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@Shin Didn't understand what you meant

@Nahm Did I ??

@Brandon Nankivell Oh I've seen this before but I don't remember it very well maybe I should watch it again thank you

@Gili Trawangan Well yes but actually no I don't know

@Gili Trawangan That’s an easy answer wtf ?

Is there really a reason for our meditation and the doing of meditation or psychedelics or reason is only something that gets created when we think about it I don't really know ??

I've had some awakening not so intense but like getting almost out of my body experience right before I sleep almost every night and sometimes in my sleep I suddenly become aware and realize that I'm awake now and get the same experience like it feels like I'm getting out of my body I wonder what's that about and how would I realize it better when it happens again thank you

@GreenWoods Oh great sure thank you

@noticeom

@noticeom Yeah it sounds like astral projection from what I know about astral projection but I don't know if I believe in that stuff in the end though it's not about the beliefs it's about the experience itself it definitely was like astral projection

@Nahm You mean the thought of something leaving the body ? hmmm wow actually this was so helpful thank you

@impulse9 Great I'm trying to let go of the resistance little by little thank you if it is what I think it is my mind just resists it cause of it's fear of dying

@Nahm Yeah i guess there is a belief of a soul in the body which is not the body and is temporarily in the body and the mind it's none of them but it's the one that is creating both of them but it's like more than a belief to me not the word "soul" part but I experienced not feeling my body anymore before when I took 3 grams of mushrooms and meditated I was in some kind of void and saw a white light but didn't feel a body or gravity at all so to summarize it happens sometimes again if I concentrate after that experience that I had but I resist it happening when my body starts to become weightless I don't even know myself about my beliefs to be honest actually I mostly say to my mind nothing matters

@Nahm I feel like I'm suddenly coming out of my body and I resist that

@Nahm I don't know it happens sometimes suddenly I become aware before I go to sleep mode and sometimes in my sleep but i can feel myself resisting it and when it's starting to happen and it doesn't fully happen maybe

@GreenWoods What's OBE ?

Lately from my little meditations that I've done (I'm saying this just to clarify that I have not much experience with this) I realized whatever comes to my mind when I use this statement "It doesn't matter" it makes me suddenly more aware of myself and no matter what deep thought about anything comes to my mind I just say to my thoughts it doesn't matter for example it doesn't matter if I die or not it doesn't matter if this reality is imaginary or not it doesn't matter if I'm infinite and unlimited I swear to fucking god which is myself it boosts my awareness up so much I'm sure this statement would be a great help for a lot of people to let go of the thoughts that comes to mind and become more aware it just is actually scary and terrifying sometimes how quickly it can make me realize awareness and I catch myself sometimes trying to not let go off my resistance to more awareness because it's so sudden sometimes it make me scared but this statement was a great help for me whenever I used it to meditate or even in my trip with mushrooms it was this statement that made me have some breakthrough

@gettoefl Yeah still trying on that relative subject to find the things that matters to me and create them I don't have an answer actually for that even for myself

@Flowerfaeiry Oh it is practical in my experience at least it was till now whenever I feel my ego rising up to hold on and cling to things and conversations I remind myself that this is all my illusion and I'm actually everything that's happening which makes a big difference in the outcome of the energy in that situation

@Tyler Durden Who doesn't feel satisfied with whom ? there is no you or others to feel satisfied with you or their behaviors

@Tyler Durden No there is no reason for that to happen it's a high expectation of yourself and other people's behavior you are putting to reality in the name of everything being consciousness and god there is no point in putting this expectation to reality

@iboughtleosbooklist great

@Tyler Durden Why would their behavior change ?

@Flowerfaeiry Yeah that's a good thing to keep in mind too thank you

@The0Self Great thanks