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@Mada_ Now that you mentioned it, I think that I will also take the life purpose course on my last year of high school. @Noahsteelers34 told me to tell my parents that this life purpose coarse can help me with a career or something like that if I remember correctly. The thing is that, my parents might see "weird stuff" on the website itself. I also need money from them and don't know all of the information required to get the life purpose course. I will still try to take his advice and read these responses more carefully if I need to apply them.

I have been looking at the forum for quite a while now but what is your favorite conversation on the forum? You know what is annoying though? When looking at the forum from my computer, it sometimes glitches randomly that my Dad couldn't fix. I am unable to take a screenshot of anything on this website, but basically the users on the right have these invisible conversations from the forum homepage which makes my first question even more appropriate for me to look it up.

So I have a habit of locking the door when using the bathroom which wakes up my Mom. How do I break this habit so that I can have time to myself with Actualized.org?

I lost my wallet. The guard must have just let me in and that someone opened the door without me remembering it. I remember scanning a QR code I but I don't remember taking my wallet out with my phone. They were also in different pockets. That would be the logical explanation but my memory says I used the wallet to get in and that no one opened the door for me a second time even if the guard outside did. The thing is that, I've seen visions fully awake without drugs or phychadelics of moving objects and I heard an eraser saw while I was still awake in bed without any logical explanation how it fell from the desk to that specific spot on the same day I made this post. I really need this wallet because it has important stuff in it. My Mom would not take the videos below seriously. I also cannot find a plausible explanation for a missing library book. There's no way it could be outside because I would have packed it to take it home. If I left it at school, my school would have gave the book to me, the library, or have taken it to the lost and found. I also could not find this at home since 2017 which would be an unreasonable amount of time. I also saw the ratio 5:55 after I lost my wallet. It means to stay positive but I think that this is a coincidence because of how superstitious it seems. In one of the videos, it says to visualize the missing item and somehow, I will find it. I have looked up on how to visualize strongly but nothing is working. I also cannot find time to do this because of school and a trip I have to go to. Here are some videos that can explain my memory and how the wallet can still be missing after searching everywhere and all of the logical places in the apartment (if you listened to Leo, I hope you listen to this. I really don't think I can edit out these videos off of my post but I need to get this out there):

@RobertZ Okay, so then it's normal. How do I know when to watch Leo's videos again since they are hours long? How do I know if I watch his content too often? Is it even possible for you to answer this question?

Whoa, I can't believe we got the same results!

I think it's time to post my results, sorry that I have been so busy this week.

@Leo Gura Does that mean a middle score is the best in this scenario? It's not to low to fool yourself but not too high to high to get banned right?

@Osaid I have taken the test but are you really going to share that? You could get BANNED! At least I got better results than you did so I might be willing to share my results.

I don't mean to be superstitious but, why do I keep seeing matching numbers? If I remember correctly, I think I started seeing them more often after watching Leo's content but I'm not sure. The numbers I'm seeing more often are 3:33, 5:55, and 11:11. It use to be 1:11, 2:22, and 4:44. It seems like this is all a projection, and yet it keeps happening. Would I even call this a coincidence anymore?

So my church is running out of people for the worship team so my Mom asked me to join. I reluctantly agreed because I don't want her to find out the truth of what I don't believe. Honestly, I forgot why I started to stop believing. I think it has something to do with the decision of the afterlife but I forgot the details of that idea. The church I go to is nothing compared to Leo's teachings. The obvious thing to do is to just go along with it but what do I do if I get sick of it eventually on the inside?

I can't use school as an excuse because I would go to church regardless if I'm on the worship team and practicing also doesn't take that long. The reason I'm responding at this time is because my Mom overslept so church was cancelled for me.

So I have started this journey and it seems like I'm open-minded for the sake of being open-minded. Even if I'm not open minded, there's no good explanation for it since there's also a good explanation for being open-minded. This is so paradoxical and yet part of the paradox is to justify free will which can be part of how the mind can justify whatever it wants. In the Absolute perspective, I don't know why I joined Actualized.org right now.

@SamC Believe it or not, I'm going to turn 17.

What was the best thing that happened on your birthday? What year of your life did you receive the most change? A year of my life is almost gone. What have you accomplished especially if it's almost also your birthday?

@impulse9 I also saw: A floating magazine, a glowing creature, self-moving objects, and there could be more. I think that these experiences are proof for me that aliens are real.

@impulse9 I also had a crazy alien story. I think I have a couple or at least a few but I also saw something disappear. It was a lever at the top of the ceiling which disappeared after I came out of my room. I think that it was alien technology. I also wasn't under the influence of chemicals or hallucinations. I know that I was awake because I know that I'm awake right now.

Why should we identify with the brains if that might not be our existential nature? Why would an affirmation be at a thought level by Will if the point of the affirmation is to go at a subconscious level?

I just edited the last part but your point is probably the same. Here is the entire quote edited.

Are you saying that you're closeminded in Absolute Truth if God gets with everything? Are you saying that God is deluded if it thinks it's good? Are you referring to the Godhead? If not, then it would determine if Absolute Goodness is present.

I'm sorry, I've been looking at this post for awhile and I still don't know what word you're referring to. Is it "should", "want", or some other word?

Leo made a list of things to research to do etc. but that might make me more or less productive depending on my focus (doing the do nothing technique is also a valid option). How do you create a plan so clear that you're never stuck on what to do? If you don't, are you consistent with knowing what to do in the present moment and how?

Hey there, I'm having this lingering feeling of regret with how I spend my time. I try my best to try to consciously spend my time but I feel overwhelmed. Is there a permanent solution to anger management? I want to leave what I get angry about as private. I'm lacking confidence with asking for the life purpose course and the book list since I don't have all of the information required even though I was told that leave out what Leo teaches (my parents can still find this out by looking at other parts of the website).

Your right, I sometimes need these things to find the outcome. These things are generally geared towards activities which might be necessary before knowing what outcome I want (although I do agree with the outcome Leo explained, what is the alternative)? Let me elaborate more, Leo's outcome through his videos are so meta and all encompassing, that it's okay to agree with it (like finding your life purpose for example if you haven't already). I can also intuit the necessary outcome with passion, interest, and curiosity.

Depends if Mason Riggle agrees with the crowd or not on what is acceptable.