StarfoxEpiphany

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  1. @Elzhi You're letting media and people bitching about Trump dominate your feelings. Trump is someone that has almost no impact on you unless you're in special ops with the military, work for the government, or are one of his billionaire buddies. What's your degree in, what's your work experience, and what are your goals? Try to align any movements with this, and Trump won't matter. You may even want to move to another country because it aligns with your goals!
  2. So here's just and example of a homeostasis pullback. Last week, I was advancing on all fronts. Daily meditation, doubled my income, life purpose progress, enjoying my "money" job, attracting much higher quality women more regularly, physique looking and feeling really nice, and BAAAAMMMM..... Homeostasis kicks in. Bruised toe in Yoga, sprained my wrist, my vehicle was stolen, and I've caught a cold. That's okay, this gives me space to relax and calm down for a bit. Advancing so quickly like that can be psychologically straining. Just thought I'd share an example of homeostasis.
  3. @brovakhiin Well, those glasses we're in a very public place, multiple times a day for a few weeks, so getting sick was inevitable. Considering le 'double edged sword' (mostly everything in life is a double edged sword) The sickness is strengthening my immune system and I'm less likely to get sick during my training which will last the majority of 2017)
  4. @Leo Gura Well, in this case, It was recklessness as opposed to depression. Just like you say you used to love ice cream and TV, I still love being reckless. That's my flavor Not warming up wrists, consistently drinking out of glasses that other people used, not locking my vehicle in a shady place. hmm... perhaps I should do a 'dive' visualization into my childhood about easy precautions...
  5. @STC Yeah, of course. It's still good fun though
  6. @STC I'm in a very special community of outliers. I don't feel like going into too many details yet because the community could easily become overrun. Easy to make money, lots of highly attractive men and women, lots of free time for almost everyone, lots of socializing, very few children, lots of artisanship.... Most people here, I would consider between orange and yellow with a few turquoise and a few blue sprinkled in....Which is a hell of a projection... Anyway, it's easy for me to shift my overall attitude from blue to orange to green to yellow at work. That being said, I have been in many social classes and professions in my life, so I'm very used to it. It's not a problem at all. Maybe a little bit of a week by week thing or month by month. Wanna be more aggressive and get laid, go to the gym. Wanna make money, create a shit ton of backup options professionally, and constantly enhance your capabilities...I'm working for two companies right now, and within a week, I can be farming money out of a third company, or by tomorrow in case of emergency. Wanna dominate other people, I lift, and I behave a lot like I did in the military among people of the same rank. Need to blend in, follow the rules and keep your head down...remember how easy it was to play by the rules around higher ranking people in the military. Wanna feel fucking awesome with an expanded consciousness on top of it... take personal one on one yoga classes. Wanna feel compassionate....Take a short holiday with some girls Wanna be ethical.... get together with your French buddies Wanna fight.... Harass a drunk English guy Wanna feel protected, hangout with my clients Need some alone time... Notify my landlord that I'll be moving out next month What I find interesting, is that I didn't know what 'yellow' was until a few days ago, but I've been balls deep in it for the past 9 months. I also didn't know anything about turquoise until a few days ago, but apparently the plans I've been actualizing over the past couple months align toward it. So either, my ego wants to believe this model so badly that I'm mentally filling in the gaps to make it fit, or, the model is useful
  7. @STC well, it's actually multifaceted, and stage yellow is the flexibility stage where you can shift your vMeme to whatever lower stage you feel like, easily. By multifaceted, I mean that in different areas of your life, such as sexually, financially, physically, professionally, etc; so with dating, someone may be at stage orange, but at work, they might be blue. The good thing is, I have discovered that I'm at my best when playing with turquoise people and doing turquoise behaviors. The bad news is, I feel a little hollow when I'm green, purple, and blue... and agressive when I'm orange and red. Which means... an inevitable shift to turquoise. Not sure if this model should even be taken seriously, but I like it
  8. @Arman ... It was just frustrating because I hadn't been out drinking in a long time and I could feel through myself lowering consciousness. It was really weird. I've been back out a few times since. It's all good. Besides, I wrote the op when I was hungover
  9. So, I've been meditating for a month, daily, and doing yoga daily for 2 Weeks., To extremely powerful effect. Last night, after work, I decided to drink to socialize and experiment When I'm sober, I can connect with sober people on very deep levels, but most people just aren't used to it, unless their drunk. I'm definitely on the lookout for people that 'resonate' at a 'high frequency' when I'm sober, and i do meet these people in public, which is always awesome. However, it seems like we are all so busy when we're non-drinkers/meditators and our days are filled with productivity, making it very difficult to actually socialize, even if we really like each other. As I said earlier, last night, I decided to drink. It started out with me being way more aware than my fellow drinkers and it was quite difficult to match the level of other drunks and relate to people. I even ran into a group of hot girls that love me when I'm sober, but it was a dead conversation while we were drinking. Also, the other day, I woke up at about 3am to do yoga and a wasted Finnish girl with massive tits, a beautiful ass, and a tight body called me up wanting to fuck as soon as I woke up. So, I showed up sober and it was the shittiest sex I have ever had in my life Question for pickup artists... How the hell can you even fuck drunk bitches? And what the hell compels you fucking weirdos to go to bars and clubs, sober, to fuck drunk bitches? Leo is/was a massive offender. Look at his 'How to be funny' video. Seriously Leo, "thousands of hours of this shit?" Wtf was wrong with you? P.S. this is actually a question, not jab. What in this world motivates you to pull that shit? To continue, there's a woman I love being around, especially sober, and she loves being around me. I got invited out about an hour ago to get hammered with her on Wednesday. Question for Meditators... Do you guys/girls even like drinking? I don't really like it anymore. What do you do when people you love being with offer you to get wasted? I have to make a decision in the next few hours on whether or not to go out with this person i completely resonate and click with who loves vegetarianism, is a runner (I probably could of made it to the Olympics in running, but decided it was a waste of my talents) is a writer like I was almost going to be, is a teacher of sorts, like me,..... Etc. We both don't have a lot of time for this sorta thing, so it's kinda a now or never situation. Time is short for socializing when you're actualizing. Who here has completely given up drinking and how do you deal with situations like this?
  10. @J. M. Wigglesworth Alright, I swallowed the PUA red pill,... Excellent
  11. @Arman Thanks for the response! I'm glad someone could help me get the ball rolling faster. What I mean by 'demons' are the emotional spikes you were talking about. What I mean by the void, is how in touch I get with my inner self, along with boredom and emptiness of sitting in a room for hour after hour doing nothing
  12. And how should I prepare? I've faced the void during nicotine withdrawal many times. Usually, a major 'demon' will come up and I know the solution to that demon, and then I go to work on that demon. The longer I sit, the bigger the 'demons' that arise. I haven't made it longer than 9 hours so far. When do I know I'm done? Is the void always there? Do I just have to get comfortable with it?
  13. @Leo Gura Thanks for the extra push. I've been making plans to move to an isolated organic farm with a yoga master/massage therapy master/organic healing master that I personally know. Which also aligns perfectly with my domain of mastery 'physique art'. This really helps. Also, I appreciate a previous push you gave me about a month ago which led me to swallow the red pill of pua. I really like where you're going with the sage thing too. Ive been trying to be that (in socioeconomics) since I opted out of training for the Olympics 12 years ago. Sometime next year, I'll be organizing my own retreats. Life is going well, your life purpose course really works and is very powerful.
  14. It's a great way to contact people, especially for internationals. In some countries, its the primary mode of communication for business and networking. Its important to spend some time (not too much) building up an attractive account in such a case.
  15. @Leo Gura Skills? Do you mean pick up logic or like, artwork, you know, like being an actual electrician or a painter? Because most of the time when I'm sober, as long as I haven't been smoking cigarettes or something, it's just flat out natural, and there's no skill involved that I'm actually conscious of, its more of a glow.
  16. @aurum Awesome, thank you for the response. So we're in agreement that not only is drinking a waste of time, but drunk girls are a pain in the ass, and it's more important to have high quality interactions with sober women. The misjudgement I made is that PUAs go around sober targeting wasted girls. Which to me, is not the same, but still going in the direction of; pulling pussy at a special-ed class. Which, you can see, would be deeply disturbing.
  17. @electroBeam It's certainly is more fun to have sex with sober girls when you're sober, and it's a much higher quality interaction too. Come to think of it, even when I used to get wasted, sober girls were much better than drunk girls
  18. @Leo Gura So we're all on an agreement that drinking is waste of time, especially when you've been meditating regularly. The thing I was mentioning during my hangover rant, is that it was really really weird fucking a drunk girl when I was sober, a couple days before I went out. I have plenty of experience in the field of clubbing, meeting and sleeping with women, etc. I was just never into pick up art. Like typical pickup logic dictates, the question has been dodged. Now, it's really not that important that you guys or Leo answers me on this, but the question is, 'what are you getting out of drunk girls?...when you're sober
  19. @Xpansion Just resonating to the PA's (well, there's really no such thing as pickup art, it's really just pickup logic for programming nerds) on that one and I'll call it as I see it. There's nothing to respect in a drunk bitch, and *yawn* drunk assholes as well. Feel better? It's not sexist if I call out both men and women. I don't think this road has to be lonely. Does anyone remember in high school when you would develop, socialize, and do awesome things like after school clubs with your friends, sober. It was a lot more fun than getting wasted or popping ecstasy. Does anyone remember what it was like to explore sober sex with your first high school girlfriend/boyfriend? I'm re-strategizing. I prefer the lusciousness of a sober woman. Strategy: nasty, sweaty sex, an hour after I meet sober women that can actually complement my actualization and enlightenment path. My ego has its reasons /Rant
  20. @Peace and Love I had a long term relationship with a girl almost in the exact same position as you. We fucked like rabbits all day, played all day, and nothing got done. It didn't work out. You can find a guy like that, but if you spend all day every day having sex, you don't get to self-actualize.
  21. I always had it in me. I'm not sure if Leo's course worked or not. But, I am almost done with it (2 weeks left), and let me tell you, something's going on. Maybe Leo's course slowed me down, maybe it expidited my life. I earn the equivalent of $100 USD an hour. On top, I am with beautiful women all the time who earn/work as much as I do, every moment is magical, and I only work 20 hours a week.
  22. @MIA.RIVEL @Tancrede Pouyat Correct, if you make the big leaps and follow your path, the money just comes as a side effect of the gifts you share with others. Literally, my agencies just started calling me up and telling me they were going to start paying me more money on about four different occasions without me even asking. Yeah, I feel you're right. For me it's been great removing loads of negativity after a few devastating events ( these events happened right about a couple weeks after I started using the free site), gaining insights from the booklist on the pay site, and the powerful positive affirmations that I created using some methods. One of the best perks of self-actualizing, is that I am around other self-actualizing people all the time. CEOs, novelists, yoga masters, a tea master, multi-linguists, a body-builder, musicians, artists, successful business owners, and other super powerful, creative, and/or positive people. For the last 5 months it feels like every single day has been even more awesome than the day before. My reality is lucid, I am extremely perceptive of truth (already was before the course but now even better), my life is simple because I dont have to worry about money or time, I am benevolent, and most things feel very effortless. Just this weekend, I feel like I have taken the leap to become disspassionate. I still think that Leo is a sorta of sociopath sometimes on the free sight, but maybe that's just me being overly-critical. He's a jackass a lot of times. Sacred knowledge mixed with negativity "because you need it", fuck off, even though part of self-actualizing is filtering the good and recognizing./releasing the unneccessary. Am I kidding myself though? The paysite kicks ass. Good job Leo.
  23. I've been very busy lately, exploring further into my life purpose, which is awesome so sorry for the late response. Basically you create a compass for yourself, remove a few mental blocks that you have, get super-inspired, and affirm yourself into doing whatever you want, when you want, how you want, and with who you want. And there's aren't loads of negative affirmations telling you how much you suck like on the free site
  24. $2000/week