Matthew85

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  1. You as God must enjoy limiting yourself and dreaming up all these different levels and layers to explore. If you only wanted to exist in a God-realized state for eternity, that is what you would be doing. You clearly love diversity of experiences.
  2. @John Paul Interesting topic. In my experience the more I expanded my awareness, the more I was open to seeing and exploring deeper aspects of all relationships. When I reflect back now, I see I was only skimming a superficial layer before.
  3. @WokeBloke Yes you can. Just as you can become lucid in your dreams when you sleep, you can become lucid in your waking dream you call real life.
  4. It's good to see you smiling and enjoying yourself Leo. I love Vegas! So many awesome memories. Have you gone clubbing while on 5-meo? If you have, I would be interested in hearing what that atmosphere looked like to you from an expanded level of consciousness.
  5. @WokeBloke The use of the word dream causes confusion for some people. The word dream makes people think of something intangible, ethereal and not real. Gods dream is reality.
  6. You can certainly create that reality for yourself if you choose, but it is you creating it. As you awaken deeper, you will stop giving your power away to causes outside of you.
  7. The more your awareness expands, you shed the biases and judgments that were distorting your perceptions. Also, when you realize everything is in a process of evolution, you begin to see it as perfect as it is and evolving. Everything is perfectly being what it is. This won't make sense without expanding your consciousness.
  8. Leo is only interested in discovering the highest absolute truth, so teachers like Abraham are a waste of time in his opinion. Depending on your goals and where you are in your journey, Abraham could offer you many insights.
  9. I use to have a similar perspective. I view it somewhat differently now. The more I awakened to know I am eternal and everything is entertainment. Ultimately there is no difference between my desire to awaken versus someone else exploring being asleep. When I was judging my pursuit of awakening as being better, I was viewing it through my limited perception of time and being a finite human.
  10. If you have a deep desire for truth, you will discover it, even if Leo never releases another video.
  11. This You as God love form. That is why you keep dreaming them up.
  12. @Bobby_2021 I consider Sadhguru to be very conscious, but I don't follow his teachings closely. If he is telling people they are stuck in some kind of cycle of life and death, this is false in my experience. Every finite expression you are exploring is chosen and created by you.
  13. In my exploration of this, you as God will not stay in a state of absolute infinity forever. You will continue to explore different finite expressions of yourself.
  14. I have not found this to be true. Of course it can. That is what you are doing now.
  15. I'm not sure what you mean by breaking the cycle. You are having your current human experience because you are choosing to create it. Be careful what beliefs about Karma you adopt. There are many distorted beliefs around the idea of Karma.
  16. I feel this fear of being alone is a construction of the finite human mind. In my experiences of oneness, there was no feeling of "I am alone". That human concept and emotion didn't exist. This is one of the issues that arises when our limited human mind tries to interpret deep insights or awakenings, it starts to project all these different human emotions and concepts onto the experience.
  17. @Inliytened1 Thank you! I appreciate it. I have intuitively known most of this a long time. I remember being a kid and contemplating things like do my bedroom and toys exist when I'm not there playing with them? I wasn't your typical kid. I am very stable and healthy. I had a very high base line consciousness to begin with and have dedicated much of my time to seeking truth and awakening for almost 17 years.
  18. Thank you Leo! At where I am in my journey now, it's rare I come across a teacher that can offer me any new insight.
  19. @Holygrail If you have the time to dedicate to it, I highly recommend it.
  20. I find this so fascinating Leo. Have you verified for yourself more than once that everything in your direct perception is instantly created on the spot and nothing outside of that exists? In one of my awakenings I had the awareness that I as God was creating everything, but then focusing in like a microscope into my finite personality of Matthew. But even as I am focused in and being Matthew the other creations still exist. Sort of like creating thousands of TV channels, but then deciding to watch one, but the other channels are still playing.
  21. This is true. My first experience of losing the personality occurred during meditation. It wasn't pleasant.
  22. @puporing Yes. As our consciousness expands, the fear, jealousy and control that is still so much a part of relationships falls away.