Jannes

Did you do ketamine ?

How hard would it be to train an AI to play video games for you? I thought about video games that require a lot of grind. Clash of Clans is a good example. You only need to collect gold and elixir once a day and upgrade some stuff. There is no action required. My idea is to make like 500 accounts that are all run by an AI. After a year or two I could sell these accounts to people who don’t want to grind through all of the beginning.

What I find so interesting is that Anakin Skywalker tried to do everything in his power to basically not become Darth Vader but this is what he became in the end. He thought it was his duty to save the world just by himself. He overestimated himself to control himself and his emotions. If he did the counter intuitive thing in accepting that he isn’t all powerful he would actually have been all powerful because he would have been in a position to deal with his emotions so you couldn’t control him.

Where do you find skilled people ?

There are 3 big priorities in my life right now. 1) Sex/getting a gf / strategy: more socializing (starting an acting class and a swim course soon, looking out for student parties) 2) Finding my LP: strategy: doing the LP course making another plan after that 3) Spirituality/ reaching a nondual state: strategy: 5meo dmt + contemplation All of these 3 things feel incredible urgent to me in their own way so I can’t really prioritize them. And all of them aren’t easy quick fixes, they all need a lot of emotional effort to be handled. So I would need to focus on one of them at a time to succeed. But the problem is that I feel like I loose the other ones by doing that. And that is just unacceptable to my psyche because all of these 3 things are absolutely necessary. For example if I soziale a lot I cant talk about spirituality and fall for low consciousness group thinking. So I loose interest in spirituality and a bit in my LP. But I feel like it’s vice versa because spirituality makes me less social because I am only interested in depth then. (Although I am interested what other people experience after a nondual awakening regarding social life because I didn’t reach a nondual state yet). Idk how it is with my LP though. My thought was that I just focus on all of them at the same time but at the moment I am extremely unpassionate, slack off and feel a lot of anxiety. It’s probably because it’s to much I want to accomplish at the same time. Has anyone dealt with that? My thought right now is to keep all three aspects but lower their lower their demands. For example 1) Try to socialize at least 3 times a week, 2) Just do the LP course, no worries after that, 3) work yourself up to a strong dose of 5meo dmt, no worries what will or won’t happen.

Pills aren’t automatically bad just because they are pills. I heard from Leos video about heavy metals that green powders often contain heavy metals so that’s a plus for pills actually. Yeah some supplementation could be advantages for you.

Do you socialize enough? I feel like everybody who socializes enough with mix gender groups will get a gf at some point. That’s how most people get into relationships. Of course cold approach requires 10 times more balls and it can very rewarding if you succeed so if you go that route then much respect to you.

Solution to what? You don’t necessary need supplements.

@zurew thanks for the tips!

lol that’s actually kinda cool ? Okay I see, this might be a lot more tricky then I initially thought.. I actually got the idea because I wanted to buy myself a maxed out account. I am a bit addicted to clash of clans right now. Partly because of the constant grind and so I just wanted to buy a maxed out account so that I would have nothing to do except having fun with different attack strategies. The only one I found was for 250€. That’s when I thought I could make a lot of money by it myself. I think a lot of people would be interested in getting an account like that because it takes 1 year grind minimum to just unlock the really interesting attack strategies. I haven’t found my life purpose yet. It’s definetly about inventing stuff, being my own boss and being creative. I tried a bit of coding and it wasn’t quite what I was looking for. I loved the amount of options you have and building something complex from ground up. Finding creative solutions and stuff like that… Maybe I just didn’t give it enough time, I only did a beginner course. But I feel like it was a bit too heavy on pure logical thinking. I really like having heavy puzzles to solve but I think it was just a bit to one sided. Looking at black on white text all day isn’t it for me. I need to integrate emotions, colors, impressions, .. and all kinds of stuff into my thinking.

Okay I think I meant a bot. Yes there are only very simple actions required. Hmm okay might still be worth the risk. Do you know where I could find somebody who would do that for me? And what would it Cost ?

What is the picture we don’t talk about about ?

then lay out your arguments What was your plant based nutrition like ?

@Stovo So basically your ONLY point is that you say that „I feel good on red meat, therefore it’s good for humans?“ First of all you can bullshit yourself to a pretty large extend if you want something to be true. For example you could think that you can only be loved if you are different and you feel special being on a different diet or you heard something on the internet that red meat is the magic pill for your health and therefore solves all of your problems because health in connected to all other areas of your life. I did a pretty dumb raw vegan diet for some time because that were my motivations. I didn’t feel good on it but I wanted it to be the solutions for all my problems so bad because my problems were so overwhelming for me that I lied to myself. Not saying that is you of course but it just makes me cautious that not everybody who says they feel great on xyz is actually honest with himself. But secondly this is just your subjective point of view. How can you claim that red meat is good for other people then ? You don’t know anything about science, you ONLY have your own experience.

Dude you don’t make noticeable progress in 3 weeks unless you are an absolute beginner. Your body looks different throughout the day so maybe you are just carbed up and hold less water. You definetly stand closer to the camera which helps and you are probably more pumped from all the training.

Yeah I think the best thing is to focus on yourself. If you are in love with life and passionate about what you do, you will provide value automatically. Balance between what? Career and free time, Good and Evil, practical and spiritual? I am really looking at the ethical side of this. The more we act out our devil the easier survival becomes right ? Getting money, sex, status, … is all easier if you are a devil. But you need at least a bit of devil because you want to survive. If you surpress these things because you want to act like a saint then you will act your devil out in unconscious ways which is far worse. So what is a good middle ground between devil and saint and how do you find it ?

So if we would act completely unselfish we couldn’t even manifest ourself in reality but if we only act selfish we might be really “successful“ be we would have rotten souls and no love. We have to find a compromise. Where is that compromise and how do you find it? I think many philosopher don’t get the necessity for the devil. As if you just had the choice to always act unselfish and so if you do act in a selfish way then that’s on you, you are a terrible person! Instead of seeing that the person was just acting out of fear. And in not acknowledging that we are very limited many fall into various traps when it comes to ethical behaviour. They overestimate their capacity to act good and surpress their devilish emotions. But now they do even more damage because they act out their devil in an unconscious way. And because they act better then they can handle they need validation from others. It’s not genuine. So I feel like what philosopher of ethic and also what society is teaching is to act "nice“ but that’s not authentic because it lacks the devil. My conclusion so far is that you should only act as good as you can be. And that means listening to your authentic feelings. Your rational mind (also rational ethic) won’t help you with that because you can justify every behaviour rationally. You should be encouraged to put a lot of effort into yourself to satisfy your own needs. Only from that place can you genuinely help others and won’t act as devilish because you don’t need anything from others. And ethical behaviour shouldn’t be taught as something you do for others but as something you do for yourself, for your own soul. Only that is genuine. What are your thoughts on that? Also how far can you push it with spirituality?

I would agree that MMA probably isn’t that healthy because of the punches and kicks on the head depending on how serious you do it. I did kickboxing for some time (enough to get my first belt at least) and there was a lot of toxic masculinity definetly. I was so inexperienced and got hit at the head hard so often that I got afraid to do anything basically. You should avoid these people and set boundaries. If someone is to aggressive you shouldn’t be ashamed to say that you only want to fight with easy contact (no real punches). But my place was probably more toxic then other gyms I would imagine. That being said I will never forget the feeling in the ring once when I was sparing and something just clicked. My movement suddenly made sense and I know exactly how I did a turning kick to create space and really felt my power in how in how I could manipulate the environment with my hands and feet. I felt like a threat. I felt like a lion, like my root chakra just opened or something. So it can definetly be extremely satisfying. If you have to integrate some stage red values it’s also great. I wanted to get back at it but didn’t find another kickboxing gym and was also a bit afraid of doing it again … I think wrestling is a great alternative though. You have to tap into all of your aggressiveness and masculine energy but you can’t really hurt others or be hurt by others so thats just great. If you want to transition to MMA you could easily do that because MMA is also a lot about wrestling.

what is your source on that ?

@ValiantSalvatore From what I heard Trustpilot isn’t legit. (Lots of deleted reviews and fake reviews) Dont know where else to look for reviews though. On Reddit you aren’t allowed to talk about sourcing. I also found 2 sites with 5meo-malt which both might be scams and like 10 sites with 5meo-dmt.

I also wanted to comment but I mean this is about the ideal girlfriend so it doesn’t have to be realistic.

Physically I like brown hair, brown eyes and and white skin with a bit of brownness to it and also a touch or orange/redness in it. 5.9feet (I am 6.1). Healthy body fat and a surpreme booty and general athletic (nothing crazy) look from working out. Middle size tits with a good shape to it. I definetly want her to feel attracted to me and that I bring value to her life. Authenticity is my number one trait. I want us to eye gaize all the time and find energy through that deep connection. Maybe a shared tiredness of human bullshit and the relief that we can be completely ourself and talk about our deepest guilt, shame, … when we are together and know that we accept ourself for it because we see ourself in each other and we of course now that we are limited ourself. Generally at least a bit of access to tier 2 thinking. A bit of interest in real spirituality. Maybe just an intuition that there is some higher force that although you can’t really grasp it you also can’t deny it. You can’t see it but it is the realist thing there is. (that’s me lol ?) Or maybe she could even be really advanced in spirituality but there needs to be something at least. I think some balance between strong and independent and caring and dependent is good for me. Good social skills but not interested to do something with people everyday. Vivid energy but also chill time. Of course humor, sexy feminine energy, creativity, cuteness, healthy lifestyle, .. hmm don’t know what else right now but I am a bit tired and can’t think so good.

@SelfHelpGuy no problem. They can be experienced by themself. That absolute truth and infinite love are the same thing is another awakening. At least thats what I heard from Leo. I didnt have the experience myself yet.

Every psychedelic can get you to a god realization. 5meo dmt and 5meo malt but also regular dmt are especially suited for that. I heard that 5meo malt is especially great for infinite love and 5meo dmt especially great for absolute truth. So its great to take different types of psychedelics for different insights. Leo took a wide range of psychedelics so this explanation probably doenst come from one psychedelic in particular.