Jannes

I regularely went to a table tennis bar alone. It was hard in the beginning and I didnt socialize much. Gradually I made it my home and know a lot of people now.

I know dark triad kind of men who know these rules of communication extremely well.

If you put too much pressure on it, it can make girls uncomfortable And oftentimes its logistically the best thing. If I am still checking someone out I want to know if she would be available or not and either put more into it or not. Or I know someone from university for example and I cant quite tell if we just vibe platonically or if there is more going on. A subtle way of asking makes it easier to keep the platonic vibe going if she has a bf. And even if I found out she didnt have a bf, I would still prefer a subtle way of asking, this way I can meet her in a more chill way without that much pressure.

Playing ego shooter as a teenager

To get along

Surpressing tears and sorrow Expressing emotions in a controlled manner. Not expressing too much Celebtrating depression as deep, intellectual and beautiful

If you ask directly its like asking her if she is interested romantically or sexually. Its quite high stakes. You want to be chill.

But in two years you will perceive time passing even faster.

Training chest on monday Pretending to feel bad when something is supposed to feel bad even when you dont feel bad about it

Great that you have your values straight. Yeah you are probably too developed for this marriage to work, if values dont align its doomed to fail. Do you have other dating options available?

Why 2030 btw. ? That would be awfully long in the future.

Its probably forbidden by forum guidelines. What’s NOT Allowed: Recruiting members for chat-groups outside of this forum, including Skype, Discord, chatrooms, etc. Starting new spiritual communities, private groups, or cults

Wars are extremely costly and have negative side effects like terrorism and mass immagration waves. So a little less bite would actually be beneficial for the us in a strictly selfish way. And the diplomatic nuclear deal with iran would have been orders of magnitude cheaper then bombing the shit out of iran over and over again.

The moment they speak english is very interesting. From seeing them as different and a bit strange to part of myself.

Bruh, the us IS the bully

Nukes are there for deterrence, in a nuclear war everyone looses. Even if the US and Israel could nuke Iran harder, even getting nuked "a bit" is catastrophic. So if Iran had nukes, Israel and the US wouldnt have dared to attack Iran in the first place. Its in the absolute best interest of iran to get nukes.

Actors increase our spectrum of love. When they play really though roles and find the right words to decribe whats going on inside them, in a way what they do is collect a lot of love to face and make conscious a faceit of reality which is usally to hard to make conscious. Thats what great dialoge is about.

I have felt some weird energies yesterday. Some chi - ish energies. Its usually when a lot of energy is in movement. I dont know how to make sense of that though.

Yesterday I took half the dose of Elvanse medication and I felt a bit of a difference. Today I took a regular starting dose and it feels like I am tripping. Especially outside its very different. I saw some people through the crowd I probably usually wouldnt notice. Which is weird, as I would think I would notice them more without medication. But the reason could be that I can regulate my emotions more, so opening up becomes easier and therefore engaging as with a crowd as well.

Just found out that there are likely some costs coming if I just want to maintain an empty company. That really sucks. I just wanted to create a company to just have it done once so that it wouldnt feel as scary anymore. Well one thing I can do is create my own website.

The EU Pay Transparency Directive -- Its intended to fight the gender pay gap. In short companies must be transparent about what they pay their employees. If the other gender earns more for the same work you can demand the same or you can sue the company. Women often undersell themselves, because they dont demand as much, they dont get as much salary, even if their work is equal to mens. So its a legit point. On the other hand I also know some workaholics and those are usually males. Women are usually more balanced (not neglecting the social domain). So if some workaholic males would outperform women but cant get compensated more for it that would be unfair as well. But thats my only big criticism.

Mmmh this brings me right back to feelings of the past

Consciousness comes in many forms and degrees. A human and a dog are both conscious, yet one is more conscious then the other. A human experiences degrees of consciousness like self awareness, spirituality, abstraction, construct awareness ... that would blow the mind of a dog. With a higher degree of consciousness you fall into a completly different quality of consciousness completly different then that of an animal. This upscaling is already pretty msytical and weird, like we can kind of make sense of a dog but cant truly grasp it. So with that in mind it would be less of a stretch to give rocks some sort of consciousness, completly stripped from basically all qualities. But how rock consciousness could be like I have no idea.