AndylizedAAY

You know, I have this fear at the back of my mind of me losing access to actualized.org because of how demonized it is (this fear my be rational or irrational). I know that I have to transcend actualized.org at some point but I'm just getting started. Also, there is a lot to read on the forum even with just one conversation. How do I sort the wheat from the chaff?

@Vincent S What caught your attention? Do you still listen to Leo in the background or do you take notes? Do you think what caught your attention just a coincidence or only explainable through a deeper state of consciousness?

@Arcangelo Leo said that he will release a course on Awakening on his blog from the video about why he took down the solipsism video. I didn't get to see the original video but if have, would it be a good idea to summarize what Leo said or should that stay hidden?

I have been watching more of Leo's content recently. I don't use this forum that often (it's more likely because I distract myself from actualized.org but I haven't been keeping track), how helpful is the forum anyways? About my "money situation", I am not old enough to have one or to purchase anything with a credit card without parent restrictions or use phychadelics. Hopefully, that will all change by the time the course gets released and by the time I am ready to take psychedelics.

I know that other talked about the commentary solipsism video on Leo's blog but I am asking why it no longer exists, just curious. Is anyone else wondering about this?

Btw, if I will never attain my "life purpose", then it isn't really my life purpose, I was just curious about the trouble since I still haven't figured it out yet.

I also have a notebook with sentimental value but also don't want my parents to know what I wrote in there for the same reason. I later thought about moving out and that is when I started to digitalize my notes so the notes of that notebook are all on Google Drive but I still have trouble physically letting it go because of it's sentimental value to me (I've already tried taking pictures of the outside of the notebook too).

That's basically why I hesitate to be an unauthorized user for using a credit card to purchase your life course and your book list because your teachings may go against certain belief systems, I also appreciate your advice.

He also made a video about it on his blog.

My Mom won't stop giving me junk food. She tries to give me a "balanced diet". I honestly just want to move on and let go (and because I am in cross fit and on the basketball team). No one guilt tripped me because I knew about the importance of diet from the very beginning. I tried telling my Mom what my goal is but doesn't listen because of all of these excuses.

I am not sure if I am overreacting. I am starting to second guess myself. A lot of junk received can be relative.

@Nahm I looked up what a magnetic shopping list is but I have no clue or what it is for and how that is different from writing down a list. Let's not get too crazy about the solutions, I just don't want the junk food consumption to get out of hand but it's not like I crave it that much to actually eat it. It's just that I am concerned about willpower. Yes Leo said that awareness alone is curative and it does work.However, doesn't awareness and willpower both have a baseline and both fade? What is the difference? Doesn't the problem just come back after I lose awareness, does the problem never come back even after I Iose awareness or is my baseline level of consciousness more permanent than my baseline level of willpower? I watched Leo's video on awareness alone being curative but I still don't get it. What I do understand however is that the longer I keep cravings in general, the stronger they get and I think that was the main idea.

She would sometimes go on her own though.

So the forum agrees overall that the vaccine should be taken right? Now I cannot remember all of the other examples nor should I rely on hearsay but I would like to ask some question instead. What is a good general rule of thumb to call a group of people conspiracy theorists? Would we call Republicans and Democrats conspiracy theorists? If you are on the extreme on one side then you might. You also need to make a decision because either you take the vaccine or you don't. I actually know the people more (not specifying who) who are anti-vaccers and yet my knowledge of the vaccine is still weak for either side. Isn't all this information just more heresy?

This creation idea does not work one way so I would not say that you are smarter than Leo even if it was true. No one is doing anything for you. The domains also need to go deep regardless of these entertaining infinite domains.

I made 2 posts yesterday. One was about junk food and the other was about fish. People responded to my junk food problem but not about fish. I think it was because I called it "An Alternative View of Fish" instead of "A More Nuanced Perspective Against a Nutrition Assumption" or something like that. Don't get me wrong, I'm still against heavy metals. I think that it would be appropriate to post this following up post because Leo posted a video today about heavy metal detox. I still have more research to do from Leo's content and from other sources.

I was taught that fish is actually good for me contain Omega-3 that contains muscle, selenium and protein. I use to believe that fish in general was good for me until Leo told me about heavy metals (they even call a type of fish metal bass for a reason). I would rather eat salmon than tuna because tuna is said to contain more heavy metals. I think it is stupid for Leo to overemphasize on heavy metals but I also think it is dumb to assume that fish is good for you in general (assumption is the mother of all f**kups). Leo even said that he assumed that vegetables would make his problem better but only made it worse. Here is a video that resolves the debate with fish:

@LastThursday I just sent you my reply about asking Leo.

Maybe ask @Leo Gura for advice since he is creating a book. I would not expect me giving him good ideas but try your best to see what is most important to you.

Are you comparing 3 years to more than a decade? 3 years is still a lot to me and you have less than 100 posts on this forum. Have you been observing for more than 3 years all of this time? If I will awaken eventually, the latest it can be is if I "physically die" right? This would probably be irrelevant to what the user probably meant since the user is making no claims about the afterlife. If I will awaken eventually, are you talking about while I am still alive? How do you know that everyone has awakened during his/her life? Do you just believe that on principle?

I looked it up and I still have no clue what I'm using.

I am so busy with school, videogames, and anything that is distracting to me that I'm not thinking about. I have stopped doing this kind of work and left Actualized.org because of how busy I am with this cycle. I am still busy with school but am taking a more productive break to get some advice.

Nothing really happened to me when I did this alone. Is it dangerous to do it alone consistantly? Am I doing it wrong if nothing happens?

Okay, so I need to get better in 3 days because I need to leave the country to fix my Visa. Is there anything I can do to get get well quickly? I'm pretty sure I am already doing everything I can but I just want your feedback. Actually, I think I am already getting better but things probably just get worse at night while laying down.

Okay, lying on the test to post your results is one thing, but usually people take tests online to find out some information or for fun right?