jdharvey6

after watching the root to loneliness and people pleasing video, I have been getting used to enjoying my own company. I notice that I feel a lot more at peace when I'm with myself most of the time. But sometimes I feel guilty for not enjoying spending time with my family as much. Is this normal? And how should I deal with these feelings of guilt?

I appreciate everyone's suggestions. I will definitely take these into consideration:) thank you.

I've been interested in finding the truth about reality and myself which led me to actualized.org. moreover, I'm very interested In what I'm hearing about being on the path to enlightenment and awakening. However, I've heard that psychedelics is a powerful method to use to awaken however I don't have access to any yet since im 17 and still with my parents. I've been practicing internal work however. What do you guys suggest I should work on to reach an awakening until I am able to have access to psychedelics and retreats?