Jannes

Hmm ..

Its fascinating how unconscious group think is. I notice it especially in fashion. For some strange reason I absolutely loved a certain pair of adidas shoes. And well they became a trend. Then I absolutely loved I certain curved sidecut and that became a trend. Now I am looking for baggy suit trousers and well .. thats a trend atm. I never thought, oh my I see all my friends and the people around me wearing this and that and I want to be part of it, it literally felt like I discovered a new trend on my own.

Hmmm...

What the hell is this .. https://officialchadrankings.com/Home

Men this makes me think that it might be ethical to basically kill all the species on earth so that they cant do this shit to each other but we are even worse.

I love the design of pills.

Was shopping with a friend today. Men I always feel so grounded around him. Also saw one of the ghosts who controlled, uh confronted me at the social spot. I looked away, built some eye contact, looked away again. He wasnt completly ignoring or confronting me. I would have expected avoidance though as I stood there with my friend. He looked emotionally loaded. I didnt speak to him in this situation and that was a huge mistake. Best possible situation. Even my friend asked if we wanted to follow him. Men I could have talked to him, maybe gotten in contact with a friend of his as well. Could have gotten a lot of heavy load from my shoulders.

What is so fucking weird is that after I shaved most of my beard when I look around and see people unshaved with a three day beard it suddenly looks unkempt to me. Just because my identity and bias isnt in the beard market anymore the world suddenly looks so different. Thats wild.

The crazy girl in my university just had a concussion. Men I am so sensitive to anyhing that could remotely damage my PR. I see the rumors flashing before my eyes that I hurt her or something.

I connect very much through sharing psychological insights.

I was on fire at impro today. Likely due to my adhd medication medicinet. Concentration isnt good, never was with medicinet. Energy is good though.

My explanation was a little short and oversimplistic, but I am not talking out of my arse, its a thing: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Resource_curse

Hehe and that strategy itself is selfish. Yeah good point.

Lol a girl from the old theatre club I had a clash with (not the most recent one) shared a WhatsApp Status with me. All good now, or a mistake!? It gives me a bit of comfort though.

I think society would run much better if people were actually selfless. Selfishness can be beneficial for the whole or damaging. Scamming people for money, delivering fake products, lying, cheating are all selfish things which dont benefit the whole. If I develop a great product with the intention of making lots of money, thats beneficial to the whole. Higher forms of selfishness include more parts of others.