I have no clue

Hey leo it feels like the people around me feel like just materials and there is no difference from my mom and a stray dog as my dog and my mom where just concepts and stories I told myself .if the identy of My mom which my mind formed was stripped away from my mom there would be literally no difference between her and a stray dog

This means everything in society was a label I created in my mind so all my life I have been stumbling around with my label thinking I was awakening actually I was distracted by society

Recently on my psychedelic trip I became directly aware of how consciousness diluded itself that it's the ego and made a separation between subject and object and that in reality everything is one It's like I was pure consciousness when I was a baby then consciousness deluded itself and formed an ego then after I broke out of the ilutuon for a moment I realised that I was back to the state of consciousness I was at when I was a child but this time I was aware of my connection to being It's been 2 days since my trip and now I don't feel it as intensely as I had felt it during the time of tripping but the lesson is embedded in my psyche How do I move forward from this point leo what should my course of action be

I just got a taste of it

It's funny how this truth was right in front of me this whole time ? I was so clueless

I am also aware of the distraction is it possible that I could still get distracted by the ego and loose touch or forget this powerful insight Btw I can't even look at my mother the same way anymore I see my mother I see pure consciousness diluded by the ego

Holy shit leo it happened to me a full blown loss of who I am it's like me as a human no longer exists but me as a consciousness does in the human body I'm experiencing universal consciousness now am really finding it hard coming down to the level of every one around me But I wanna let them know that this exists without them thinking I've completely lost it I seriously think I have at this point

@Leo Gura I'm sorry I ever doubted you

@Leo Gura is there more to realise in this 3d material existence or does it stop with this I'm just 21 and am from India psychedelics are illegal here and those who do get them get them only to party or fuck up. I was into meditation and psycedelics for spiritual purposes and I would watch your videos but I never truly understood the profound meaning behind the stuff you said

@Leo Gura daym I feel super lost yet found at the same time it literally came to a point that i had to scoop low to human consciousness when speaking to people I thought I was having a full on manic episode lol It's all a great big hallucination daym How do I move forward from this?