RyanK

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  1. Hey @Leo Gura ..After over 25 5-Meo trips, I understand clearly that I’m dreaming. I’m trying to grasp one thing though..what is meant by ‘nothing ever happened’. For example, if I’m sitting here, and 5 minutes pass, what is that past (5 minutes ago). Is it just a ‘thought’ that I’m having in the now ? And, if right now, I’m thinking about my past a few years ago, is it correct to say it didn’t actually happen, and I’m just dreaming that it happened, right now? Hope this question is clear enough. ?❤️
  2. @Edvardas @JuliusCaesar @Thought Art Sometimes I try to transcend language.. it’s language that I use to speak to myself and to describe reality to myself ..and it helps to try and forget it. If I didn’t know any words or language at all, then The Truth would just be what is..so simple. I complicate everything with language. Make sense? You guys feel the same?
  3. @JuliusCaesar side question - when I look in the mirror, is that just a form that appears, to trick myself that it’s ‘me’ ? Just like everything else that appears? (A tree, a dog, other people, etc)
  4. @JuliusCaesar thanks for taking the time to explain all of this. Helps a lot ❤️?
  5. You’re right.. I do know my body is just a concept and idea. But Leo talks about Actuality and direct experience being the only thing that exists. It seems like 5 minutes ago was actual, 5 minutes ago..but has now just become a concept and idea in this moment.
  6. @Display_Name I would say there are no words for what is happening.. but if I’m using words to try and describe what’s happening, I would say 5 minutes ago I was sitting on my couch. But saying Nothing Ever Happened seems to suggest that I wasn’t sitting on my couch.
  7. @Display_Name I understand that time is a concept.. but.. Noting Ever Happened seems to suggest 5 minutes ago didn’t actually happen. Is it just the language that’s confusing me ?
  8. @OBEler ya that’s how I understand it also.. but then I wonder why people say nothing ever happened. I completely understand it doesn’t exist right now, but to say nothing never happened? I wonder if I’m understanding this correctly.
  9. @Karla @OBEler but what does it mean that the past .. or 5 minutes ago didn’t actually happen?
  10. Hey @Leo Gura .. I’ve watched your ‘What is Death’ video a bunch of times to really understand it. Extremely well done! When you say that someone dies, and they’re right here..their consciousness is right here.. I understand that everyone is me, and that I’m imagining everyone.. so would it be correct to say that they just disappear from my dream as everything is impermanent? Just trying to grasp what you mean when you say they didn’t go anywhere and they’re right here, cause it’s not like I have access to that person after they die. Or maybe I do, but I’m not conscious enough. Any way of clearing this up for me ? ❤️?
  11. Thanks @Leo Gura .. I appreciate your thoughts. And just curious, when you take lower doses of mushrooms in the 2 Gram area .. does it now take you directly to Infinite Love? or are you more in contemplation mode?
  12. @Leo Gura Been doing 5-MeO for the last couple of years and wanted to try a mushroom trip again. I’ve done high doses before (14 Grams), but you’ve spoken about how different other psychedelics can be after 5. Not sure if you’re comfortable talking doses, but wondering what you’d suggest. Was thinking 2.5 Grams of Golden Teachers. I’d like to remember as much as I can so I can really integrate whatever I learn. Would love your thoughts. Completely understand if you’d rather not say ❤️??
  13. Thanks @Leo Gura that helps me so much! You are a such a beautiful gift in my life!
  14. @Leo Gura so as I’m coming out of my 5-MeO trips. I watch all my thoughts and my whole life story slowly start to come back in.. when you say I did create myself, are you saying it was pre planned before this moment I’m in now? Or is it all just happening instantaneously right now?
  15. @Leo Gura been watching your Advanced God Realization video again .. I know you talk about the fact that I create myself. Having a bit of a hard time understanding this. What I’ve awoken to is that this is simply a finite experience within INFINITY and even saying that is too much. This is INFINITY. Without a creator..and any explanation of my experience is not TRUTH. Me saying I created myself is just another thought like any other thought. What’s happening just IS. Am I not understanding this ? Would appreciate your view. Sending Love ❤️?
  16. After you see INFINITY, you understand that the normal everyday world is just as weird and strange as you might feel about Leo’s post. One is not more weird than the other. Consciousness is Infinite. It’s so obvious! I feel very defensive of Leo. Stay open minded. It’s the key to seeing deeper levels of INFINITY.
  17. @Leo Gura you are so incredibly inspiring! Thank you for being so open and sharing this with us! After reading your post, I have become even more excited to explore INFINITY, and to continue to go deeper and deeper into Understanding. Sending you Infinite Love ❤️?
  18. Leo - I’ve done over twenty breakthrough 5–MeO-DMT trips. I now see Infinity each time I go in. It’s incredibly beautiful and mind blowing!! I have a very clear understanding that consciousness is Infinite, and can take absolutely any shape or form, but I’m wondering what’s past the understanding of Infinity? It even feels like a really stupid question to ask cause what could be past Infinity lol. I’ve also realized God, Infinite Love, Death, Eternity etc, but it’s almost like once I get to Infinity, it’s the peak. Is there something I’m not grasping yet? Just wanted your thoughts on this. ?❤️ ♾️
  19. It’s amusing to see how annoyed people get at Leo when he’s so upfront and honest. People sometimes see it as arrogance, but it’s really not. I appreciate how he just says it how it is, without buttering it up for people. That’s how I like to hear things. He’s not saying he’s better than anyone else, just pointing to The Truth. I see it as very loving ❤️?
  20. @michaelcycle00 Well first off, I never want to claim I’m some expert.. just speaking from my direct experience, with words.. but that’s not actually it. Words are extremely limiting! When I say it can take any shape or form, what a lot of people don’t realize is that, if they look around them at this very moment, all of their senses (Sight, Sound, Taste, Touch, Feelings, etc.). All of these ‘mundane’ things that we’re use to, is Infinity. We’re just not conscious enough to see it in our everyday life. Look at all the shapes and forms around you right now. It’s almost too obvious that we don’t notice it. When you become conscious of infinity, you understand that what we’re experiencing in every day reality is still just a tiny tiny perspective of Infinity. We only see a sliver of the pie.. but you CAN experience the whole pie. Hope this isn’t too abstract! Leo is way better at this! lol ❤️?
  21. Thanks Leo! This helps me a lot! Can’t wait for your new Advanced Course to be released!
  22. Neil DeGrasse Tyson on ‘Free Will’ https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxQcFMVF_X4DE7WKudxa_uMMsoeEAv46W7 I think he needs to watch a few of Leo’s videos and maybe a 5-MeO trip or two ?
  23. @Nilsi Nothing is necessary unless you think it is. I don’t mean to come across like some know it all, but if you can, try and stay open minded to the fact that certain psychedelics.. at the right dose..can take you to states of consciousness that you’re not yet aware of. ❤️
  24. Slightly off topic .. My 76 year old mother has Parkinson’s Disease. Had it for about 20 years now. She has constant dyskinesia and tics (tightening of the muscles). I gave her a breakthrough dose of 5 and she went 3 weeks with absolutely no symptoms! It was incredible to see! She was a totally different person! It did eventually come back, but she’ll be doing a second dose tomorrow. Will keep you posted. What a gift this medicine is! ??❤️