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With what you've written I would say you're an agnostic yes. That would be your stance you just don't know and are not sure about anything yet other than your ignorance.

You are not alone. You are connected to everyone. Change your perspective.

You can find paradoxes in these statements: Everything is relative (except this statement) Everything is False (except this statement) Everything is wrong (except this statement) Everything is rejected (except this statement) Everything is a lie (except this statement) But you cannot find paradoxes in these statements: Everything is Absolute. Everything is True. Everything is Right. Everything is Accepted. Everything is a Truth. Get the help of your logic and you'll see the first statements all defied logic and contradicted themselves; but the second statements all cannot be illogical and contradictory at the very least. This is basic logic 101. You can't even find logical faults in the second statements or logically disprove them. And paradox is when something isn't logical.

Great stuff by a famous YouTube Jewish Rabbi.

He is The First and The Last, The Manifest and The Hidden, The Inner and The Outer. And He has Perfect Knowledge of All things. Quran 57:3

If you have pain seek the cure within yourself Cause your pain is your cure Shah Nematallah Vali

Your Soul is the space within you that transcends time, age, and the impermanence of matter. It is the immortal fire that burns beyond all change, the purest substance that defines your true essence. While the body shifts and the mind transforms, the Soul remains untouched, the guardian of your deepest wisdom and infinite potential. To rediscover it is to remember who you have always been, beyond the illusions of earthly life. (Not by me)

Ah sure you mean everything is predetermined. Sure of course it is.

What do you mean?

For motivation you need fear or passion. Fear of not achieving something or passion of doing something. That's where motivation lies for anything. And sometimes you don't feel like doing anything that's a phase too. A season or chapter of your life that has to be lived. It will also end. You'll rise up again. Stronger than ever before.

Indifference is good too sometimes you need to be indifferent.

The mind is bizarre you're right.

You need to find real heartfelt meaning in your sufferings.

Glad to hear it.

Live a good life everyday because the stage 4 cancer guy wants you to. Love you all❤️