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Is it true that the ego is always unsatisfied? Can the Self be unsatisfied? Nahm would say unsatisfying is just a word, look at what is actual.

I sometimes imagine Leo just laughing to himself about playing the messiah character in a cosmic drama set in the year 2021 (since Christ, but 7 billion years actual ??) He's there like ok God I am your vessel today and you are using me to wake up a 27 year old white male living in Utah into realising that he's God. This is my life's purpose. Like "why couldn't you choose someone else" and all he wants to do is go out and approach holographic women, but God wants to watch a video about "Quantum Mechanics debunks Materialism Part 3". Then Leo sees the intelligence that God is speaking through him, and falls in love with his current avatar, because it is God who is behind all of it. And all you can do is flow with What You Are. And the icing on the cake is that it's perfect ?

That is becoming clearer and clearer because if I stop watching your videos or thinking about you, then you disappear. There are many people from my past who I ditched as friends and barely think about again. God is not loyal ?

Quite something, isn't it?

So yeah this is actual. It's just the appearance. Your character is not you. None of what you see is you. You are what gives rise to the appearance. That's why it doesn't matter what happens to the apparent character in the movie. He was never you to begin with. Yes it seemed like you were this seperate body amongst others, and you had control of that body. But sorry bro, it was just an appearance ? And yep, it's just a movie. There's no meaning to any of this. There's no suffering. There's just what's happening. Now go out and watch the magic unfold. P.S. no need to suffer, it's just a ride!

"THIS IS PURELY ABSURD!" - something the mythical English humanoid might have said

I LOVE IT THE UNIVERSE IS APPARENTLY TYPING RIGHT NOW TYPING IS A MYTHICAL ACTIVITY NOBODY EVER TYPED ANYTHING Yes the universe is haunted, but there's nobody to be haunted. It just is itself. Just being itself it can do effortlessly for eternity.

There's not even anyone to get bored ?

Is this just a hyperrealistic anime?

Brahman is wild ? Who would even think of this shit?

Is that the joke?

The eternal want.

Exactly. These are just black and white squiggles in the void which vibrate in different ways. So pretentious hahahaha

... although the idea of a real thing called the "ego" dies, there will still be voices in your head. Thinking will never die because it makes something out of nothing. This is heaven because it becomes anything you want, but can also be nothing at all.

Even if love is delusional and theres nobody here this is just a dream. Love is truer than no-self because it's aligned with feeling. No-self there is nothing there. What are we gonna do, go back and forth with these retarded word games whenever I use the word "I" or "you" (then "nobody" comments "where is this "you" you speak of"? It's not fun, it's not clever, it's total end game. The point is the game itself. Peeling the layers of self deception was an incredible experience. I don't give a fuck there's nobody having the experience ? it was real for me. And that's all that matters. When you are in it, it's real. Leo is right, there's only 2 things to do, put yourself to sleep, then wake up to you being God (or that you've been Godding this entire time). All words are totally empty, we get it, but you are not gonna be a lot of fun at parties telling people they don't exist. And of course this is Maya - there's no way Jim Newman could ever be a real person. Non-dual teachers hahhahahahahaha this cosmic joke hits different. No-self is something worth forgetting, and it will be forgotten (but only apparently). Well, "apparently" does the job. "Apparently" is good enough for ME. When the universe is selfing, meing, personing, then it becomes real AND THAT'S TOTALLY FINE.

Why would anything make sense? This is the realunreal

The apparent peeling back of the layers has been so, so, so, so, satisfying. There is value in this rollercoaster. You are perfection just being itself. Ungraspable perfection. If there was a seperate doer with free will, no way he creates a story as good as this. Woah-ho-ho it's magic. You knooooow. Never believe it's not soooo ✨

I had a fantastic day though. There is no thinker of thoughts, I was in deep streamentry all day and it's my true nature ahhhh. Too blessed. Thankyou thankyou thankyou. The infinite magic trick never fails to disappoint ♥️

Turns out I don't exist and never did. What to do now? There's no value in this message. It seemed like something was happening, and now nothing is happening and never did happen. The ego is a gift and should be cherished.

Recluse mode is the enlightened way.

Same. Finding out there's no me is not what I wanted at all.

This is the ultimate in do-nothing meditation. Listen to the sounds, listen to the thoughts, slow down the thoughts, like 1 word every few seconds, then realise there's nobody doing anything, and never was. And despite all that the universe typed this. LOL!

When "you" watch a video of Leo it's the universe Leo-ing. And since they're all totally imaginary and meaningless and this all appeared out of nothing, for You and You only, then You get to decided the meaning. And that will be the universe DecidingMeaning-ing ??????

Ta-da!