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I slept too long today and feel kind of dizzy But wait, isnt dizzyness a quality of dreaming? Is the sleepy me dominant right now? At one point Leo said something along the lines that dreaming is nessaccary to balance out the rules and structures in our sane world. Found this really profound.

I did something selfless and got away with it I dont believe that god does not exist

Thats a cool ass shirt.

Much good advice so far. Its true that its not all on you to find out, in most cases when you just express interest girls will make it clear to you when they have a bf. And its also okay and when pulled off right can even be attractive to be a bit more ballzy. For my situation atm I like the subtle approach more though.

Thats a good strategy. I get the impression that with some wit, this can be quite a powerful tool. Actually I asked a girl a week ago where she left her boyfriend today (a dude who seems like her bf who is usally with her). She didnt deny it so I got my answer. Not really subtle but way more subtle then asking "DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND".

Well .. I wasnt really interested in her so that event yesterday was actually the right outcome.

Cut my beard in frustration. Well the 2mm. It's the first time I went clean shaved for maybe 1 or 2 years. I wondered how it would look by now, maybe I look younger or my jawline improved or something. Well no, turns out my beard was already very well groomed and clean shaved doesn't look well on me.

Whats Happening is interesting in my brain. Right now I don't give a shit anymore that we didn't vibe that well. I feel like I should have done it regardless. Survival pressure is overtaking me.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!! I have way to much built up energy today. I was too late tonight to the game night. Came to see a bunch of attractive girls leaving. And then a girl I know quite well left alone with some dude. I knew that I wasn't interested in her but still .. over time some kind of comfort and interest did built up. I just feel like shit right now.

Imagine a relationship where partners share their chats. They couldnt hide anything from each other. Or at least a good chunk less.

Either way looks matter a lot

Thanks I remember that he repeated that the strategy in many of his actions was to give the women the feeling that this is something special and that there is potential for something romantic. And its a book about getting laid a lot, not on how to develop a relationship. I cant remember that he said what you are saying. Its been a while since I read the book though, maybe you are right. Okay then its very impressive what he came up with for the time. But then it should be more seen as a good project of its time which is outdated nowadays. I also doubt how many things in the book work if you dont have the looks of Mysterie.

What is that supposed to proof? I am speaking about averages. I also know girls with less social skills then men or women who sleep around and never develop feelings for guys, or women with a lot of leadership qualities and so on..

Is this some economic model that you are describing, or did you come up with it?

Women have more estrogen in their body so they feel emotions stronger and are more sensitive to emotional signals. I have a trans women as a friend and when she took estrogen she said that she experienced how all these feminine aspects came naturally to her. Also that women have a vagina and have a physically weaker body then men brings them into a different survival situation where its more important for them to have a social safety net and so there is way more pressure on them to develop social skills.

For the feminist list I would add that its unrealistic to expect men to be as capable as women in feminine aspects. Of course men can be sozialized in more feminine aspects as well and that will improve their ability, but on the whole men will never catch up to a womens natural ability for empathy, social intuition, connection to emotion etc.

Had a short talk with my adhd-doctor yesterday. I was kind of afraid of telling her what's currently going on but we didn't get to that. She told me that she would recommend that I could take adhd medication when socializing because that would solve my flirting issue where I seek dopamine from the stimulation of flirting. And she is right about it, when I had a longer phase where I took Elvanse my socializing went very different, all the problems I usually had were gone. But also nothing happened, I felt boring and all the usual flirting which makes me feel like I am wanted was gone. And the big thing is of course how it affects my remote viewing. Which I don't really know. I think I become less sensitive. But it also feels more doable because I can regulate my emotions better. Atm it's 1-2 hour fight every time. Got a new ADHD medication now. I am going through all of them basically which is super cool.

Love the art in this fan

There are many different models on how to integrate capitalism. You can have "full capitalism" like in the us, "capitalism light" like in many european countries with higher taxes and more reinvesting into social causes, or like in china where the government largely directs what sort of projects should be invested in (in a capitalistic way). I think the key is a kind of deal between first world countries to tax the rich equally. Taxing is problematic because the rich can just go to the next nice country with lower taxes, so countries have a responsibility to work together that this doesnt happen. You could make some sort of contract. Then with all this tax money you can do a lot of good.

Took a new adhd medication yesterday. Its basically medicinet but only with retarded compounds, so just a gentle effect for 10-12 hours. I got a lot of energy from it, concentration was okay (not great). And the beginning and end didnt feel that bad. Afterwards I noticed that sozializing got a little akward. There were multiple moments in which I wanted to be funny or interesting but couldnt. Like I pretended much more then usual.

That strategy is only going to work as long as the us wins. If they loose, nobody is going to want to help them.

In the beginning he literally describes how he tries to do more and more outragous manipulation and describes himself as some kind of stuntmen, completly full of himself. That was the first bad taste I got from it. And then a core of his teaching is that you should give the girl the feeling that this is something special and that there is romantic potential, even if you just want to bang. This puts me off. And its also way to complicated, way to much strategy which is counterproductive if you want to let loose. I like his levels of physical escalation. But beyond that there is little I found useful.