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@withinUverse Don't you just click to choose files for attachments? What are you talking about?

@withinUverse What BBcode for forums? I had no idea that this was a thing.

@supremeyingyang I thought that I needed to win my Mom's approval right? What am I supposed to win my Dad's approval for? I thought that I already won it. Can you please remind me of what you were talking about? Also, notifications for posts has been turned on but it may or may not work on my device. I just didn't need it because of how busy I was.

Honestly I'm not sure if my art belongs in the art discussion or if I should bring up what I said. I don't want my artwork to be too repetitive. Also, a part of me finds what I said to be weird and cringy. You can easily misinterpret what I said about gender. Also, you can see that the man can still block the martial artist with his other hand. The challenge in this picture was that the martial artist needs to fight her opponent and have him look like he is experiencing more pain while she needs to control her own pain, having 100 pounds on her foot, a really sensitive body part. The reason why I am talking about martial arts so much is because someone on the forum suggested it.

@supremeyingyang But you are giving me benefits only after knowing that I have autism. What about before I told you? Being more confident right? Don't I need more knowledge in this case or would that just make decisions more overwhelming?

@withinUverse What brings you here with using the forum?

@withinUverse Wow, you are already creating high quality posts much faster than I did, good for you!

Thank you for all of your feedback. @supremeyingyang My brother is not doing so great to answer your question. He left college because of his girlfriend and isn't going back anytime soon. Winconsin is a very confusing place because of different information including the poverty rates. My Mom and Dad disagree and you guys and my research also disagree. I don't really know if I should go to Wisconsin or not. I forgot the college that my Dad suggested. I actually don't know what I'm doing. I'm taking what my Mom is suggesting by going to Liberty University in California since I know what it's like to live in California but honestly, I need to decide what the best course of action should be. Although I'm not specifically against Christians, Christianity is always there in my life and I'm not really sure if I want to continue that by going to a Christian University, I just don't know what I'm doing. Also, what should I tell my Dad if he asks me why I should sign up for a martial arts class? Why did you suggest it on the list?

Quote from phone: How is Non-Duality not Awakening when you said that Awakening is realizing that you are God and there that there is no one else but you? I don't see any dualities here. Does separation occur because there is no difference between duality and non-duality since it's a duality that collapses? What about my question of Non-Duality?

Although I messaged Leo with his name during the conversation, he just ignores me so here are my questions: How is Non-Duality not Awakening when you said that Awakening is realizing that you are God and there that there is no one else but you? I don't see any dualities here. Does separation occur because there is no difference between duality and non-duality since it's a duality that collapses? What makes God Alien Intelligence if God is everywhere? Is the intelligence "Alien" because it transcends human intelligence as the godhead?

Also, I have more questions that I want to post here to make sure that you see my other questions: Why do I get mad at God over little things? Why does it feel like God is trying to block something that I want? How do I change these things? I know that Leo says that I am God but I still want to ask these questions.

I forgot the categories that I already created for my bookmarks, is there any possible way to merge the duplicates?

@supremeyingyang Btw, for some reason, I only get notifications on the forum through private messaging which is why I didn't respond immediately yesterday. There's just so much that is worth discussing on the forum.

My favorite book on learning is Define Your Why (it even has QR codes and questions to reflect on).

@supremeyingyang I just moved to Russia with my parents, not because of a job, but probably because of the school there. My plan is not undeclared work but a foreigner can only work in Russia after graduation. My Dad's plan with me going to Winsconsin for a job to have my brother's help would be better than my Mom going with me because of my autism which would be embarrassing during my college life. My Mom thinks that Winsconsin is a poor place and my brother only says is great because of his girlfriend. Google would say that Winsconsin is a poor place but my Dad doesn't care about what it says. I've ran out of ideas with proving independance to my Mom. How do I know what I should do?Also, like I said earlier, material science for engineering purposes is something that I cannot know that I am passionate of unless I know what it is like. Material science doesn't exist with college online. I'm currently 18 years old. Also, I took your suggestion about going to bed earlier but it took forever to go to sleep. I also have a masterbation problem in which I imagine someone pretty even though I don't remember seeing her in real life. I don't think that I want a girlfriend because I'm not interested in having a family but subconsciously I probably do want a girlfriend based on what happens every morning. These 2 problems make your suggestion useless unless they get fixed somehow.

@Leo Gura?

@supremeyingyang I'm basically a senior who is illegal to get a job earlier and my card only works to pay for things in Russia. I keep finding American prices for paying valuable things online.

@Nilsi I never asked to argue with you, why are you here then if you want to stick with your ironic atheist perspective?

@Majed My favorite atheist thinkers are GM Skeptic and Cosmic Skeptic only because one of them started my questioning of my religion and the other because of strong points but I find their work stupid compared to this. I don't really think that memorizing what atheists say will help you against fundamentalists, you can just be more aware without having to rationalize it to yourself.

@Leo Gura I would agree but a transition out of fundamentalism through atheism might still be necessary for some people but it might have something to do with their intelligence, no offesne to what Nilsi said if he meant that it's not, he might have some valid points.

@Nilsi I mean, I can still take the claim about the existence of God lightly. I can still strongly believe that God exists, but HOW exactly God should be would be fundamentalism. Plus, my beliefs are useless when it comes to true knowing and with raising my consciousness.

@Leo Gura How is Non-Duality not Awakening when you said that Awakening is realizing that you are God and there that there is no one else but you? I don't see any dualities here. Does separation occur because there is no difference between duality and non-duality since it's a duality that collapses?

@Leo GuraDo you capitalize "Alien Intelligence" because it transcends extraterrestrial beings? What makes it Alien Intelligence if God is everywhere?

@Leo Gura Never mind.

@Leo Gura I thought that you validated that the person is still asleep with what you said at the beginning.