Holymoly

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  1. It really should be taught in schools for harm reduction young teenagers have no clue what the fucking fuck these things are
  2. You should break up with her
  3. I’m slack please give me guidance/ challenges
  4. That’s sounds crazy I’ve never gone that deep with weed
  5. White sugar is completely contaminate free witch is very very rare with food nowdays
  6. You could do the force stop and see what comes up and work with that or it could be an ego backlash if your lifestyle hasn't been like this for long. I struggle with this too and for me its something i should probably develop discipline around, its not looking like theres any societal pressure so if u want to step up best get inspired.
  7. art can improve mindfulness
  8. @Osaid yeah flat line was my initial intuition
  9. Your legs will adjust anyone who works long hours standing will tell you this
  10. One teacher of mine is krishna dass and I've been struggling to integrate something i heard him say recently about, not using the practice like a drug to escape your life and that he sincerely hopes that through the practice you wont experience these blissful highs, he says it will send you down all kinds of routes for lifetimes to come trying to recreate it, he may have said more but i cant remember and im not sure where i heard him say it. Does this run counter to allot of the stuff actualized.org is teaching? Krishna dass did allot of lsd in the 60's and it lead him to his guru but it made him extremely depressed from what i have heard like suicidal. idk is this a danger or does god realisation kind of end these 'routes' that he was talking about. I dont have access to psychedelics unfortunately so i feel my insight is really limited compared to others in this group hahah. Thoughts?
  11. How about like ramana maharshi? yoyu've said in the past that he's deeply awake
  12. Im sure we have all heard the saying, does it hold true to this work? I often find myself apprehensive about asking certain questions both on this forum and in my personal life
  13. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICf0zFY2ocE&ab_channel=DevarajSandberg this might help
  14. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fej7n6Nukzc&ab_channel=SexualKungFu You can have multiple orgasm if you learn to circulate the energy and do conscious exchange of energy. Ejaculating every-time you have sex isnt sustainable and will significantly lessen the polarity in the relationship over time
  15. Did you practice circulating the energy on did you just go without any sexual activity all together?
  16. Im 25 and relate to this allot it agree its incredibly painful/ torturous hearing about other people especially younger having all of these experiences. All i can say is you're not alone and i know what this can do to your sense of manhood and self esteem
  17. At around the 25 minute mark Krishna dass says state doesn’t matter and something along the lines of worrying or thinking about state is just more ego, I remember hearing Leo say don’t ever believe a spiritual teach who says state doesn’t matter is Krishna dass wrong here then? Thoughts?
  18. @amanen yes i see, although i will say that they gave krishna dass's guru 900+ mcg of lsd and it did not effect him
  19. Ive never done 5meo but i have done allot of bioenergtic therapy witch is desinged to take the charge/ tension dirrectly out of the muscles usually through intense shaking. i would imagine a combination of daily bioenergetics plus 5meo every now and then would be a way to keep going deeper and deeper with it and not have to do too much 5meo i could be wrong perhaps 5meo is enough by itself and makes bio seem like a waste of time, ive never been able to get my hands on 5meo but i feel there could maybe somthing to the combination of the two
  20. @Leo Gura do you do like yoga or anything like that or just psychedelics?
  21. I thought I'd put this here because I really think he hits the nail on the head when he says he senses that peterson has allot of suppressed rage, idk if leo has said this i dont think he has but i had never picked up on that myself. I also think gabors stillness is impressive and quite inspirational for me. What do you guys think? is this rage a reaction against green perhaps?
  22. I’ve heard Leo say that animals cannot awaken or whatever, I’ve just watched this video where apparently Ramana Maharishi said that animals would come to visit him to have his darshan and that sometimes they were enlightened beings. Whether he means enlightened humans embodying an animal form idk it’s probably allot more nuanced but thought it might be interesting to make further distinctions about this topic https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LBflwS3IzjM