michaelcycle00

Needed to read this, I've been cranky all day pondering this. I don't wanna be omnipotent if it means being all alone for eternity. See, if what I truly am absolutely speaking is infinite nothingness, then creating other, even though if relatively speaking... is SOMETHING in and of itself. Because at that point I can have the perspective that it COMES from me, I created that, it's beautiful and it'll be with me for some time. Until both me and that other die, and "we" become a completely different other. Imaginary means nothing when it's infinitely so, so it's capable of anything and really makes no difference whether I can call it real or not since at that point it's just a concept. And we can both say we come from that infinite nothingness and we're ultimately IT, but we'll never truly be alone because it's timeless and likes to create a multitude within finite existence. And we both have our own RELATIVE consciousness within the ONE that is absolute. Now this is beautiful. I'm literally fucking conscious right now so I feel like I'm going nuts because the whole there can never truly be another even within finite and relative existence is not possible is driving me nuts especially because it makes sense. I'm lonely enough as is, I don't need infinitely more of it. But then again, I could be deluding myself with your comment here to make me feel better. God-self you piece of turd, since you're omnipresent and therefore reading (and technically typing) this, I command you to decide immediately if you wanna wake up and destroy this existence or remain asleep and just go through whatever comes in here, which is mostly shit as well tbh but at least it's not infinitely so, and it is still better than infinite solitude. You've been shitting the bed, you can stop now.

@Ook You can't do that because you decided to limit yourself, which is part of omnipotence, as well as paradoxes.

Lol, all I can think of here is "WokeBloke". Or are you talking about the PM's still?

I'll take a wild guess and say that your Kundalini energy is definitely not "unlocked" if you have to ask this question. I feel like that word has been thrown around in this and similar forums in a very light manner to refer to some sort of uplifted mood and stance on life. If your Kundalini had arisen you'd be able to get psychedelic breakthrough experiences without the use of psychs, remote view anything with full clarity, and have conscious control over matter (think manifesting physical incidents and healing others).

@Matthew85 These niggas won't give you the answer you're looking for. Like I genuinely fuck with this forum and the people in it but mental gymnastics just don't get too far here. As far as I understand it though, infinity is made of absolutely nothing at all, like 0 substance to it, you can't ever decipher, grasp, or get a hold of it because it's simply not there. Like there's nothing at all appearing as "something". This makes it limitless, therefore, if you as "God" wanted it, "base reality" as you call it could visually look like a multidimensional chimpanzee. It just doesn't make sense. That's as far as I know, but I do wanna dig deeper into it.

Why do you keep beating around the bush with these solipsism posts? We've told you multiple times your ego isn't the sole thing in existence. You need to go out man, I don't know why you've become so fixated on this. Your ego isn't God; try getting it through this time.

@johnlocke18 I think it's bold of you to assume you've essentially reached the endpoint of existence or non-existence. It could just be the state before the state, and then you could probably go deeper and find the state of the state before the state. I mean, if time doesn't exist to begin with, why would "Infinity" have been created or come from this stateless state at some point, given that there are no points in time. If this state exists it was created by you, there is no God and other, God and the stateless state, it's all a part of the one and only. You can't get to the deepest point of God or Infinity because there is no deepest point since there's nothing outside of itself to limit it. So, as I said, this state is still you, and there's probably infinitely more 'you' to find.

Preach... feel like this lowers the quality of other posts. There's nothing to discuss even. Similar things have been said a million times before in here. No offense WB.

Thing is, the opposite (I'm the only bubble that exists) is an assumption as well. There is no absolute truth in the relative realm so saying "this is what I can verify" is simply your perception of what makes sense to you given your current state and view of the world, but reality isn't logical. You win nothing by thinking you're the only "real bubble" so why spend time pondering over it?

Do you mean that God or Infinity, numbs itself from this all-encompassing, omniscient knowledge that is a part of itself in order to explore itself? That doesn't really make sense. Why would that be a thing within Infinity? Is knowledge just one of its attributes and therefore it can suppress it? So you're saying it chooses to forget WITHIN infinity as well? And not just when being a human, like us for example. Also, the way you put it makes me think that infinity is a part of oneself rather than ITSELF alone. Because you say you're in the position within infinity, rather than just you being infinity. And if infinity is aware of it suppressing omniscience, what drives it to explore itself if it already knows everything to begin with, and this being known by it as well since it "creates" and "explores" itself.

@johnlocke18 I get it but you were still describing a good chunk of it that's related to what I asked. Also, is that the only thing the entity told you? "Look where no one else is looking", or are you purposely withholding info? Because truly, there's like a thousand places one could look for where no one else is. Unless it's simply a "look within instead of without" thing. And yeah, I've read the "look where no one else is looking" advice or 'realization' (call it what you want) before, plenty of times. Taking the credit about such a thing shouldn't be important to you at all. Go deeper.

@johnlocke18 would've been nice if he just told you where to look for lol. Also, Can you expand on this? I know language most likely fails you here but I'm pretty good at comprehending what someone tries to explain after a trip that makes little to no sense. Do you mean you went to "somewhere" completely different from here as in nothing like you've ever seen before or could even imagine? Like something so different that it just does not compute? And by this I don't mean like 4 legged kangaroo beings in a pink planet, no, I mean literally "like you've never and could never see before". Because this is what I imagine infinity is like. Infinite novel things (and more). Like if you think about it, things in the Universe (or just earth) make sense to us because they're supposed to. Concepts, physicality, thoughts... whatever we can boil down our existence to. But who's to say there's not infinite many other-ness that we can't get to and would never comprehend because there's nothing to comprehend as it's not bound to this 3D material realm at all.

There are people making bank with its predictability actually. Quantitative models, trading, sports betting, machine learning, data science. All of this works thanks to being able to predict outcomes; not entirely, obviously, but still mind-blowingly accurate: which means, being more right than wrong in these predictions. Heck, Jim Simons is a great example of this. It's not entirely predictable but within our reach (planet earth) we already predict tons of things correctly. As per the knowable and being understood, you're probably right.

Go mess with a big dude, he'll take every inch of Solipsism out of you with a punch. There's literally no better way to ground yourself when you're having existential doubts. Like Mike Tyson said: "Everyone has a plan until they get punched in the mouth". You're too comfortable, and that's why you're having these thoughts. Do you think a homeless guy is wondering whether people around him are "real" or not? Or someone escaping from the mafia? The answer is a resounding no. Welcome.

Meh; just another meaningless word. And another paradox is created. It’s “perfect” but it might as well be “awful and rigged” (to say something) and it’s the exact same thing. Whether it is what we call perfect or not holds absolutely 0 meaning. It’s of no practical use in the relative world and neither it is so in the absolute. The illusion of your ego disappears after physical death and you go back to experiencing a game full of stuff you enjoy and don’t enjoy. Even blissful psychedelic trips mean nothing. Like reality literally just IS WHAT IT IS. This is just a nice poem, but I will say it’s pretty beautiful.

I feel like you still aren’t acknowledging what he’s saying. Can you realize why things are the way they are through Psychedelics? (Since the monkey mind is torn apart whilst on them). Are we just told the “monkey mind” will never get it because it’s so far out? Perhaps even God doesn’t know why it’s the way it is, because it’s a mystery to itself as some other person wrote in one trip report here.

The thing is "God" or "consciousness" as far as I understand is infinitely all-inclusive. Meaning it's a-ok/at peace with itself. And it is infinitely so, meaning every aspect of itself is what people here call "Love" or when they say stuff like "All of reality is love" and the like. Obviously, it's not actually love, it's something else far greater, but it is the closest thing we got to describe it. Also, don't forget God is both Hitler and the Jews. So everything it does, it does so to itself. At the same time, I feel like it has no choice but to be and "do" what it does, which I feel kinda sucks. So we're always doomed to the same experiences good and bad. It is what it is I guess, nothing we can do about it.

Could you please expand on this? Do you mean it's infinite in length or infinite in content? Like there's always infinitely novel things, or something else.

Leo, could you please expand on this? Can infinite intelligence be a thing even? Or do you use the word "infinite" to refer to something outrageously big? Infinite intelligence would need an infinite ground to expand itself on (Nothingness doesn't count because there's nothing to infinitely evolve and expand into). From the point of view of anything in the Universe, infinite intelligence couldn't be a thing, at least if it's contained within it.

I'm gonna give you the benefit of the doubt and assume you just speed-read my replies. I'm not talking about myself here, I'm talking about those who have, and have had awful, disgustingly bad lives full of suffering, as I mentioned like 3 times or more. What is the point of such a thing when the ending of it all is here already? Also, your "contains lots of truth" quote only applies in the relative domain and yet you're also dismissing aspects of the relative domain to make a point about the absolute. Thank you for the contribution mate.

Awesome trip report mate; would you mind expanding on this a bit?

Man you literally just hit the jackpot here (more or less), albeit you had no clue.

Instructions unclear. Am now being processed into a Psych Ward.

Even that "knowledge" helps little when you're here playing your part. Let alone the poor souls who have no idea of anything spirituality-related (most of the population). I don't know man, decades of suffering for some doesn't seem very balanced when the movie or dream is as real as it gets, since you have no idea of there being anything else, so that's the only reality in your perception. But perhaps it has to be that way for some cosmic reason.

Are you serious right now? Lmao. You got that from "How to Sell Drugs Online (Fast)" on Netflix.