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Yoooooo those funhouse vibes…. Been there…. I didn’t find it funny tho

@Staples it’s the part where I gotta fight… not every shoplifter goes peacefully. You wouldent believe some of the madness, homeless people with needles, some people dedicate and spit. It’s a really tough job. And I don’t have that same energy of being hungry for a fight anymore. Burned that karma so to speak

I work as an asset protection detective I’m pretty much a guy who gets paid to catch thieves. When I got the job it literally is my dream job, the action and thrill all that stuff. But now as I become more conscious I find myself more nervous making apprehensions and not wanting to fight. I still love the job and I don’t wanna give it up. I just feel some tension between being my more spiritual lovey friendly self and the me I gotta be at work which is WAY different . I would love to hear some perspectives on this topic I think it would be intresting. Maybe I’m just getting tired of it

I noticed ive been getting a lot of activity in my crown chakra mind you I haven’t practiced Kriya yoga in a long time, so I went back to it starting with just Kriya pranayama BUT I go from throat to medulla straight to the crown chakra, is this a bad idea? Dangerous? Speaking of Kriya supreme fire, is it a bad idea to do it with the crown instead of heart?! Please let me know I have no guru and nobody to help me answer these questions I want to tread with caution. After a LONG TIME of dedicated (as much as I could) of zen and do nothing going back to Kriya yoga is AWESOME!!!! But I just want to be safe. Only side effects I really have to report is once or twice I was confused that was a possible one and today I got a minor headache like pressure near my crown. I’m excited to hear what you guys have to say!!!

@UnbornTao think i remember seeing a post of someone saying what leo said was terrifying, i know when one of my managers saw me reading the book of not knowing, then after him asking me about it i flat out said "if your not ready stuff like this will give your an exestential crisis" i saw the look of fear in his eyes behind the chill and i felt it.... i know when i first realized it i was for somereason just awed and in love with it instead of freaking the fuck out, as most would.... it6s a sad topiuc tbh i even remember i heard a friend tell me sahe smoked weed once and she thought sdhe didnt exist and freaked out, lol later that day i introduced her to left and right ONLY and that gave her a mini soul shake. is there a vid where leo talks about this specifically?

people are scared of truth and i feel so bad :C

i wanna try amanita gummies but dont know too much about them, anybody got stories? are they worth taking in the sense of actualized.org?

@Nathan not very motivating :C

whats lemon tek?

@Santiago Ram dude... ive trhought about that... i lowkey LOVED the psych ward i could just fucking meditate all day!!! i would choose a psych ward over an addiction center they make u do stuff in those places but i just sit in my room until i have a meeting with the doctor... it kinda is a load off ur chest feels very easy like the perfect place to go insane!!!

just consider maybe it will make you miserable... i live a very reclusive lifestyle and sometimes it can be tough u can do what i do sorta keep your life as is just cut out all the external shit i dont have friends i can still socialize at work talk to people i just don't feel the need for friends or going out right now so i kinda force myself to be sorta monk like live mindfully be more minimalist and ive noticed that life even becomes more enjoyable when it comes from a place of just existing not doing anything as leo says in the satisfaction video. i just really wanna warn about "running off" cuz that can SERIOUSLY fuck up ur life i made a choice to run away with friends while i was on mushrooms, NOT a good idea LOL! i really am afraid of others who might put themsleves into situations they may regret... if ur gonna exist may as well be comfortable just go minimalist crazy shit is not always needed, but those people are out there too

@Ero thank you!

very well put

ego backlash?

@Yimpa like, theres whats haqppening the now the bubble, and whats outside pf it i wanna go back outside, i experienced that one i was utterly boundless.... is it possible to experience this through do nothing meditations?