Jannes

Perfect time to meditate yourself to enlightenment, No?

Simply from the fact that I opened up emotionally to this one girl to the point where I really want to have intimacy, I kind of look for it at other places as well now. Like at my social spot yesterday.

This wood background is super minimalistic but a bit more interesting then black yet very calming. Just found it and feel like sharing it. https://external-content.duckduckgo.com/iu/?u=https%3A%2F%2Fwallpapercave.com%2Fwp%2Fwp4792785.jpg&f=1&nofb=1&ipt=d3ace8df869e7ff96c88ac4ec81d5517dec3d6fff51826c1be70c870badab226&ipo=images

This is a genious move to gain control over your social media usage. I cant stress the impact that this can have on your life enough.

Just looked at the available apps. You pretty much get all the basics. I minimalized my phone manually and basically found all my apps on the list with the exception of an adhd app and firefox. Firefox I slimmed down a lot though so it would probably be similiar to chrome. So the only thing that would change would be the design and even that can be mimicked. I think the only strong benefit this has over manually minimalizing your phone is that it takes no will power to do it. For those who struggle with re-downloading social media and stuff like this, this can be very useful.

Things like this existed before. The problem I have with something like this is that it isnt flexible. Some things which may be seen as a distraction are actually quite useful. Like I have my calender and to do list conveniently as widgets on my phone and I need them. Couldnt really do that with that system. You can minimalize your phone manually to a very strong degree though. I have only got my essential apps, put them in grey colours. My browser blocks all distractive websites. I dont know if I would gain much if anything from switching to this.

Mmh I feel like I got a lot more grounded and less idealistic. I see people more for who they are ... While I matured I also dried out a little though when it comes to loving people. Before I could kind of connect their twisted actions with the understanding that it is done out of love. Cant really do that anymore, I just see more of the corruption. I am more blackpilled if you like. I also cant really feel that the source of all things is love anymore when I could somewhat gasp in that before. So I gained some and lost some.

Yeah was in a theatre group and am now in an impro-theatre group. Regular theatre can be very very time consuming when you prepare a play within a month or so. Impro can be done once a week without any preparations, so you can do it better as a side hobby. Both are a great place to explore some aspects of yourself, be creative and meet new people. If you are an overthinker like myself impro might not be super easy at first though.

@blankisomeone Not buying or having an aversion against Apple products when you are in more educated circles. ( I am kind of ashamed of owning a Mac although its a great product for me )

Most of it, but there are Apple Products out there with good price performance ratio, like some Macs

I feel like I kind of play myself in pen and papers. I play a female character and am quite feminine for a dude. And I play very methodical, careful and always find creative strategies to solve problems. The last one is something I havent really reflected about myself, that that is something I may or may not do. Maybe I should also explore different faceits of my personality... or I am already quite settled...

@Judy2 Damn, I had no idea something like this existed ... Well, if you imagine to be a fairy good enough whats the difference.

I recently started diving into fantasy games like pen and papers, magic and stuff like that. And when playing these games I started to notice some things which are spiritually relevant. For one, when I am into an imagined mission in pen and papers, I take decisions and consequences in this imagined world more serious then I would have thought. Like when something goes wrong or if we enter a dangerous situation it feels a bit unnerving and there is a thrill to it. You also feel things like guilt when you do immoral things in this imgagined world. Of course to a lesser degree. But this makes it a bit transparent that the "real world" is simply a deeper imagination. Also when you live in a world with dragons, goblins, werewolfes and so on these things can feel kind of real. Like they are almost part of this world. ... I love some artwork in magic btw.

Magic cards can be so cool. I missed out on the whole fantasy sphere.

What about the military, would they ever disobey orders?