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Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@noticeom -
Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@noticeom Yeah it sounds like astral projection from what I know about astral projection but I don't know if I believe in that stuff in the end though it's not about the beliefs it's about the experience itself it definitely was like astral projection -
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@Nahm You mean the thought of something leaving the body ? hmmm wow actually this was so helpful thank you -
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@impulse9 Great I'm trying to let go of the resistance little by little thank you if it is what I think it is my mind just resists it cause of it's fear of dying -
Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Nahm Yeah i guess there is a belief of a soul in the body which is not the body and is temporarily in the body and the mind it's none of them but it's the one that is creating both of them but it's like more than a belief to me not the word "soul" part but I experienced not feeling my body anymore before when I took 3 grams of mushrooms and meditated I was in some kind of void and saw a white light but didn't feel a body or gravity at all so to summarize it happens sometimes again if I concentrate after that experience that I had but I resist it happening when my body starts to become weightless I don't even know myself about my beliefs to be honest actually I mostly say to my mind nothing matters -
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@Nahm I feel like I'm suddenly coming out of my body and I resist that -
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@Nahm I don't know it happens sometimes suddenly I become aware before I go to sleep mode and sometimes in my sleep but i can feel myself resisting it and when it's starting to happen and it doesn't fully happen maybe -
Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@GreenWoods What's OBE ? -
Lately from my little meditations that I've done (I'm saying this just to clarify that I have not much experience with this) I realized whatever comes to my mind when I use this statement "It doesn't matter" it makes me suddenly more aware of myself and no matter what deep thought about anything comes to my mind I just say to my thoughts it doesn't matter for example it doesn't matter if I die or not it doesn't matter if this reality is imaginary or not it doesn't matter if I'm infinite and unlimited I swear to fucking god which is myself it boosts my awareness up so much I'm sure this statement would be a great help for a lot of people to let go of the thoughts that comes to mind and become more aware it just is actually scary and terrifying sometimes how quickly it can make me realize awareness and I catch myself sometimes trying to not let go off my resistance to more awareness because it's so sudden sometimes it make me scared but this statement was a great help for me whenever I used it to meditate or even in my trip with mushrooms it was this statement that made me have some breakthrough
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Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@gettoefl Yeah still trying on that relative subject to find the things that matters to me and create them I don't have an answer actually for that even for myself -
Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Flowerfaeiry Oh it is practical in my experience at least it was till now whenever I feel my ego rising up to hold on and cling to things and conversations I remind myself that this is all my illusion and I'm actually everything that's happening which makes a big difference in the outcome of the energy in that situation -
Atb210201 replied to Tyler Durden's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Tyler Durden Who doesn't feel satisfied with whom ? there is no you or others to feel satisfied with you or their behaviors -
Atb210201 replied to Tyler Durden's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Tyler Durden No there is no reason for that to happen it's a high expectation of yourself and other people's behavior you are putting to reality in the name of everything being consciousness and god there is no point in putting this expectation to reality -
Atb210201 replied to iboughtleosbooklist's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@iboughtleosbooklist great -
Atb210201 replied to Tyler Durden's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Tyler Durden Why would their behavior change ? -
Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Flowerfaeiry Yeah that's a good thing to keep in mind too thank you -
Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@The0Self Great thanks -
Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It's funny the topic title itself doesn't actually matter so the word importance is just a word to say nothing is important -
Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@GreenWoods -
I'm typing and moving my fingers and my hands and I'm thinking what to type and words and sentences come to my mind and get typed by the movement of my hands and my fingers and all this movements of my hands and fingers of my physical body and all these thoughts that occurs in my mind all of these I am creating them another field of me which is neither physical nor mind it's none of them and it's creating both of them both of these movements of my body and thoughts of my mind which is being created by another field of me is still me creating them every piece of them is being created by this other field of me which is not separate from me it's still me doing all these in all and all I'm not these physical movements and these thoughts all of these are being created by this other aspect of me this field of me that is beyond my body and my mind and is in control of my movements and my thoughts this field of me knows it just knows PS : this is not a question it's just something I became aware of and wanted to share in an attempt of being poetic about it Namaste
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Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@GreenWoods I'm grateful for this great comment of yours All the Love in the world to you -
Atb210201 replied to Atb210201's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I acknowledge now that this is misleading thanks to all of you and many others. You can't deny the waves of the Ocean and just say there is only ocean there is no wave there is a sense of uniqueness in all of us yet at the same time we're all nobody and unique aspects of nothing -
There is no one to awaken