Jannes

Has my writing become more beautiful? Kind of looks like it from the previous one. Could also be the medication, without them my mind is very fuzzy.

Also did that. The biggest task now is actually to get to sleep in time lol. I need to get to the secretary in time. Oh and I get my table tennis wood together, perfect timing. Also I think I want further tasks afterwards or I will fall into a hole. I want to go to a hairdresser with professional consultation and look for a place for ergotheraphy. Oh not speaking of needing a job, needing an internship, needing to register for new semester, wanting to work on my table tennis wood ... Perfect a lot to do to always keep my mind busy from realizing spiritual truths. Lol, jokes aside, having lots to do is actually kind of comforting, how interesting. The jokes are all so real.

Everything done. All I can do today is sent the digital versions. Tomorrow I have got to print it and sent the physical versions as well. So I would commit when I sent the digital versions now. But I feel like for my mental health its, I am not going to oversee the stuff tomorrow anyway I think.. Welp .. Maybe I prepare everything so far that the hurdle to sent it is basically zero. I can do that. I will prepare the email and everything.

Aight I need the right title. Thats .. doable

I did it, I think... now I only need the finishing touches like signature and stuff. Sometimes people stop right before they get it. I feel a bit of that vibe coming.

Really hard to get new thoughts. Thats interesting, maybe I am exceeding my mental capacities. The one before was pretty effortless, now I am struggling.

Huh ... lol

Wrote about 1,5 pages. Need one more idea to write about. One more spark and I am done.

Does the us specific stupidity come from its enormous wealth and resources? Like they dont have enough survival pressure to ground them in reality? Well thats quite a statement with little evidence.

hmm when I have a spark and am in the. writing process its pretty fun and effortless. I jsut need to strt doing shit. .. men my bluetooth keyboard is kinda shit

It would be so cool to get the last one done today. I am kind of counting on that, planning my day for tomorrow that way... I dont have many fresh ideas though.. lets see maybe I can find something.

25th of april 1945 in germany when us and sovjet soldiers meet for the first time. You know what sucks? I bet the moment was great for an hour or so but then faded away into not being that spectacular. Even the peak was probably mild. You get something so incredible on the table, yet the human psyche cant take it all in. Well thats my assesment at least. They should have been on psychedelics.

Huh I am almot finished with the first protocoll. It was exactly how I imagined how it could work, I just had an intellectual impulse/ curiosity and followed through on that resulting in 2,5 sites of discourse. That fresh impulse cant be forced though.

Wow now thats a problem, I cant open a study for my university work because in the title is "video" because of video games. Damn ..

I stalled quite a bit and wasted some brain powe on the forum. Actualized block reactivated. I just need to start this is doable ...