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Last time I posted a thread about my problem with my visualization and gladly a lot of you helped and now I can see more vividly But I’m now facing another problem, the images I see are displayed by themselves, I don’t really get to choose, they go from flowers to unique art and sometimes cartoon that I don’t know where it came from but it’s really beautiful (something really fun and unique) When I visualize on the command it starts getting so real like if my eyes were open and I can start to see my hand but I suddenly get scared of it and it hides away from me

It’s weird how it works, sometimes I get signals about the future through dreams and never know what was meant until it really happens.

In fact it is But results need efforts, they are just motivators who get you going and help you break blocks sometimes you need to apply what you have been taught and put things in action, go out there and make your direct experiences listen to Leo as he breaks things down and deciphers hidden messages and truths you just need to be proactive, more initiative, it seems like you are depending on the gurus instead of depending on yourself down deep.

You forgot the “tadaa” my friend..

I hope one day I will be able to spread the message like how Leo does that would be an honor, sincerely

This is awesome and liberating

Ok, I watched the whole video as I’m already intrigued with this subject in the middle of the video, Leo says we are all pinpoints of the universe, we are the universe through humans, like we are embedded, so I’m the universe but the “I” doesn’t really exist like I’m embraced and caressed by the universe anyway doesn’t the universe get bored? Cloning the same exact human lives with the same questions in their minds and organizing their little mundane lives or not, isn’t a universe this big, powerful and intelligent capable of running something better? Because we humans aren’t the best nor our existence is, I mean we can but at this rate this will take so much time with all what happening around of wars and crimes so why is the universe wasting good resources on us when it can literally manifest heaven? Other species care the most about nature, shouldn’t the universe have developed them instead? Look at the damage we do to ourselves and the surroundings look at me not figuring out my life or asking this dumb question which some might joke at? So how I’m the universe for real if I’m not at that level of the universe itself, how I’m something I’m not?

Simply by rejecting rejection.

How do I fix my twisted perception of myself? I want to be responsible and not blame anyone about it although the closest people I know like my parents have contributed a lot to this issue I’m struggling with I know it and it has been troubling me a lot for the past couple of years

How to imagine right? When I try to imagine something, the imagination is always very short for a split of a second then it goes away, I can’t enjoy it and spend time with it or make it happen when I want Its always random and my mind imagines compilations of things I don’t remember seeing before nor can describe hence I can’t visualize scenes.

Like imagining things I wouldn’t want to imagine lets say imagining money I’d imagine something else completely

Is god, the master of all creation and essence of existence is just an idea? Could the big-bang be hoax and we just existed from an idea? Could this be the true nature of god? an idea? If not Then why god with all his powers, omnipresence, Benevolence and love is just giving us the silent treatment? Like couldn't he create us in a game we all understand? he would measure up in advance so that the players won't get confused about what they believe in or whether religion is true or false or couldn't he create us in a different setting? (I like the way I feel him on shrooms that he hides behind the curtains of our reality or he is just there but behind the wall, like he is there but not really there, like your awkward father, but that all could be a lie) plus it's dumb for god to give you a message on a party's drug, like seriously, he won't give his knowledge to a dumb kid who is doing drugs because he is bored and he is still seeing if life has meaning or not ( life goes way beyond, I don't know why we are at this point in our times as human-beings ) - we should have been way more developed if we truly had a god, not a illusion that has so many stories in different flavors, there are 4000 religions, and there is no guide on how can you find out which one the real god is hiding in? like if he could be there he would've pointed out the leads, not every religion has its way to find out god that is different from one way to the other, god of islam isn't the same god of christianity, isn't the same god of judaism, nor they are the same gods from the greeks and pharaos, so which one is he? or is he the one who I think him to be therefore I think myself to be therefore I'm god and me is him and him is me? Man, Consciousness is fun but when the ideas start having force of the human beings it goes shite. I came here to figure out a way to escape all the ideas but here I'm thinking even more. like truly imagine if god had a presence over us, like the way sun takes place above earth or how the mountains drop shadows on what behind them- like how he would command everyone on how to be, what to do, what should humanity progress on, how to deal with their problems, wars and crisis, how to manage their resources, like he has a strategical position, he foresees us all, he sees what we can't see, and he can see from your eye, like damn, imagine that hack, we could've been way more evolved than the way we are today. he is the wise man, he could have been the true hero but instead he himself hides from us (so we can find him ik) life could have been easier especially for the ones he adores the most (like what god could lose from fixing water supply shortage in Africa?) Hello is god there? As always This was Leo, life could be a hallucination.

There are so many factors in this more than Psychedelics, you are describing the situation like you aren’t there, plus you know Psychedelics won’t fix the problems by themselves, they are TOOLS maybe when it comes to work you are weighing things wrongfully, maybe the truth is that you are really superior to your colleagues and you can flip it so they can look up to you and learn from you? and maybe the women you choose are wrong so you fall in complications when you talk to them? In the end it’s you not the psychedelics.

@Vignan Hi man, Thanks for the reply I think the most I saw was out of 3g of Golden Teachers, I saw a light being opening the roof of my room and extending his hand for me, then I saw a white geometrical pattern in my room that looked alive and was watching me, then the carpet’s surface was alive and it wasn’t really a carpet it was people that were having fun, singing and dancing - then I laid on my back, closed my eyes and it felt like I was having a perception surgery then my ego died and I saw god creating stuff that are out of this dimension and I kept praising him and I experienced his attendance in my room lol and it was so magnificent, I can’t really describe the trip well and whenever I try to remember it I feel like a kid telling a story it was so great, didn’t expect that - ye I got all of that out of mushroom, acid was just 105ug and 150ug it was fun and I used it mostly for meditation

What are the best ways to use Psychedelics? I have been finally able to score them after very long time, I have tried both Acid and Mushrooms but in every trip I was so damn excited with the visuals and the sensations, Can't control my mind in the trip and things absolutely get out of my reach, Obviously I find the best answers and think the most intelligent thoughts but I still can't itch that spot nor I can remember anything meaningful after the trip except meeting god (which later on I don't know why I was inclined to believe it was a hallucination or an obsession and couldn't believe it then went down a nihilistic route again, but I really wanted that to be true then I didn't find any last effects of it in my reality, like if I for really met god there would be consequences manifested inside my reality but nothing changed even though my mind has changed, also I think my experiences had a lot to do with what I read online about (surrendering, meeting god, seeing entities and remembering the most tiny details about ones-self and reconfiguring, also changes in the perception) but still in the end all what I could get out with is reading more after expanding my mind, kicking weed and alcohol out of my life for good, being calmer, loving, patient and more understanding, more opened, visualization became better "I could see very calming pictures of forests after my first mushrooms trip and it was beautiful but I don't know about visualizing and manifesting) also it then makes reality seem like a big weight like you get all of that inside your mind out of psychedelics then you can't tie your shoe on a normal day. So? what can you really get out of psychedelics into your life instead of just floating in the space?