Jannes

Magic cards can be so cool. I missed out on the whole fantasy sphere.

What about the military, would they ever disobey orders?

I have been following politics avticely maybe for 2 years now. Well trump did a lot of shit like the stupid tarrifs which damaged the whole worlds economy, attack iran, ... and while he got critique from some republicans the majority of them stayed loyal to their strongmen. So yeah, thats pretty sobering, I forgot. But a nuke would be a new level. And with trumps approval dwindling the republicans must fear loosing their voters if they keep on supporting this madness. Not saying the republicans would all be against him then, but maybe a big enough chunk would support an impeachment.

If Trump nuked iran then republicans would probably support the impeachment of him. So no worries

Sure, depends on how good that looks and how much hair they lost. Like you can make a strong case for someone who looked good with a buzzcut and is about to loose all their hair anyway. But the reality is, for many people, full hair can make them a lot more attractive and that attractiveness gives them a huge boost in their survival in all aspects of life. You think that bald guy would have become president? No way.

All those medications have side effects, also cost money and you have to take them for decades. I wonder if a hair transplant isnt the better decision overall at a relatively early stage.

Met my friend today again and I notice more and more that something is off. I liked him because he seems grounded. But what is missing in our connection is something like softness. Its hard to say because he seems very grounded, has a lot of skill reading emotions and doing what is needed in the situation but it feels like in our connection something like that is missing.

21 Euros here in germany. And its also a hassle, as I often need to wait in line. I would go once a week optimally, I can stretch to once every 2 or 3+ weeks, but I notice that it doesnt look as good after a week anymore.

Cutting your own hair is such a money and time saver. But its not that easy to do. So lets share experiences, tipps, resources, video tutorials, ... for cutting our own hair.

I think part of the emotional process I went through the last couple of days was about untangling emotional pieces from other girls of my old theatre club and also processing bad emotions that were left like sadness.

Gotta give the new girls names for my journal. Okay her I call the social girl The other one I call jeans girl. She seems to be a little more street haha

Didnt really have the opportunity to cry about it today on someones shoulder. Well actually one person I usually find pretty annoying I told about it roughly. In situations like these you dont always know on who you can count. Well other people asked how I am beforehand though. I was clearly sad and people noticed.

I am kinda sad. Well I chatted with that girl and we kind of got a date going. I felt a rush of emotions coming up yesterday. Kind of surreal even. Today though I got back to my social spot and saw the girl again which I was trying to built a connection with before. And I clearly have emotions for her as well. So then I just realized that I cant have it all and that I need to cut it off. When I just got the possibly perfect opportunity with her being single and so on.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/roman-catholic-contradictions "Christians are lucky that there is no Hell, as they would all belong in it for their crimes." What a kickass line.

I am in a state of pretty big confusion. I think for two main reasons, one is that I was sick and I need to get back at the challenges in my life. Second and that seems a bigger factor, I am opening up to a girl and feel a ton of mixed emotions. A lot of sadness and pain regarding other opportunities in my life before. And it feels really intense, opening up seems difficult. I just sit on the couch sort of paralyzed in my confusion and action. My body doubling space is perfect to sort my thoughts. Maybe today is also a good day to go to the gym, to get moving.