Jannes

I would have my disagreements with the message at some points but good on you for trying yourself out in front of the camera, you have a very calm voice and dont shy away to speak to the camera. Its nice to listen to you talk.

Not following my survival instincs feels so good. Letting her go, not holding onto it. But of course its anti survival. Letting the war on survival go, aka embracing death, feels like bliss.

It feels like I am fucking up so badly atm. I have got this girl in my social circle and she seems very interested in me. I also thought about it, but I am not fully emotionally interested and sexually only kind of. We are cool, there is trust, but there isnt really the vibe and chemistry. I would probably run through open doors with her, if I escalated but I am just not sure if I actually want it. She stroked over my arm yesterday when whe chatted and I just didnt really feel good about it. She will probably look for someone else now .. that seemed to be in the air when I arrived yesterday. And that will kind of hurt because I am partially invested. Maybe I can talk with a friend about it.

That would be a helpful game. An "open source democracy starter pack". Oftentimes when a regime is taken over, its not that easy to put a new, non corrupt government into power. Its all just chaos. If you had a blueprint to follow to get the building blocks for making a democracy, that could transform many countries. It would maybe even motivate protests earlier, because they know that they could get into the building of a democracy at the end of a regime change and not fall into deeper chaos.

Denmark is lterally the least corrupt country on earth with a CPI of 90!! (US is at 69 in 2023) And the second happiest country on earth with a score of 7.58 of 10. Not sure if that is a blessing or a curse with dealing with the US atm.

Maybe. Is that just one example or the rule?

China is authoritarian too .. well not as corrupt as Russia though. Well idk, very possible that you are right, I cant really tell as I havent contemplated this dynamic deeply enough.

1) Thats a good point 2) The US alone sends most of the weapons. So I think Russia will see the chance to get more territory. The US will get back on track in a few years. 3) Why? China and Russia are cool with each other from what I know.

The peace price committee didnt give Trump the peace price, it was the bullshit decision of one women. The thread of Russia exists though and without the US support Ukraine cant defend itself. Russia also has nukes and seems to be more desperate so thats a dangerous situation. So Europe has to keep being friends with the US as long as possible. That Europe still pays for Russian oil is pathetic, I can agree on that.

Of course they oppose Trump and Putin. Europe is dependet on the US for survival though.

That was a surprisingly nice coaching. Got a new technique for getting out of my head while coaching He also offered to give me more frequent coachings when I need it, next coaching will be in about 2 - 3 weeks .. My focus seems to be good (which is interesting), I am not viewing long enough before getting into the interpretation though which is the big thing. And my interpretation also isnt on point.

At a festival I met a guy who had the appearence of a pirate. He would always push himself through the crowd and then do coke in the middle of everyone. Then he would do simple sexual dance moves like moving his hips back and forth. Basically offering coke and dick. It was the most absurd game I have ever seen. But for him in particular I could see how it could work. He had this wild appearence, some girls may like it, it was BDSM built into it. In fact I noticed that he got lots of attention and girls actually made short chit chat if they would want to take the offer. When he left the crowd I wondered if I could pull it off so I made the same sexual dance moves like him and everyone starred at me, so I left fast. You gotta find YOUR niche indeed.

Tomorrow I have another training session with my RV trainer. I dont like him. In the last email he gave me the wrong name. Not sure if that was intended. Complete red flag wtf, if I told that anybody. Well I dont really care how well we get along personally, I just need RV to work and for that the basis is still intact. It becomes increasingly hard to explain to myself that RV is real though. Whats saving me a bit is that it does seem like I am making some progress.

Whoohoo my new Body Doubling Launge actually works which is great.

I think thats hard to answer scientifically because the "pure introverts" will only be a small part of that group. Isolated or empathetic people will strongy correlate with many other unhealthy traits. Friends help immensely with material survival which is important to keep in mind as well. I think even if you are a strong introvert you need some kind of human connection, maybe less but still some of it.

Yeah .. it takes a lot of consciousness though to face the suffering head on and look for its cause. The cause is oftentimes deeply burried. Very easy to numb yourself beforehand. Oh yeah thats true. I think the number one predictor of longevity is actually having a good social life.

I sorta stagnated at this stage of development. I knew that eating healthy was a good thing and I felt great about archieving that. But I had a long way to go, I had tons of social, career and spiritual problems I was afraid of. Because they overwhelmed me so much I rather stuck to what I had success with before and chased the last 10% of health.

Do you have adhd?

Nice disclaimer. Maybe make a disclaimer for the disclaimer, that the disclaimer will be long but is important.

Yeah but its hunderds to thousands little "karmas" compared to a big one.

I want this to be a purely ethical discussion. Even if you are a pro meat eater you are welcome to participate in this discussion. Its not about what you should or shouldnt do, but to arrive at an answer of what would theoretically be more ethical to eat, insects or meat from farm animals. ... The main argument for eating insects over regular livestock is that insects seem to be a lot less sentient. On the other hand you need hundreds or thounsands of them to get the same calories as one livestock animal. There are different methods to kill them. The most humane one seems to be to freeze them, but there are pretty brutal ones from boiling them or roasting them alive. What has to be kept in mind is that insects are so different from humans, we likely have a lot of speciesism towards them, so that bias needs to be made conscious for a truthful discussion.

Partially its habit. You can also make flour or patties out of them. It could be part of the answer. Is animal ethics concerns not something universal, like the expansion of consciousness, in your opinion?

What I find so fascinating is that you cant really compare the sum of many little sentiences with one big one. You cant really compare 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + ... < 830 (lets say a cow) Because all the 1s and the 830 is of a different quality alltogether and adding all the 1s together will not result in a 830, but in 830 1s if that makes sense.

You have to compare the new food pyramid to the USDA "MY PLATE" Version though, not the old Pyramid of the 70s. I feel like no Version really gets it, the 2010s version doesnt focus enough on healthy fats and the carb sources suggested are probably not the best.

Nice!