive been scammed so many times and i dont wanna get scammed again, as of now at least. what is available "legally" i guess i know places i can get salvia but thats just... too much man 0_0 i hear if i want to get 5 meo dmt to take a trip to canada, do they have them in stores or something? again please dont source i dont want anyone to get in trouble

@davecraw all i can see is whats on my screen, not much else

your view is fine and all nothing wrong with it, but how come you stress so much to try to validate it to others? wouldent you be happier sitting in your own perception instead of trying to convince others? after all whos right and wrong? up to you. and a lot of people in this thread are taking his views way too personally, doesnt that hurt? feels a little dirty to me :c i like to feel clean and free

through my experience in the military i know what surley doesnt! (i had a bad experience ignor my static) i was always gifted as a leader, i know it takes guts! you gotta take on responsibility, you gotta be willing to fucking take it all! understand those you lead, sit with them, drink some tea with them, laugh with them cry with them, be thier rallying cry, love them, DONT DECIEVE THEM. sacrafice yourself for them while they drink you study and mold yourself into the image they can be, jesus im crying writing this... just curious on what yhe community thinks, leo please dont answer i want u to make a video i know you probably already have one coming. what about YOU GUYS! who would you trust? why? How does this person make himself known? is it just his vision? maybe he IS his vision... some food for thought ya hungry thinkers!

would you be able to concentrate say if you wanted to deconstruct your mind? or is ayahausca just too? distracting? ive never tried it.

im thinking of expanding my toolbox, smoking dmt is a struggle for me and i dont really wanna go through the process of obtaining it, i have no sources... but i do spend quite a bit of time in ecuador.

@Recursoinominado whats it like?!?!?! im so excited and a little scared

this is a facinating thread, no matter how hard i try i cant verify leos existence and for some reason i still feel attached. i feel this is what fucks me up a lot is when i cant accept my direct experience, leo isnt real XDDD

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@bmcnicho hehe way ahead of u i wanted to try something new cuz i dont like fires if ya catch what im saying

i cant wait to try, would you be able to deconstruct your mind on aya? or would it be just too... motherly? to wanna do anything?

@WeCome1 damn i cried reading that crazy this stuff is illegal

update- im working ona video i wanted to call the traps and dangers of social media, and as im thinking im wowing myself im crying as i catch flow with this, i wish i joined you guys and contemplation sooner, man i was missing out!

I began to undo becoming addicted to mystical experiences and meditative experiences. I find a nice joy in a simple cup of tea, this issue of wage slavery i cannot break. Sure i can tough it out, i can try to zen through it but deep down its eating me. i just wanted to post this so if anyone else feels like this, your not alone. i wonder sometimes if ill ever get out. it hurts, i try to take it slow and roll with the punches, maybe one day ill be able to do what makes me happy, and lean into it to sustain my life. mystical experiences are great, they have transformed me, one thing ive learned is life MUST be appreciated in all the ways it exists and unfolds for you and if you dont wanna work for nice things and sacrifice. you wont get your happiness. as much as it fucking hurts, i have a little flickering of a nightlight in my heart that tells me to hang on, eventually your punishment wont be a job it will be that you got all that you ever wanted and consciousness was always free. just like the best things in life, just gotta water the plant i guess.

i realized that i was in a room that never goes away... what makes me happy.... rest.... i rested forever in heavenly peace. then badabap bada bap im back! AAAHHH XDDD i wanna eat cheetos and masturbate!

its not that hard of a concept to fix my family life personal life spiritual life and proffesional life... the lack of love turned me into who i am today... realized i am love now i remain headless and have a clear formula to follow to try to live my best life.. as of now! that can change if i fall back asleep... im still rookie at this and i know that i need fucking work.... anyone else having a hard time letting go of leo?

love you all the best i can, at least i know how to break my coke addiction now LOVE TADAAA! HAHA