kamwalker

You’re attracted to what you are based on what your society and culture has programmed into you since you were a child. Only once you start exploring for yourself and stop listening to others do you find what you’re actually attracted to. Notice how one of those girls says she can’t even tell you why she’s attracted to a certain guy and says that it’s just a “feeling”. It’s based on nothing but conditioning.

I know it's not necessarily a popular take, but combining medium doses of psychedelics like LSD or Mushrooms with nitrous oxide and weed has taken me to levels of consciousness that feel comparable to what people describe on 5-Meo. I prefer this actually because each nitrous only lasts about a minute (but can feel like an eternity) and I come back to a more comfortable state if things get too wild.

No goal. Just continue to experience reality in all its forms.

I only recently got into it but it's definitely great for coming to realizations! Very smooth. Delta-9 is stronger, but that tends to come with some downsides I find. Love that I can legally buy it as well.

Well about 20 minutes ago I was doing some breath work and I decided to take a hit of my Delta-8 pen at the end of it and I put on some music by Seven Lions. I was overwhelmed with the beauty of reality in that moment and burst into tears for about 5 minutes. I just could not contain how insanely beautiful all of this is and how much love I felt. Complete and total acceptance of everything. Stuff like that used to happen to me on traditional psychedelics only

Holotropic breathwork. Immediately grounds me

When I’m alone I talk my deepest thoughts out loud to myself to flesh them out. I also take psychedelics occasionally with my closest friend and we share with each other things on our mind. I haven’t felt therapy was necessary up to this point, but perhaps there is something I’m not covering with the two methods I listed?

It's okay to be disappointed, but you're being way too hard on yourself. Zoom out a bit and see that you're placing too much weight on one thing. I've failed exams before and it has had no bearing on where I am today (no complaints about my life). The self-defeating thoughts you have right now will become a self-fulfilling prophecy so watch out for that. Keep a positive attitude because it matters.

From a practical standpoint because it’s something you have to mostly learn on your own and isn’t spoon fed to you as a kid throughout life like most other things are. Some kids who had very social and loving upbringings might have an edge here. The true answer to me though is that it’s just something that we tell ourselves is difficult and is just a construct of mind. Some people can skydive or go swimming with sharks but if you ask them to go up to a pretty girl and flirt with her they might freeze up and won’t be able to do it or at the very least be nervous. Mind has created the illusion here that one thing is scarier and more difficult than the other. But that’s just how you are labeling it as such. When I’m in higher conscious states it becomes so obvious that fear works like this

I’ve done LSD at a wedding. It was a blast and made me super loose and social. It made the entire event seem like a movie. Don’t try to fight the environment once you’re in it, treat the experience as something fun.

I don’t describe myself as such. But my awakenings however have resulted in a deeper awareness of what is. My interpretation of reality is much different. Things just feel new all the time. There’s no ulterior motives or agendas to get people to do things for me or to think of me a certain way. It’s peace with my being. Things I used to think mattered don’t anymore. I still have things to work through in my every day life, but they don’t carry the same meaning anymore.

First stop assuming Leo is going fulfill this need you have. Looking to anyone else but yourself to figure out who you are will never work. Leo is great at telling you which direction to look, but if you don't actually open your eyes what good will it do?

There is only a past or future because you are using thought in the now to create it. Try it for yourself and see what happens.

Has nothing to do with visual field. Completely blind people aren't relying on sight to be conscious. It's just the awareness of what is. It couldn't possibly be any other way.

God-realization is quickly approaching meme status at this point. Do people think you really just watch a video, think about it for a few minutes, and then breakthrough? LOL

When I take LSD my visual field feels smoother, vibrant, and has a “60 FPS” feel. But I don’t quite get the “absolute” part you’re referring to. Is it describable or only something experienced with 5-Meo?

Being very open minded encompasses most of the other qualities I like in a girl (or person at all). If the person isn’t open minded there’s a a whole host of issues that will rear their head eventually. But someone who isn’t quick to judgment and is open minded is so much easier to work with and fix whatever issues that come up.

He has a lot of growing up to do. He will get there, just not with you. Break it off

Thank you for fixing the page loading issue. It was so slow and pages were crashing so often (not just today) that it made using this forum a bit of a pain and I lost some posts I had typed up. Now everything loads efficiently!

Who are some examples of current fake Gurus?

Have you tried organic pasture raised eggs? I buy these even though they are expensive, but they seem so much healthier and better than normal eggs. Whether I scramble them or fry them the consistency is so different from your typical egg.

How many of you guys masturbate without any external material? Or have at least tried it? It's one thing I find myself being a bit disappointed in. Unless I'm aggressively horny it's difficult to do, but it shows how dependent I've become on needing these insane levels of stimulation. I don't even mean porn because I rarely watch it, but even just pictures of instagram models.

For the average person who doesn't want to throw away their materialist life for extended periods of time, popping 1/2 a tab of LSD or some mushrooms every couple of months is going to get you a hell of a lot further than simply trying to meditate for 30 minutes a day after work. Most people don't even think they have the time to do that! I then meditate to build on top of the trips. This is my technique and it has allowed me to keep things in balance although it's no where near the most efficient way to get to higher states of consciousness. I totally empathize with people when they tell me they would like to meditate more, but feel too anxious and can't sit still. If I didn't blast through all those beginner phases of meditation with psychedelics I would still be struggling with it.

For me if I ever notice myself sitting there with my thumbs on the keyboard contemplating what to text I already know I've failed. The inauthenticity comes through and girls somehow are able to pick up on it. The best response rates I get are with messages I send without having to think about what I just sent and without picturing how I think the girl is going to react to it. Low investment is the only way to do this.

Agreed. It's not a game. You are literally toying with survival every time you go deep into this work. Even at my age after using psychedelics for several years I have to catch myself from going too deep and too fast down the rabbit hole because I can feel it affecting my survival (relationships, social skills, finances). Pursuing truth at all costs does not come without consequence. If you do this be prepared that any number of things can happen. It might set you up for the path that benefits you and creates the life you want or you'll end up psychotic and on the streets because your entire concept of reality started unraveling and you weren't able to get a grip on it. I've read hundreds upon hundreds of trip reports on Reddit from kids in the 15-20 range that underestimated the substance and screwed up their life for a portion of time and still deal with lasting effects. Not giving you this information to scare you. If you think you're ready then that's that.