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@Loving Radiance Interesting question. In my experience awakening has been the opposite of depersonalization. More and more you see everything as you. It's not a loss of personal identity but an expansion of your sense of self.

It is quite profound when you realize we are actually always dreaming. Dreams within dreams.

@Ineedanswers "If we are one,why cant i see and experience what you see and experience?" You could, but you have chosen to limit your ability to perceive in this way to have the experience of being a single individual.

@Hugo Oliveira Something that helped me tremendously was carefully examining and changing all the limiting beliefs about myself and the world I had accepted or bought into. Your dominant beliefs, assumptions and expectations shapes the life you experience. When you align your beliefs, assumptions and expectations with your desires, you will experience them.

@Lyubov Gaba, theanine, magnesium.

@Adodd I take Ashwagandha. It has many benefits, but I never noticed any increase in libido from it. Maca and pine pollen have both been effective for libido.

@Vibroverse Something that will help you is to look at the beliefs you have that make you feel you need to escape this reality. You can enjoy an extraordinary life right here.

"All you ever want is love" True if you expand what you call love to include everything.

@Leo Gura Reality being infinite imagination seems to create a challenge in discerning what is truth? Using the example of taking psychedelics to discover truth. If we actually have never taken any psychedelics, we only imagined we did, then our trips and all insights we gained were all imagined as well. If this is the case, what do we use as our barometer for discerning truth? This makes me think of people who say all truths or perspectives are true. As someone who has been a passionate seeker of understanding and truth most of my life, that isn't satisfying.

@Godishere In my personal experience and exploration of this, there is no death. Even the common term the after-life is not accurate, there is only life. As far as God realization after withdrawing your focus from this human experience, that seems to be a very individual thing. Most seem to enter another layer of the dream that is very similar to the reality they just left and will have to "die" many more times to reach God realization.

@Vibroverse Interesting question. No one really knows. My intuitive feeling is it continues to exist. What we call waking up is just a shift of focus of your consciousness. This is why you can experience waking up and being able to fall back asleep and reenter the same dream.

@thenondualtankie This isn't something you have to work at. It will be a natural byproduct of your evolution.

@CodyXarex A lot of what you are experiencing is emotional immaturity. This will change with time as you begin to date older women. There are a lot of amazing woman in the world who don't play silly games. Be patient, you will find one.

@Gregory1 That is an interesting perspective. Thank you! For me, when I experienced that state my desire to create sprang from immense joy, not any sense of loneliness. Concepts like loneliness, or longing don't even exist. One of the challenges in trying to articulate these experiences and insights is our humanness immediately begins to overlay human concepts to try to interpret the experience. For this reason I'm not sure we can ever really accurately understand or explain God while we are in human form. Our minds that we use to interpret the experience will always color and distort it to varying degree's. God is beyond any human concept our minds use to describe it.

@Javfly33 If you want extra energy without the side effects of caffeine, try shilajit or goji berries. I have had great results with them.

@Javfly33 Loneliness is just one of many different experiences we can have in this human game. Try to let go of the negative judgment about it. One of the reasons we choose to have a human experience is because there is a wide variety of unique emotions and experiences that we don't have in other states of existence.

@Adodd You're welcome! Maca and pine pollen combined with dead lifts and squats will have you feeling like a teenager again.

@Gregory1 This was fantastic! Thank you for sharing! I really enjoyed reading it. Much of it paralleled my own insights, except for the being alone aspect. My experiences of becoming god were the total opposite of feeling alone. That concept couldn't even exist for me in that state. It's very challenging to articulate these experiences. You did a great job.

@SQAAD That is challenging to articulate. What we are is beyond any identity or language. You could say you are infinite awareness currently focusing part of your consciousness to have an experience of being a human named SQAAD.

You are currently having the experience of being a human. It is not your true identity.

Pine pollen will give you a nice boost. https://liftershaven.com/pine-pollen-and-testosterone-levels/

@Gabith What works best for me is to incorporate appreciation into daily activities. For example if I am grocery shopping I appreciate the farmers for growing the food, the truck drivers for delivering the food and supplies, all the employee's for keeping the store clean and stocked, all the people involved in the construction of the store etc. You can do this with any activity.

His deep passion for seeking and understanding truth. Doing the work to verify it for himself. His courage to share his personal journey in such a public way.

@Truth

@Thought Art Interesting question. I don't have an end goal currently. Keep deepening my understanding of the mind and how it constructs realities. Continuing to achieve greater degree's of mastery over my emotions and state. Greater mastery over consciously shaping my reality. I'm progressing nicely in all these areas. So, continuing to master myself, which translates to more mastery over the game of life.