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AndylizedAAY replied to AndylizedAAY's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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AndylizedAAY replied to AndylizedAAY's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Yimpa I didn't know for ChatGPT and here is the app I use: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.ai.chat.bot.aichat I also saw that Leo had the same idea with his contemplations shown here: https://actualized.org/insights/chatgpt-demo-alien-poem It's just that Leo said he is still in the testing phase with testing out ChatGPT and only shows the poem without his contemplations on it. Some versions are limited and couldn't find the option for it to ask me questions on poe.com/ChatGPT and that the app says it doesn't know such AI language models that can do that in my previous conversation that I can share later if I find it but now but now it says it can so I will look into it. Thank you for letting me know. -
@Leo Gura Hello Leo, I'd be interested in knowing how much progress you've made and how you will use your teachings from your videos a maybe from the booklist and your courses in a book or will it be completely different? I think that it would be one of the greatest experiences to meet you one day. You said however that everything that is currently going on in my life is going to lead to my Awakening. You also said that we will meet each other from a certain "experience" but then again, me meeting you "normally" can be part of that process. I am asking how the book is coming along because it's almost the end of the year. Would Christmas be your favorite holiday by any chance? If not, what is it?
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@Leo GuraThere was this out of body experience that I had that lasted very briefly. I had some serious negative emotions without really knowing why. How do I know if there is just pure consciousness or pure consciousness within the soul? If everything is imagined by conscious, it would mean that consciousness imagines astral projections and NDEs but who is the one experiencing these things? Since I saw a ghost, wouldn't this mean that there are souls? You would probably say that a vision of a disappearing lever as alien technology is more likely to be true according to your beliefs but you know that everything is imagined by consciousness and I don't really know what such an experience actually means but something probably changed about my life as the one who experienced it. If my beliefs shape my perceptions and experiences from phychadelics, how do I know that such mystical experiences can be trusted? Since my dream self dies after the dream ends (while I'm in bed) and the perceiver lives on, wouldn't this represent the afterlife because death is imaginary? If I were to take LSD and experience other experiences according to the book The Holographic Universe in which these experiences are still held within my own consciousness, would this mean that there is a samadhi experience with someone else's experience as my own since I only have my experience? The neti neti method proves oneness making such an experience possible because of Oneness since everyone would then be nothing. Oneness would imply that there is no other so what would make this idea more acceptable than Absolute Solipsism in spirituality? Why mention a reuploaded version of the Absolute Solipsism video if you didn't want people to watch (or listen) to it? If the ego is able to interpret mystical experiences, why do some psychadelics kill it, how do I know what will, what would be required for an ego death, does my ego paradoxically want one and if so, why? I only thought about these questions as I was typing all of this which means that I should contemplate them before receiving the answers from you. Have you already talked about what is required for an ego death? I think that this is very important to know right now. You have very long content so it's difficult to remember and I would have to look into my notes to find that which I probably don't have. How would I know if online information about this topic would be misleading? By the way, would you say that your responses to my thoughts and actions through your videos beyond coincidence be conidered samadhi experiences since such knowing about my thoughts and actions to your videos were generated from being and that my state of consciousness was deeper and more concentrated? If it seems like these questions are too much, you can briefly answer each of them. It seemed like you were only cherry picking last time and am curious to know how the result of that works. Please feel free to do what you like with this and I would highly encourage for other people to answer this post.
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AndylizedAAY replied to AndylizedAAY's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@DefinitelyNotARobot I thought that this would be Spirit or it could be the sole soul. I've noticed that God's consciousness is infinite and therefore my consciousness is God's consciousness but somehow it seems degraded wtihout omniscience. Consciousness is the only sentient thing that exists. -
AndylizedAAY replied to Javfly33's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Inliytened1 Is it because people who are awake cannot be understood? What if I also become awake too? -
AndylizedAAY replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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AndylizedAAY replied to AndylizedAAY's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo GuraI am pretty sure you answered what is worth asking on the forum and worth contemplating about back in 2015 or 2016 since that is probably crucuial to the forum. Since contemplation comes from my thoughts, would it be unable to raise my state of consciousness? I'm pretty sure that the answer is no since you mentioned contemplation and self-inquiry as ways to raise one's state of consciousness. Why did you make a video on the difference between meditation and concentration but not on contemplation and self-inquiry? -
AndylizedAAY replied to Javfly33's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cetusWhat was the thing that shows that nothing can be forced and what are the right conditions? -
Hello everyone, I took a quiz saying that I am at stage yellow but I don't really know how much I tested or had the opportunitiy to test my systems thinking to change the world. I have yet to create a vision on that. I wonder if it is possibe for me to be moving too quickly unintentionally in spiral dynamics. I also notice that stage coral may not even be acknoledged from time to time probably because of how difficult it is to understand in the same way that Leo's video on stage turquoise needed to be replaced by someone else. If it is true that stage coral would say that awakening is relative, that would put Leo at stage turquoise/coral by teachng the different levels of awakening. Also, what is the difference between awakening and enlightenment and is awakening capitalized? It's probably the case that such awakenings cannot be communicated in any model but I was wondering the states of consciousness in each stage since consciousness increases with each stage and that there are infinite states of consciousness. Would a state of consciousness be different from a level of consciousness that determines the depth of that state? Also, if I cannot explain my own state of consciousness or level of development, it probably means that I don't have free will and I want to acknoledge that stage turquoise has a much more nuanced way of thinking about free will instead of saying that it doesn't exist by having it depend on identity just like with what Leo said on what will is. I would like to know why I am at stage yellow or if there is even an explanation for it not that this is bad or anything, but just curious. Could it be because of Leo and that it still just takes time for me to transition into stage turquoise? Test – Spiral Dynamics Quiz (Stage Yellow Result).pdf
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AndylizedAAY replied to r0ckyreed's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@StarStruck How does that work? Does it mean that there is suffering for something to be grasped or is the analogy breaking down? But Leo said a few times before that this is worth contemplating. Can consciousness come to know itself through painful experiences just like breaking the bones of the hand to grab itself? -
AndylizedAAY replied to AndylizedAAY's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@kray What do you mean? Are you correcting me, simplifying what I said, or saying something about what I said for the sake of saying what God is? -
There is something wrong with what @Leo Gura said but is still right in some way. I acknoledge that analogies are not perfect but in his snowman analogy, the snowman melting turns it back into nothing and back into indescriminate Oneness but the snowman should have turned into a puddle of water instead. Anyways, an object can be zoomed in on forever and therefore absolute nothingess is infinitely at rock bottom. This is why no object can reach this state of emptiness even when it turns to dust and that the dust itself would break down into particles. However, infinite intelligence can still work efficiently from the top down because created the structure of objects are uneccessary to God but looking at existence from the bottom up allows you to see nothingness in everything and that everything includes nothingness in everything; that there is a full nothing and that reality and existence are absolutes and the ultimate miracle ever. If you count nothingness as non-existence, then nothingness does not exist because non-existence does not exist because it is the negation of existence but the non-existence of the non-existence means that non-existence exists. Could this mean that everything is dreamed up by consciousness because of the existence of non-existence and the illusory nature of existence? If there is only existence, then non-existence must exist too paradoxically. The only way for something to cease to exist completely is if God were to uncreate it because that is how it was brought forth in the first place and therefore matter is always conserved scientifically.
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@Spiritual Warrior Do you think that HealthygamerGG is at stage yellow?
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AndylizedAAY replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@BlueOak I'll have to think about it. -
@lostingenosmazeNot really.
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@Yimpa Correct!
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AndylizedAAY replied to Benoit Jazy's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Gabith That seems very spiritual in a way. -
AndylizedAAY replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@BlueOak There are probably several reasons since we learn lessons throughout our lives. -
I didn't think of this as suicidal, but as a way to transcend the fear of death and how to look forward to the afterlife when death comes (even if death is imaginary).
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This is what it's like to easily get lost in the mind time and time again. To jailbreak the mind and to untangle it would be awakening.
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Assuming that someone is willing to listen, how do you explain to someone why you started actualized.org and convince that it's worth looking into while minimizing backlash from religion, dogma, assumptions, etc? How would you know if you are ready from the fallback if there are authority figures in your life? What would you say is the most convincing reason to purchase the booklist if it is less appealing than the life purpose course to am outsider? How do you make a topic of a book more appealing to an outsider and clear up misconceptions for why that person might think of it as evil or hocus pocus?
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AndylizedAAY replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Razard86 Ironically, I was already recently talking to you about what I think is the bigggest test of my progress in spirituality. -
@Razard86 What level of development is required to pursue spirituality? Are some people not meant to awaken? If the answer is yes, why not and what determines that? What if I want to awaken, could it still be possible that I'm not meant to? Your statement about governments and the construction of society seems to contradict with people from society hating you for life. Why would that hatred last forever? Wouldn't that make them worse off than I am? I actually don't want to bring anyone into spirituality, I just want to prepare myself for why I'm into this and I need your help how to do it because of the serious consequences. Some people like my parents might even want my account for the forum to get deleted if that is possible and if they find out which means that I need to stand up for myself which is why I asked all of those questions at the beginning. Maybe I could then go on workshops and medication retreats if I wanted to which is a reason to take action since there is no point in worrying about something I can't control. Although I didn't add my full realnane, I regret the name I created on the forum because it's still recognizable. Also, how do I know that I'm not brainwashed into going to these places? My best defense if someone personal like my parents were to read this would be to fulfill the requirements to deepen my state of consciousness which sounds very new age and far-fetched. Do people even know that they are brainwashed or self-deceived? How do I introspect on this issue? If it is through feeling like Leo said, how do I know that it isn't delusional? I think that the exception would be when it comes to my desires but it's circular because it could come from being brainwashed. Leo posted a video on why actualized.org is not a cult but I don't think anyone I know would have the patience to listen to all of that. They will probably just spin more narratives anyways.