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Don't think about others. See how you can satisfy your sexual impulses right now yourself. And work towards that. No need to feel depressed about it. Just try your best And get the results you want; work towards it.

How do you know you would've enjoyed it if it had happened to you? Do you think those kids enjoy it? What does a kid even know about sex? It's an act of rape on those grown womans part as far as I'm concerned It's not any different from any other kinds of rape or pedophilia.

It's good for you that you've grown out of it. Better things are on the way. Have faith in that.

Sorry but didn't quite get it yet. Are you saying grown women fucking kids is making you jealous of those kids and you also wanted this to happen to you when you were a kid?

Just try to love yourself and also do some service for the people you love and are dear to you at the same time as best as you can, if you can; it is very meaningful. Don't put pressure on yourself for anything if you don't feel like doing anything don't and if you do feel like doing something do it. You are always heard at least in this forum if not anywhere else if you give us time and space to help you we will for sure not let you down. I have faith in all the people in this forum as they will be as helpful to anyone here as they can. You do to and also if you need any help from others you know that could help you get help from them too. Be strong my friend. We're here for you. Your path is unique and will blossom itself just give it time and see.

Sorry for your loss. But you didn't actually lose her though in truth. Talk to her in your alone time. She hears you and you can ask her why and the answer will be given to you. And you'd understand the why and you just have to be sure in your own heart that she's in a good place now not suffering anymore.

What about it is making you suicidal exactly? Can you be a little more specific please? What does it got to do with you? I'm genuinely asking because I couldn't quite get it.

You only ever trust to the degree that you can. And if you feel you can trust more than you already are trusting; then you trust more. Trust happens little by little. When you see their actions you develop trust little by little.

Remember death. How can you forget something which itself doesn't forget you and how can you want a world which doesn't give you time! The dead you've seen are such preachers themselves whom make you needless of any other preacher. Imam Ali

Last night I learned how to be a lover of God. To live in this world and call nothing my own. Rumi

Be like a tree. Let the dead leaves drop. Rumi

Thank you😇🙏

Alright my friend have a nice nonsensical life brother

Well alright but say goodbye to your peace of mind my friend

Your only problem here is that you cannot just trust the Intelligence of the Universe, and you are doubtful and fearful about it. I'm saying just trust it and everything will be fine.

Bro you cannot know the answer to everything unless you completely die so then God or Existence would reveal everything to you. So if you haven't died yet and you're like me then just accept that one day after you've died you'll know all the answers then.

Golden analogy

What's the problem here?

Just accept that there is a logic to existence that you may not understand yet or even you may not ever understand. But trust the fact that there is logic and reason and intelligence behind it all. You cannot get logic and reason and intelligence out of something that lacks logic and reason and intelligence.

Do you not see that Allah knows whatever is in the heavens and whatever is on the earth? If three converse privately, He is their fourth. If five, He is their sixth. Whether fewer or more, He is with them wherever they may be. Then, on the Day of Judgment, He will inform them of what they have done. Surely Allah has ˹perfect˺ knowledge of all things. Quran 58:7

Tear down the mosque, the temple, everything in sight. But don’t break a human heart. For that is where God resides. Bulleh Shah

And what silence would take over the world if everyone spoke as much as they act. Imam Ali

This world is a prison and we're prisoners. Dig this prison deeply and free yourself from it. Rumi

And this breath continues to steal our lives little by little from the prison of the world. Rumi

Once dust, you're now spirit. Once ignorant, now wise. He who has led you so far, will guide you further. Rumi