Jannes

I still didnt get an answer for my email I wrote about a week ago explaining my case. It feels so long that I already begin to feel that I wont get an answer. But I likely will.

A part of my soul sorta left my body the last couple of weeks. Which is also why I didnt write that much in my journal. That and shame that others read about it. I know this is my safe space but I know some lurkers read my journal from time to time and I was ashamed of it. Anyway I already introduced the topic before, I am just quoting this from time to time here and try to write without holding back.

My task till that day is too look for what I did wrong to get bad results. Well I am trying to do that for as long as I practice. I usually notice differences when things outside, like social dynamics, change.

My RV session SUCKED today. I was completly out of it because I couldnt practice as well the last couple of days. I should now write him after 10 hours of practice for our next coaching session. Darn ..

LOL , I just had such a symbolic dream. I was in the classroom and one of the guys there I knew from back then asked for a friendly fist bump which he got. Then my bully asked for one as well. I declined saying that he was a bully which seemed to have struck him very deeply. He sat that and took it like a massive hit he needed to process. I always felt bad for him. It seemed like just before tears rolled out his eyes he changed seats. LOLOLOL LOLOLOL LOLOL Dreams with my ex-bully always carried a lot of meaning and showed how I developed and overcame what I was forced to be back then.

I like the white shirts of Peter Ralston. I would look like a wanna-be saint with those though.

BRRRT

I just said what its function is, I didnt comment on wether that is a good thing or not ... I dont think society would change in such ways, no one would be really happy with that, not even the women. Look at the tradwive movement as a counter movement.

You know me so well that I am predictable to you? Well I exaggerated my point a bit but the "blue pill" helps to hold society together morally. Your claims about incels are very interesting, can you back them up with data?

To hold society together. Otherwise incels would start a civil war.

No

I dared to go to my social spot again. Everything was good. Although I was scared SHE or someone of her gang would show up. I had quite a lot of fear actually and it will take a while until things will return to normal. But I feel like I am getting my voice back. My internal voice as well, I was too pulled into this survival situation.

For how long have you been doing it? What is your experience with it? I am not sure what to think about this mind reading stuff. Her orange glasses look super cool but make her look like a performer, but thats just a small detail.

OMG the post truth AI slop

Havent watched Harry Potter but this is hilarious