Jannes

I jerked off every day 3 times a day and then did it for 400 days first try. After a few months it became pretty easy, jerking off just wasnt on the table anymore and that was fine. I had a wet dream every month or so though. I didnt even stop because I could continue anymore, I just didnt see the point in it. I cant recall that I got any kind of energy boost from it. It was a psychological milestone though.

When I jerk off regularely I never have wet dreams but when you dont it would be unusual. There will also be carnivore groups and who knows what else who will all say the same. I think eating a bunch of fruit is fine, but only fruit is limiting. Every protein is made out of amino acids and vegetable protein (amino acids) has less of the essential ones then animal protein (amino acids). With avocado you can get good fat. Omega 3 is lacking though. The diet is just really restricted which makes it more difficult to get everything. I would be most sceptical about protein.

One psychological shift that helped me a lot was to notice the difference between being horny primarily physiologically and being horny primarily psychologically. Sometimes I just got a super boner for no reason and a very short job got me to finish. No porn needed. Thats primarily physiologically, my body is designed to release a load sometimes. Doing it feels clean, no unmotivation/ energy drop/ psychological hit afterwards. But oftentimes I was emotionally in a difficult place, maybe had a hard task ahead of me and used porn to escape that reality by emotionally stimulating myself with porn. Usually my body wasnt even ready to jerk off, I needed to built my boner. It takes more time and without porn I couldnt finish or even wanted to jerk off. You feel a psychological hit afterwards, less motivation and energy and so on.. I realized that fapping is damaging to me to the degree that it is a coping mechanism as the more I stimulated myself with porn and the less my body was physiologically in the mood (no boner) the more damaging it felt.

How long was this phase? Took me weeks until my first wet dream occured. A whole fruit diet lacks fats, proteins and other minerals. Your body cant function properly on it so thats why the period doesnt come. When you exercise for several hours your body directs resources into the recovery of the body, so thats why the period might not occur.

At some point your body makes you ejaculate in your dreams. You dream that you take the greatest piss on earth. At some point I even learned about that trick of my mind and could sometimes even block myself from ejaculating in dreams. MADNESS

I cringed pretty hard from the title but you are describing a real struggle you have in your life that should be adressed. I am reading it like you dont feel confident, assertive, capable .. ? If you feel overly taken care of then going on your own and not working at your families business is a good first step. Do something on your own, that will built some confident. Travel the world on your own and that will really give you a boost. If you struggle with socializing the only way to improve is by going out, you can make a lot of improvement if you are not that skilled at it. Consider learning pick up ..

I am wondering how adhd folk even survive.

Today at a seminar a girl looked at me for guidance. I established some of that the dates prior through adhd medication, but not today. Men I didnt even know that this is something I wanted, or well yes I knew but I kind of buried it.

Men I feel kind of sick. Maybe it was a bit much this week.

Just had an interesting idea. That women have a vagina and are physically weaker then men is kind of a bad combination, because the vagina is more prone to abuse then the dick, because the vagina is used for birth. So what if women we genetically engineered women to be as or stronger then men physically. Then they would have the more abusable sex organ but also the muscle to defend themselves. So rape would probably be less of a thing because it would make less sense.

@ladelle How did spirituality get in your way?

Btw. Sam has adhd right!? It seems so obvious, he always notices shit first, can only be productive when he does something he is really interested in, is creative ...