This past Sunday I took 1.8g of Treasure Coast magic mushrooms on an empty stomach. Aside from micro-dosing, this was my first time. I did my homework and tried to facilitate as best I could.
My intention was to have some nice insights, maybe an emotional breakthrough or two. I’m actively seeing a guru, taking psychoanalysis, and meditating on self-inquiry every day. I wanted to use the experience to help my goals of overcoming fear and anxiety and wake up.
What ended up happening was the goddess of the universe shredded reality and annihilated my consciousness. It was an incredibly overwhelming and uncomfortable experience, but the goddess told me she was working on me. She promised I would be okay.
It’s been almost a week and I still don’t feel right. I am very out of it, prone to anxiety and I find it hard to comprehend speech when in conversation. I find myself constantly falling asleep no matter how much I slept the night before.
Is this normal? I’m afraid I somehow did permanent damage to my consciousness. How long will this last?
Feeling very desperate here.
thanks.
