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Nobody knows if they are alive the next day or not But Hope is so strong

The situation here is so war like that I myself might not be alive tomorrow or anybody else It's a real war zone here

This is a Revolution happening in IRAN RIGHT NOW........

And all the national television channels are also full of shit and only lies are being shown there this is revealed for the young generation and is so clear for us that it's not even a case for discussion here anymore The government and all of it's allies are just full of shit and lie so easily after another lie in the name of God and Islam and blame all the problems on quote on quote "Enemy" as if they never make any mistakes ever The situation here is so frustrating with the government and the idiot fans/slaves of the government but the awareness of our people is outstanding against them and there is lots of hope in everybody to cast them out of our country

Not to mention the government is filtering and limiting the access to the internet very hard and censorship is also very very much happening here But everybody is buying VPN connections to use to connect to the international internet The government is doing everything it can to limit people's access to the internet because they are afraid of the content that is being shared on the internet and they so hilariously say that the internet is an evil thing and is playing with the emotions of the young generation and therefore it should be limited The same internet that they themselves use for their own side and their own benefit

I'm dealing with my girlfriend's expectations of me and this is not a new thing we've been in relationship for 10 months and everytime something happens and she gets bothered by me or hurt by what I did she becomes totally loose and just gives me hard time all the time and I always try to understand and love and accept her sadness towards me and accept my faults and the things I did or said that have hurt her and talk to her about them and telling her that I would work on my behavior to make it better for our relationship and for her and I mean I really feel for her and stay calm with her and try to stay conscious to not say things out of my own selfishness and really try to make it better for her but I'm feeling everytime I'm doing it now and everytime we get into a new argument about something she just gets more and more disappointed with me and blames me more and more for not realizing her emotions yet after all the time we had been together and makes it harder and harder and harder for me Even for the things I have not done she gets bothered sometimes Like tonight she got bothered for me not being supportive of her reacting furiously to a guy who said something about her which I thought was true from his perspective but she got hurt that I did not support her in their argument and is still mad at me right now after all I did was to try to figure out why she was sad and make it up to her but she doesn't want anything from me anymore not my understanding of her situation not my promises not me trying to tell her that I think she shouldn't have been the one starting an argument with that guy no nothing I just feel like sometimes she just isn't aware of some of her own behaviors and even if I tried to tell her about this issue she would get mad and call me you just think you know everything and just get upset and cold on me I don't know is there a problem in me that she's acting this way all the time even though I always stay calm and try to work things out maybe there is But also if she should become more aware of her self can I trust that she will naturally become more aware of her self as we keep going or I should make her more aware of herself by telling her some of her blindspots which if I do I'm now always afraid that she takes them the wrong way and get more mad at me for pointing out to her that some of her behaviors are also childish sometimes I don't really know at this point what should I do I've let it go for now

This piece of the puzzle just doesn't make much sense to me that when you are in the waking state you are awareness itself that is experiencing the world and itself as the world but in the deep sleep state of nothingness you don't even exist as awareness there is literally no you in that state to experience anything so how is everything consciousness and awareness when in the deep sleep state there is no you no experiencer no world no nothing and no consciousness and awareness also? my main question is how can that also be awareness and consciousness if there is no thing? can consciousness and awareness be only a product of experience and a you and the world? and if so then they can't be the fundamental reality because there is a state where they are not there

@Ulax Thanks very much❤️

@Nilsi Your words were helpful a lot actually I'm gonna think about them for sure thank you

@VeganAwake Thank you this was great❤️

@Someone here Hahaaa That was funny?

@Raze He's just talking about candy what does it have to do with the topic?

@Ulax I don't like these relationship lables I prefer sadhguru's insights on relationships more than anything else he says relationships are never absolute they are variables that needs to be taken care of and nourished all the time and if you love someone you're willing to compromise everything with them But i would definitely check what you've suggested too thank you

@NoSelfSelf We just talked and everything is fine

@NoSelfSelf I do put some expectations on her too this is not the job of only one person in any relationship to say only men should do this or only women should do this come on it's not a one way street it's a relationship we care about each other so we try to save the relationship all the time I just have been noticing some of her behaviors that I thought to myself also that was gonna make our relationship hard later on but now that I reflect on it again it's okay anything that happens I'll be more straight forward with her and this it self will solve most of the problems Thank you though I really appreciate your comments

@NoSelfSelf no man that's not good advice thank you

@NoSelfSelf I don't know when it comes to being conscious in every situation I should be one to put her on more importance than anyone else in relative situations I want to make our relationship better but I still want to be integrated within myself in judging every situation consciously and I feel like sometimes when I try to do that she wants me to put more importance on her

@VeganAwake But what about sadhguru or other gurus that say you shouldn't be talking about the things that are not yet in your experience well that means that their experience of living is different it is known and embodied for them or is it not I mean I can't know that for sure I'm not in their experience or maybe their experience is also not different from others and it's just more peaceful not something physical that could be different Because the way I interpret from some gurus is that even their physical experience could be different from others and they not only feel their body but also can expand their senses to feel their surroundings Sadhguru says it's possible to know if you really want to know and to know it it becomes your experience and transforms you at least that's what i interpret from him

@Leo Gura Yes this is a real possibility I contemplate about that thank you

@Leo Gura So then the formlessness that we experience in the deep sleep is just an imaginary thing made by consciousness itself Because that formlessness is not an idea it is really nothing with no experiencer to experience anything at all and if that is the case then this right here and now and that dreamless state of no experiencer are both the same formlessness and not different from eachother

@LSD-Rumi Yeah I also became like that in my sleep some time ago but it was different for me I became conscious in my dreams not in the dreamless state

@Leo Gura Which means I'm imagining formlessness Hah that's some food for thought

@Someone here Thank you so much I'm feeling some relief now

@Someone here Yes I've been thinking and observing the same things that you just said in myself And I'm 23 and I have a girlfriend and I want to marry her and build and share my life with her But I still feel unsatisfied sometimes with my spirituality and feel like what's the point of everything and there is no point in anything and I get so frustrated with myself it just becomes so heavy sometimes you know:)) Thank you for being with me and answering me though I really appreciate your comments on my situation and sometimes I just really hate my mind that it always wants to be a step ahead of everyone and itself (as if that's possible) but I hate it when I see it always is predicting the future and also everyone else's answers to say to them if they figured something about it that it already knew what they were gonna say and beat them

@Someone here because I really wanna know it I'm tired of all the things I've heard from all the teachers I'm tired of not being sure of it myself and questioning and doubting every thought and concepts I've heard I also had a mystical experience on mushrooms a year ago myself and I also doubt that I don't know I'm sometimes in conflict with my mind and I really really wanna know the raw truth beyond any room for any doubt to arise in my mind