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@Consilience Peace my friend

@Consilience It's all a game there is nothing to know it's a mystery there is only consciousness and consciousness is awake there is no relative world it's all appearance there is no states of consciousness it's all bullshit there is just consciousness observing itself

@vizual Haha

@Holygrail It's just an appearance

I got a question does god have any identity or it's beyond that and is just nothing cause aren't desires or being bored of infinity and totality to create a universe to play a game with yourself to realize your own magnitude and greatness aspects of some identity ? or is it just the biggest identity in the entire universe and therefore it's every possible identity and it has a self my ultimate question is is god tied with a self and identity or it's beyond that or it is them but nothing is beyond that so it is an actual being and entity and has an identity and self and these aren't just human constructs

@The0Self What the difference between illusion and reality if there isn't then it both real and illusion at the same time

@The0Self Alright but what about freedom itself

@The0Self Why freedom isn't an illusion but everything else is and more importantly what's even an illusion it's also nothing and a construct of the mind

@The0Self Doesn't this mean illusion itself is also an illusion

@The0Self And also what appears to be happening is boundless freedom but it's just an illusion is that right ?

@The0Self Ok I appear to understand what you appeared to say but didn't really actually it was an illusion anyway so I wanna make this illusion now of a question which is is your apparent experience of being closer as an illusion to just being by this and appears to be more conscious ?

@The0Self How is your apparent I's life changing by looking at everything as absolute I'm curious and asking this from your apparent I personally and what do you personally practice

@TheLoneSage Sure

@The0Self You saying it's impossible to know nothingness ? but how do you know that it's impossible to know isn't that itself knowing what's not knowable ?

@The0Self What do you mean nope

@Seraphim Thanks for the info but I sense a problem within this model which is the idea to experience more than it's being if god is total and whole the concept of more isn't a satisfying answer to this and also then suggests time which again is creating the concept of time so the ultimate question here remains god is already everything and infinite but at the same time is creating stuff so were duality and singularity always the same and are always the same yeah I think i thought of an answer to this later question that i wanted to ask myself which is there is no end or beginning and it's a beautiful paradox

@JuliusCaesar Wow of course thank you

So whatever I think of or imagine in my mind is possible and not only that it is real maybe in some parallel universe or it can be real in this universe and by whatever it literally means whatever so if I imagined once that after realizing all of this I killed myself then it happened or if I imagined god is part of a simulation it could be in some universe a simulation that creates the illusion of god being the simulator I mean this is what infinity means every thought is possible and that's honestly terrifying and scary because you can feel literally out of control of your actions but at the same time you are and always were the only one in control of not only your actions but everything this feels like I'm loosing my mind like Leo said some days I get depressed and suicidal by these thoughts and the next day I will feel more powerful and in control of my life than ever how can I be grounded in my thoughts and not go crazy I don't even know if I need help or not I may but at the same time I may not it's all my own thoughts and nobody outside of me could help me I'm the one responsible for creating them honestly every possibility being actually possible is so terrifying and scary for me and surely it could be for someone else too but it scares me so much that makes me think my psychology maybe is not mature enough that's the reason for it but then again I don't know if it is then how can I fix it to not be this scary at times if somebody knows about my situation I would be glad to have their perspective and opinion on this

@Leo Gura So I got another question Love is accepting everything as it is then and just being but the nature of reality is change and what if you want to change someone or some situation or yourself does Love mean you can do that but whatever happened if it changed as you wished or not you accept it ? then if so where is the line of how much you try to change and then accept whatever result is made

I got a question if God is live and goodness and is not evil and hate because evil and hate does not exist why Leo says god is love and goodness those do not exist either why would any concept exist for god when it's nothing ?

@Windappreciator Sure

@Nahm Thanks again for the reminder

@Windappreciator I have listened to him before yes but I don't remember much I know he's a DJ

@Breakingthewall Thank you

@Nahm Thanks these you posted I feel like is going to help for sure thank you