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@integral still broken, you cant see the ranks

Black pressures check mate in 1 so white can only get out of the situation with continuely giving checks each turn. Rook to a8 forces King g7. Rook g8 forces King h6. Check Mate in 1 is prevented. ... Bichop to d1 blocks the Kings way out and pressures check mate in 2 with Rook to g6 the following turn. To prevent this black can only stall with moving the black pawn to g4, but that can be taken out with the Bishop. Black can also attempt to trade Rooks with Rook to g7 but that seals the fate as it blocks the kings way out for the finisher Rook to h8. Have I missed something?

Men my working memory is shit. I remember I could imagine some frequenes in my head back in the day, now its hard to imagine just a few steps if I dont see it directly in front of me. Its like I lost half my eyesight. Wtf happened to my brain.. Will try puzzles under different circumstances, with adhd medication, with body doubling and see if it has any effect.

Black pressures check mate in 1 so white can only get out of the situation with continuely giving checks each turn. Rook to a8 forces King g7. Rook g8 forces King h6. Check Mate in 1 is prevented. Does the puzzle continue?

From what I know Lesnar didnt have great charisma and acting though. His success in UFC is very unusal but comes from his actual wrestling background where he was very gifted at, not WWE.

When I came home I was like, now I want to play a Rom-Hack of Pkmn Soul Silver for some reason. Doing some chess puzzles now and getting back to my usual state.

So I actually drove to old old theatre club. I was pretty late though but in the last 10 minutes on my bike I realized that I had a good shot of actually making it in time so my body slowed down. I felt so overwhelmed emotionally and without any strategy on how to fight through it or gain control. I arrived basically a minute to late and the door was already closed. I dared to drive on the front yard and make a turn. Key insights are. When I was actually there and there seemed to be no going back, I actually didnt feel any anxiety anymore. And also a huge chunk of my personality was invested into this place. So when I left I cut this part of my personality out. I found myself being more playful at the grocerie store afterwards, much came back to the surface for a moment.

No post more newbie puzzles please.

I was in a f+ once with an obedient girl how you imagine it. I felt so lonely.

@Butters So you like to guide is what I am hearing?

Slept about 10 hours. I am in a constant state of emotional overwhelm. Would like to just not go to the old theatre club but that feels so wrong.

So.. they want to give shit to some big names to satisfy the public and to distract from Trump?

You found it!! 🥳

I think the reality of my social situation is that there is a fragment of myself which seems to ugly to look at. A part of myself is like a lost child. But in all other social areas I am well developed. I would need to find someone in the same situation. Thats why I felt so attatched to a few people, because I felt like they have the same dysbalance. Well right now I know people like this, but they lack behind across the board, not just in a few areas.

Whats great about it though is that at least there is full transparency that some things ARE hidden and roughly to which extend things are hidden as you can count the blank pages.