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I am kind of unimpressed with the security that a high school kid could have killed Donald Trump.

The age difference also plays a role. Like two 15 y.o. having sex is very different then a 15 y.o. and a 30 y.o. having sex. At a certain age like when you are twenty you should do whatever you want. Before that it should only be allowed between people with a similar age and completely banned under a certain age. Thats how it is in Germany and I agree with this.

Whoa. I simply have a different opinion. Look at maslows hierarchy of needs it at the very bottom. Does this not apply to you? I mean its just a model after all maybe your psyche is very different. For me I know very well that sex is not what primarily makes a good life. I have big dreams of what my life can be and sex doesnt play a role there. But my lust for sex clouds my vision. Surpressing my sexuality doesnt work. I have to burn through some karma first then my mind is freed up to care about more meaningful things.

For that to work you need experience though.

I see this very differently than most of you. I was desperate for sex for many years so I tried a couple of things which didnt work. I had my first time with a girl I matched on tinder when I was 22 yo. We only had a decent connection, I want that attracted to her, the sex wasn't loving it was straight bdsm dominating style (she wanted me to dominate her which I did) and all in all it wasn't a moment I like to remember that much. And you know what it was still fucking worth it even in this unideal case. I got an insane confidence boost from that and basically felt like I finally was an adult. Yes I would have loved to have a loving first time with a girl that I actually was in love with but not for the price of waiting some years. Loving sex is something you can still catch up on. Yes our society is very toxic about sex. Although being toxic about it is more of a childish behavior, adults are more likely to be supportive about it. The reason why people would be toxic about it is because biologically it's a big deal. You cant bullshit yourself out of it. Sex is a need that needs to be satisfied and distracting yourself from it won't work. If you dont make plans to get sex right now you will become more depressed in the years to come. You can do it. You dont have to go into pickup if that's not your thing just be more social. Join social events, social groups with girls your age and you will meet someone at some point pretty much guaranteed. If you start implementing these changes you can feel better immediately and relax because you now that these implementations will get you laid.

This has to be analyzed by some weapon expert. I dont know nowadays how accurately you could shoot someones ear off from a thousand meters, two thousand meters, ... if they got someone from their own to do it then they probably could let him in closer, give him a better angle... It was most likely a real assassination attempt but the possibility that it was staged should not be prematurely excluded.

No I mean killing two innocent people could be part of the plan. We are talking about the election of the president of the US. This is so important that killing two people could be justified for the greater good if one believes that trump will save America.

@Merkabah Star That could be part of the plan to make it seem more real.

Yeah.

I agree with most you said above. Even when I was vegan I knew 100% that when I would face a major survival challenge I would kill animals no problem. And I continued to eat vegan because I was not in a survival situation in that moment. That was the reality I was facing. Maybe you have an identity disorder when you identify with a Stone Age hunter. Become conscious of the couch you are sitting on bro, survival challenges are different now. I recently watched a movie about nazi concentration camps. There was this pethadic nazi officer who had a mansion above the concentration camp. In the morning he light a cigar and then took a sniper rifle and sniped a few jews just for fun. Then he smoked the rest of the cigar in cowboy fashion and ate his breakfast carefree. You know I could identify very well with this guy on a metaphysical level. Even on a human level I can appreciate the power of group think and the weakness of the mind when it is in fear. I experienced how much the mind gets twisted when it is not strong enough. I could understand very well that I could be that guy if I was nurtured differently. So I identified very deeply with this guy. Yet I didnt shoot any jews to death that day.

I have bought chatgpt4 finally, now I can post cool art. How did you get it out? Sometimes we get really hurt but we cant get to the source of the pain because we are caught up in life so the pain accompanies us. It can become such a part of our living reality that it can seem impossible to relief that pain. But sometimes we are lucky and our pain is directly addressed and can be pulled out by the source. And then it feels like an impossible object like a twisted needle just got pulled out of you with perfect precision. If you had pulled it out with force you would have pulled out all the meat alongside it.

@integral Humans are omnivores and rely heavily on cooked food. Although we can digest a variety of food groups a plant based diet can still be healthy if planned and executed appropriately. Thats are current scientific/ biological facts. Although I now that killing is a part of nature I as a human have the privilege to obstain from that (natural) cruelty to some degree and I also have an interest to stop damage to the environment. These reasons make me decide to reduce or even eliminate animal foods that I consume. Where in this reasoning would you say is an identity disorder at place?

Another Dalton like idea: A person with such insane charisma he completely breaks normal rankings. But he has a partner/ pet/ or friend which is absolutely hideous but the person gives that thing all the approval so society recontextualizes that things as something with high worth. The nasty smell gets recontextualized as it gets a backstory like that the thing might be very natural or too above things to care about smell and the shyness as cute or intelligent and stuff like that.

Another Dalton like idea: A boss that is utterly incompetent but very active and a team that knows that but still loves their boss so much and would never put themselves above him so they put in all their genius to support the boss in making the ideas work. Because the supporters of the boss dont face the consequences of any major decisions they are all freed up from survival thinking and can make very creative decisions and because the boss is so incompetent he often goes in strange lines which create opportunities for unusual solutions to problems.

I had lots of fear around big aggressive dogs when I was a kid. I remember how my father and a few of us kids were at a see when a dude walked by casually holding the leash for his aggressive dog with one hand even though the dog wanted to go other directions and the strength of the dog nearly overturned him. And the dog was barking and snarling at us kids. That was the smallest dick energy I have seen in my entire life. I think these dogs should be banned from most places of society or there should be strict tests where people show how they tamed their dogs.

I was once wandering around different private places and then a sheepdog ran at me with full speed. There was no way to run away and nowhere to climb on. I didnt know how to act as well, I waited till the dog got close to me (he didn't bite me) then I stretched my arm out signaling a stop and walked away which made the dog angry. The owner got there luckily and said that I should simply stand still which worked. Interactions like these are really scary if you dont know what to do.

So when I do night game nowadays its not that hard for me to start a conversation and I often get a good vibe and attraction going. The problem is on the dance floor where girls expect me to get physical. I just dont know how to physically escalate at all. I have seen so many eye rolls at this point from girls who I initially attracted but then became uninterested because I didnt take action it gets to my nerves. The problem is that I haven't properly developed certain interpersonal skills. I am golden at most but I completely miss a few and physical touches are part of the ones I miss. So its not just that I fear going for touches its also that I dont really know how to do it. So I have this giant fear that when I created a good vibe with a girl that I destroy it all with an awkward touch. I have observed how other people physically escalate maybe I just have to do that more. But maybe there are smarter ways to learn it or strategies around it?

There are always exceptions.

Are they talking about night game club settings?

Yeah because homophobia isnt cool anymore but because it's still there it sneaks itself in in more subtle ways. Another one from my 8th grade students: If your best male friend got bitten by a toxic snake in the dick and the only way to save his life is to suck the toxins out of his dick with your mouth would you do it?

The club that I go to is one of a kind it is very hard to replace. If I get kicked out I get kicked out forever so I don't wanna risk that by being too ballzy.

@felixk_priv I have a giant blockade because of the top ten values. I wrote some down and then took a break from the LP course for half a year. When I came back I actually resonated with many of them but I also exchanged some of them. But I am still not very sure about my choices. If you are young you dont necessarily know who you are at least that's the way for me and I experienced that as I grow these values become more clear to you.

It's not just the voice that plays into it. I could never completely identify with the typical men even though all my peers were like that. My social environment is very leftist now and I integrated plenty of playful physical gestures, not a gay voice but one with a wider frequency and other personality traits which aren't typical for hetero cis men. I like women but I could be bisexual idk yet.

I wear basic black clothes most of the time. A nice chain can boost your outfit significantly.

@Leo Gura To which degree does platos concept of the world of ideas overlap with your world of infinite objects?