RyanK

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  1. A few thoughts I wanted to share ❤️ 1. I’ve done about 20 breakthrough trips of 5-MeO-DMT. The last few trips I’ve come back with the word Magic to describe the nature of reality. People obviously use all kinds of words, but I don’t hear too many people mention this one. Of course, God, Infinity, Oneness etc all point to the same thing.. but Magic seems like it could be in the list as well. 2. There were a few trips that I came back trying to understand the ‘how’. It’s now very clear that to understand ‘how’ I am playing this trick would be to catch, or grab a hold of Infinity.. and you obviously can’t, cause then it would be Finite. So simple lol 3. Another side point about Language. Been spending a lot of time contemplating this. As soon as I understood all language was relative, it was extremely freeing! You need language to get you to a certain point, but then you need to transcend it. Sometimes I like to look around the room and pretend I don’t know any language and don’t know how to communicate a thing. I can just sit there and see reality like a new born baby sees it. In a state of not knowing. Nothing more beautiful!
  2. Not sure who else noticed this, but Kurt had absolutely no clue what Leo was talking about most of the time. The questions he asked in response to what Leo was saying made it clear he was trying to keep up, but had no grasp at all. Maybe Kurt will watch the interview back one day and say why couldn’t I have just responded with “I’m not really sure what you mean”. I felt like I was watching a kid throwing out names and quotes to sound intelligent. Felt sorry for the kid. Am I being a little harsh? Did anyone else see this?
  3. Hi Leo, Watched pretty much all your videos over the last 2 years. Also took a deep dive into psychedelics. Ayahuasca, Mushrooms and LSD so far. Want to try 5MEO next. I feel like a totally different person! Firstly, thank you for what you do. No words for the appreciation I have. ❤️ Secondly, I have a question about psychedelics.. Sometimes when I do high dose mushroom trips in the 7 to 14 gram range (Golden Teachers), I don’t feel coherent enough to have insights while in that state. Insights come afterwards for me. Would you suggest taking lower doses in the 2.5 gram range in order to dive deeper into the different facits of awakening, instead of the high doses that I’ve been doing ?