Jannes

The damm definitely broke. I am constantly watching some clips I can get my hands on on my phone now. Its like I once crossed that line and there is no going back. I need to figure something out after my deadline. Not sure if blockers with the same kind of completeness exist for your phone. Heck I could also just block my browser completly potentially.

Someone in the group noted how wrecked I look lol. How sweet of him though to reach out.

I felt like the audio was boring as shit and I couldnt reallyget into a creative flow or catch any thoughts on what I could say about it. I felt like maybe because I am towards the end I get a bit of a motivation kick but not really. Although now that I activate that thought pattern maybe yes.

I deserve a break and some good food. Will get back at it in maybe an hour or so to work on the protocolls. 2 protocolls with each about 3- 4 sites of my own argumentation. I think I can get that done. Luckily I dont get a grade for it.

I did it I think.. Got it as a handy pdf on my screen and ported on my usb to copy in the shop on monday. Lol, thats weird.

Also got the subheads done So only citation and the signature stuff left to do.

Not much to do any more, but many small problems which bug me for which I havent found a solution for yet.

About 20,25 pages. The spectrum is 15-20 so I have to slim down just a little.

Got the discussion and ending part done. Now the other points seem smaller but not with less unexpected difficulties perhaps.

Lol, I just started writing a tinder bio on google notes. My moral is pretty low.

Not motivated at all today. Lets sturcture my thoughts. For the housework I need to finish the discussion part with fresh thoughts and then do a short summary in the ending part. Afterwards I should read over the whole thing and look for obvious flaws. Then I need to think about how I quote the papers in the text, I didnt have a good idea on it yet. And then the last mandatory things like the signature, making it into a pdf and stuff. .. that should be my first block of today. Afterwards I can turn over to the protocolls but thats in the future in a couple hours hopefully.

If I stop now I wont reach my intended goal of finishing my house work. But really I will get at it tomorrow anyway as soon as I have time, so there is literally no time lost when I go to sleep now, as I will be fresh earlier. The only question is am I still productive and can produce intelligent thoughts.. the answer is NO. Goodnight

I dont know, I think I prefer the company of women. But also the feminine energy has something unclear about it. There is a certain comfort about the clearness and directness of masculine energy which is quite grounding.

I could continue to work but the day is liteally kinda over. Its very late at night, I think last night I only went to sleep an hour later. Have to keep this in mind, monday at regular midnight, not that late into the night like right now.

When my medication looses its effect I always get kinda horny, thirsty for stimulation.