Raleigh1984

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  1. I just don't buy the God is infinitely good stuff. No matter how you dress it up, say Im miopic or selfish or dont see the bigger "God" picture. Suffering is a design flaw especially when you dont deserve it. There is nothing at all good about it and its 100% real. Its like youre speaking down on us from on high. Trying telling that to a 5 year old in Iraq or Syria or Palestine who has seen his or her parents killed or blown up by the West and there is absolutely nothing they can do about it. Try tell that child that God is infinitely good and there is nothing bad or evil about whats happened. Its okay for you, Leo to say that living your priveleged life in safety getting high off 5meo dmt!!!!! Bollocks!!!!
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  3. I had a question. Ive been watching Leo for just over a week now and just watched one epidose published March 2021 about God realisation where he says he wont mention the Psychedelic drug he used to reach this state till another episode. But now Im watching another episode What is God, Leo becomes infinity published in September 2016 where he again says he wont mention the drug name. Question is, does he ever mention the Psychedelic he uses and if so what is it? Thank you
  4. Hallo everyone. I have only come across Leo and Actualised.org just a few days ago and have been listening and have to say, everything is resonating with me. This discovery comes at quite a cross roads in my life as Im not sure which direction to take however, I am very very very lost. When I was 21 I wrote a book called the Dichotic Dilemma the fabric of life, and I guess it was my 1st insight into duality. My most recent edition of this is called The Dichotic dilemma the fabric of life, the fourth dimension, from duality to reality. I dont even know what this means as these books are stream of consciousness. What I do know is in 2016 I went to a Vipassana 10 day meditation retreat and that changed my life forever, for the worst so far. I had a transcendent experience but when I came out a few days later I had a psychotic episode, then suicidal depression after that for 2 years. Ive had 2 relapses so 3 episodes in total and Im not sure what all this means. All I know is so far listening to Leo, I have instinctively agreed and intuitively understood every single thing he says. I havent disagreed with anything but dont know what any of all this means as I battle with my own mortality. Can anyone help?