Jannes

Start Up idea: A restaurant which exclusively sells crossovers meals from different kitchens. For example italian style sushi, pizza with asian flavour, ... whatever actually ends up tasting well.

Flax is really good for you for the healthy fats.

Making lots of progress now. My hands and arms feel cramped now. Maybe I need to hold my hands down for blood flow.

Finally some progress. I missed the point where she said that you should take the knit on the other needle, completly blanked every time I watched it.

An educator would say you go through certain phases in life. For example if you never played as a kid, its hard to get that back as an adult. I missed out on stupid romance.

Cant listen to the audiobook for Peter Ralston without his original voice.

Firefox for the customization options. I need to block various things for my adhd mind.

B: Take the Queen with the Rook on b7. W: White Pawn takes back. B: Then Queen to b1 buys a turn as W: white King needs to retreat to g2 or h2. B: Black King to f8. W: white Pawn to e7. B: Black King to e8. The b7 white Pawn can be taken and the Rook cant protect it. Queen vs Rook is winning for Black.

Ah got it! No worries. Yeah I started with crochet but its not really for me. The whole reason why I do knitting is for emotional regulation as adhd makes emotional processing more difficult. With knitting its said that it is more flow inducing. I dont know about macreme, is it hard?

Happy New years everybody !! and Happy Birthday to You @Natasha Tori Maru

Second Level

I am learning to knit right now. First steps successful.

There was one thing I was keep doing wrong for some reason. Well somehow I didnt do that anymore and I can do the whole procedure without support now. Great first lesson.

Thats what the weekend is for or do you want to do it daily?

Style in architecture

Maybe that will help:

@Something Funny Congrats!

Whats wrong with you?

Left my old theatre club which was a tragedy for my social development. I kind of entered an extended adolescence, trying to fit in, connecting and building a new identity and it just didnt work out. I got blackpilled by direct experience about how girls can be in terms of cheating ... I feel like I lost so many years and opportunities and I am just too old to experience some of the things I could have experienced there. I am griefing over it every day to some degree. On the other hand I am much more emotionally stable thanks to leaving that place. I was a complete mess before. I am learning more about adhd and find ways to deal with it. I am working towards becoming a remote viewer which is either a huge hit or miss for my career path. I am also socializing a lot. I am putting so many good habits into place right now, some fruits need to come from it.

My mom talked with me about my career and I obviously couldnt take about RV. It was though as she that I should try something already besides my relatively low study demand and socializing and I just couldnt tell her.

All the hostels in Berlin are either outbooked or expensive. I could go party alone but thats too much, I need to get used to socializing at all. Its just unrealistic without drugs. It would have been perfect to go a few days to Berlin before, really get into a social state and then party my ass off today. I shouldnt pressure myself so much to do anything today. But I cant help but feel like an outsider right now. I am learning to knit at least but I am stuck at step 7. If I get it done it would be a worthy cope for missing out, because learning to knit is so important for processing emotions.

My mom speaks a lot about how much she fears death. Cant really get her to do psychedelics and if she isnt open to it, I shouldnt force herself to do it. I wonder if trip reports of other people could help her.

A person who admits a mistake is so beautiful.

Spirituality is about dying before you die. Spirituality is about breaking the devils net of controll. Spirituality is about putting consciousness on the building structure which keeps you unconscious, like beliefs about yourself, the universe, death... For example a spiritual thing to do would be to ask yourself what is death and then to direct your consciousness in that direction. Death will present itself as an imagination.