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@Someone here A couple of several "glitches" I've had are a disappearing lever and objects moving on their own and I was completely awake sober just as I am now during the time of this post. I don't really know if these are glitches in the matrix though or an indication that all is Mind based on my perception of reality. I haven't noticed people looking at me weirdly or the universe revolving around me. It would limit God to be a specific entity so it would be true that God is everything and everyone but I don't actually know this for sure, this is something that has to be discovered for myself. Is truth being interpreted based on indications and would that be the right way to arrive at truth? Does consciousness imagine glitches except that reality is fundamentally pure consciousness?

@Leo GuraAre you contemplating on these questions? Can these questions have an answer? Can all questions have an answer or are these questions unanswerable? Is it only unanswerable within my current state of consciousness or am I able to contemplate the answers myself?

This is a time of joy and cheer, for it is the time of a happy new year. Do not worry what lies ahead with fear, and the time is comine and the time is near. This year, oh what more can I do? The new year is coming, and it's coming very soon. Oh how I ponder on the days wof my life, and think of the ways of fulfillment. I need to give my life my all, and if not, then I shall fall. The next year is soon to come, and this year, consider it done.

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@tuku747 What does this have to do with the 3D/5D split? This explains a lot about contradictory afterlife experiences by the way.

Would any of you be interested in having an insights mega-thread here why or why not?

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My mind will not settle even after meditation and if you want to see part one of my thoughts here you go: What if I told you that the soul does not violate the law of gravity? You see, gravity is the attraction between bodies of mass but the soul has no mass and therefore is not attracted to anything and can freely float in the air according to the law of gravity. Also, Leo onced asked how I would react if I fell through the floor because I realized that it was imaginary. I would also realize that gravity is imaginary and therefore would not fall through the floor but I don't think that was the point of what Leo said. Also, whenever I see the name "Martin Ball", I think of the name "Martin's Balls". Do you think that you will be able to unsee that name ever again? He sure has the balls to take phycadelics which I respect him for. I'm talking watermellon sized balls, what would happen to his mystical experiences if he was kicked in the balls? Like I don't mean to make fun of the guy, but this is what I think about whenever I see or hear his name. Also, do you think I am addicted to thinking if I am having meditating properly to let go of these distracting thoughts?

@r0ckyreed No, I uploaded the worksheet to Google Drive, opened it with Google Docs, and added notes above it and would like your feedback with how I can use them to help me work on the worksheet or how to improve my notes that would lead to my own insights.

I would like some feedback on my notes and how I can use them to help me answer the worksheet:Corruption Video and Worksheet - Google Docs.pdf

@r0ckyreed No not for each video, it was just a worksheet from this video: The video appears and disappears before and after posting it and is very unreliable so here is a QR code in case the link doesn't work:

For me I don't think it's a vitamin deficiency, I think I've been supressing it at a young age. I really need to find what I need to contemplate my life on. I get rude sounding questions about my depression that don't get to the root cause. It sounds like I'm just playing victim when I'm not.

@Leo Gura The search results only shows medical stuff.

@iboughtleosbooklist Sorry, I don't understand.

@Kalki AvatarThis is why I don't believe what you say nor would it help me become conscious of it if it were to be true. @Bojan V I totally agree with you. The consistency of a pathology also shows how dogmatic the paradigm because it indicates that one cannot see outside of it. It doesn't mean that it's real since there are other paradigms with the same function. I'm open to the possibility of actually seeing with this 3D/5D shift but it only seems like a projection or an interpretation onto reality and I agree with you more. @Kalki AvatarThis is why I don't believe what you say.

@Bojan V I totally agree with you. The consistency of a pathology also shows how dogmatic the paradigm because it indicates that one cannot see outside of it. It doesn't mean that it's real since there are other paradigms with the same function. I'm open to the possibility of actually seeing with this 3D/5D shift but it only seems like a projection or an interpretation onto reality and I agree with you more.

@StarStruck I don't think I can rely on that, even right at this very moment because of how predictable I am to myself. I'm probably still "moving forward" based on your method but it's really inefficient and would like to find a better one. Maybe you would just tell me to "just do it" which is too vague. Do you think that what I need is clarity? I don't really think that this is a fair question but I'm not so sure on that which is probably a sign that I need it.

@Juan I don't manage a Discord, I barely use it even. Why do you portray the internet going against my life purpose course? What if some things require research for my life purpose course? You are on the internet right now but maybe I'm being too literal with that or that you are being small minded when you say "on the internet".

Hello to whoever is reading this, yesterday morning was going so well until something happened and I am here to report what happened because I don't really know what else to do: So yesterday morning was going better than usual because of the worksheet from actualized.org that I wanted to work on. I'm ususally too tired or I get distracted masterbating. I actually made progress in the worksheet and rewatched the video about intuition to take notes so that I can fill out the worksheet since taking notes on the video partially worked for the worksheet about paradigms. I did this before meditating because my motivation was redirected somewhere else which might have been the cause of my downfall, I will let you be the judge based on my story. So I was on YouTube (because that is where I also watch high quality content, this story might indicate that I am too reliant on it or that I was coming from a place of boredom rather than inspiration). Anyways, I went down the rabbit hole (with music videos specifically). Your advice might to just be more aware but I am only aware NOW and that it probably won't stay that way. Before I can raise my baseline level of consciousness, it seems like I need to be more clear with what I want to do like with Leo's worksheet and meditate if there is resistance rather than going back to unconsciousness. Rather than going back to normal the next day, it seems like the effects lingered this morning even though I want more control over my life. Why is it that livng a conscious life takes more effort while living an unconscious life is automatic? What determines one's baseine level of consciousness?

@Linda22If you're just getting started, then why do you feel bad about yourself? Are you living not to lose or are you living to win?

@LoneWonderer How do you know if Leo can see the future?

@Leo Gura I forgot to PM you about the possibility of you creating a discussion for the high quality books that were read from other people instead of just book reviews as a sub-forum to improve the forum.

@Leo GuraMaybe you can get points and earn rewards for posting a topic that you wanted to create and having it be in really good quality and have be the first thing to do when opening the forum to get some reward. The rewards I haven't figured out yet but would you be willing for one of them to be losing warning points (although it doesn't really do anything for me, at least not yet)?