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What's your good trait? You certainly have one or some. Focus on that.

99 Names of Allah (God): 1- The All-Compassionate 2- The All-Merciful 3- The Absolute Ruler (The King) 4- The Pure One (The Holy) 5- The Source of Peace 6- The Inspirer of Faith 7- The Guardian 8- The Almighty 9- The Compeller 10- The Majestic 11- The Creator 12- The Maker of Order 13- The Fashioner of Things 14- The Repeatedly Forgiving 15- The Subduer 16- The Bestower 17- The Sustainer 18- The Victory Giver (The Opener) 19- The All-Knowing 20- The Restrainer 21- The Extender 22- The Abaser 23- The Exalter 24- The Giver of Honor 25- The Giver of Dishonor 26- The All-Hearing 27- The All-Seeing 28- The Judge 29- The Just 30- The Gentle 31- The All-Aware 32- The Forebearing 33- The Magnificent 34- The Much Forgiving (The Hider of Faults) 35- The Most Appreciative 36- The Highest 37- The Greatest 38- The Preserver 39- The Nourisher 40- The Reckoner 41- The Mighty 42- The Bountiful 43- The Watchful One 44- The Responsive 45- The Boundless 46- The Wise 47- The Loving 48- The Eminent 49- The Ressurecter 50- The Witness 51- The Truth 52- The Trustee 53- The Possessor of All Strength 54- The Firm 55- The Governor 56- The Praiseworthy 57- The Appraiser 58- The Initiator of All 59- The Restorer 60- The Giver of Life 61- The Taker of Life 62- The Ever-Living 63- The Self-Existing 64- The Perceiver 65- The Glorious 66- The Unique (The Single) 67- The One (The Invisible) 68- The Eternal (The Satisfier of All Needs) / The Refuge 69- The All-Powerful 70- The Omnipotent 71- The Expediter 72- The Delayer 73- The First 74- The Last 75- The Manifest 76- The Hidden 77- The Protecting Friend 78- The Supreme 79- The Doer of Good 80- The Ever-Pardoning 81- The Avenger 82- The Guide to Repentance 83- The Kind 84- The Owner of All 85- The Lord of Majesty and Bounty 86- The Equitable 87- The Gatherer (The Unifier) 88- The Rich (The Self Sufficient) 89- The Enricher 90- The Withholder 91- The Distresser 92- The Source of Good 93- The Light 94- The Guide 95- The Originator 96- The Everlasting 97- The Inheritor of All 98- The Righteous Teacher 99- The Most Patient

Let yourself go through a process of grief and reflection. You'll come out of it and figure out what to do. Don't worry about it. All is well.

They are different. There is a you in high states of consciousness and you experience everything as yourself in that state. It's not like deep sleep; if you were able to stay awake and aware in your deep sleep then they would be the same.

When we say something is eternal we are saying it has no beginning and no end or it has no birth and no death. So whatever has a beginning and an end is below that. The eternal one is above everything that can appear and disappear because it doesn't appear or disappear. So of course it encompasses anything that appears and disappears. It's the one giving birth to everything. It's the one before everything. It's the first cause.

Don't think about others. See how you can satisfy your sexual impulses right now yourself. And work towards that. No need to feel depressed about it. Just try your best And get the results you want; work towards it.

How do you know you would've enjoyed it if it had happened to you? Do you think those kids enjoy it? What does a kid even know about sex? It's an act of rape on those grown womans part as far as I'm concerned It's not any different from any other kinds of rape or pedophilia.

It's good for you that you've grown out of it. Better things are on the way. Have faith in that.

Sorry but didn't quite get it yet. Are you saying grown women fucking kids is making you jealous of those kids and you also wanted this to happen to you when you were a kid?

Just try to love yourself and also do some service for the people you love and are dear to you at the same time as best as you can, if you can; it is very meaningful. Don't put pressure on yourself for anything if you don't feel like doing anything don't and if you do feel like doing something do it. You are always heard at least in this forum if not anywhere else if you give us time and space to help you we will for sure not let you down. I have faith in all the people in this forum as they will be as helpful to anyone here as they can. You do to and also if you need any help from others you know that could help you get help from them too. Be strong my friend. We're here for you. Your path is unique and will blossom itself just give it time and see.

Sorry for your loss. But you didn't actually lose her though in truth. Talk to her in your alone time. She hears you and you can ask her why and the answer will be given to you. And you'd understand the why and you just have to be sure in your own heart that she's in a good place now not suffering anymore.

What about it is making you suicidal exactly? Can you be a little more specific please? What does it got to do with you? I'm genuinely asking because I couldn't quite get it.

You only ever trust to the degree that you can. And if you feel you can trust more than you already are trusting; then you trust more. Trust happens little by little. When you see their actions you develop trust little by little.

Remember death. How can you forget something which itself doesn't forget you and how can you want a world which doesn't give you time! The dead you've seen are such preachers themselves whom make you needless of any other preacher. Imam Ali

Last night I learned how to be a lover of God. To live in this world and call nothing my own. Rumi

Be like a tree. Let the dead leaves drop. Rumi

Thank you😇🙏

Alright my friend have a nice nonsensical life brother

Well alright but say goodbye to your peace of mind my friend

Your only problem here is that you cannot just trust the Intelligence of the Universe, and you are doubtful and fearful about it. I'm saying just trust it and everything will be fine.

Bro you cannot know the answer to everything unless you completely die so then God or Existence would reveal everything to you. So if you haven't died yet and you're like me then just accept that one day after you've died you'll know all the answers then.

Golden analogy

What's the problem here?

Just accept that there is a logic to existence that you may not understand yet or even you may not ever understand. But trust the fact that there is logic and reason and intelligence behind it all. You cannot get logic and reason and intelligence out of something that lacks logic and reason and intelligence.

Do you not see that Allah knows whatever is in the heavens and whatever is on the earth? If three converse privately, He is their fourth. If five, He is their sixth. Whether fewer or more, He is with them wherever they may be. Then, on the Day of Judgment, He will inform them of what they have done. Surely Allah has ˹perfect˺ knowledge of all things. Quran 58:7