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@ivankiss insult me daddy ?

@impulse9 Hiiii story Or his story ?

Yeah eternal recurrence of my current life is better than living every torture victim's life. That's just painful, tragic, and pointless. Maybe I'm missing something though. This world is not real, it never satisfied me like oneness will. Frank Yang came into my life for a reason. Me and him were on the same path. It is my destiny to awaken the world and ones I love through awakening myself and sharing the love only found in the true nature

Sorry I just wrote this to see how it felt. I don't want to be the king, I just want to be happy.

Yeah it's getting seemingly more and more effortless

There's a replay of your gameplay. But it's always been a replay. Where is the control here? I chose my current life? What is here to choose? There's nobody here. So basically existence is on shuffle. You could end up anywhere and you have to deal with it. You have to love this situation, otherwise you won't be here long. Nothing ever controlled anything.

So being a Muslim is actually a pretty wise choice. Just submit to God.

You are the only one here, but you also are the thing that manifests everything and everyone. And it's a love story. If that isn't a cool situation to be in (out of Z3R0 V01D), then I don't know what is. You are lucky! You're everything! Others would be jealous of you if they existed ? but you can tell yourself that story too. Or not. I'm not sure who's driving this thing ?

No self no problem

@Mason Riggle nah there's a reason for everything. God has done the best it possibly can with what it is to create the illusion of being something else. God can make infinite distinctions, yet here we are existing in something so ordinary that of course it's done on purpose. We didn't just get used to it ?. Like Leo says this is God's will crystalized. The only issue which is also a feature depending on perspective, is that there's nobody here to enjoy it. It's just being perfection.

Hard to put a finger on it

Beautiful moment. Thanks me.

EXACTLY. YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE ABSURDITY THAT ANYTHING EXISTS AT ALL INTO ACCOUNT.

Different sensations are certainly attached-and-one with different words. There is nobody seperate to know anything, unless we redefine know to mean feel. And you feel it because you are it. Love is a word. This is just what you are.

I haven't gone full circle with this, because God does choose where he wants to go, he lets love guide him, so it's great!

Only until it stops getting perceived as funny, until it remembers again. Thing is with infinite lifetimes, time is totally relative. God is 100% fine with being "asleep" for multiple lifetimes, because all is equally meaningless. It's just sensations in the void bro. But the sensations are complete on their own. If anything this place gets better when things get quieter in your head.

Isn't Google just an imaginary barrier between you and God which allows you to go back to sleep as a human whenever God wants. Plausible deniability.

No self. No more words needed.

Or ideally no expectations. How can you hurt someone who literally doesn't give a single shit what happens to them? Life is truly a free ride from that point.

I have savings and stopped working, stopped doing anything except get groceries. But life still arises, I have new friends and they inexplicably came to me. I am pretty disassociated from my body these days, I just let it work on autopilot. It's like the less I try, the better everything goes. You are the effortless being. You've never actually controlled anything. What you seek is seeking you. There's no loss of control, there's no gain of control. Just posting this if there's anyone else out there trying to speed up their awakening. Just give up on that. Have the right intention and it will all come to you. The right videos, the right thoughts, the right psychedelics - they will find 'you'. Let the movie unfold, sit back and enjoy ?

@Jakuchu My bredda ?

It gets lost in a story for decades. There is literally nothing here! This is fucking absurd! Because it's clearly something. But there's nobody out there to appear to reply to me. Or maybe someone replies and I meet them in real life and have babies with them. It's all a story. Even this. Was scripted. There is no seperate you in the moment typing with your fingers. It's one. I've also been method acting here, there's nobody remember. It's a monologue.

It's an eternal role which changes moment to moment

If you realize that you are God's will and not the ego then yes. Although you won't be choosing specifics, you'll just be flowing with the highest love. Which is what you really want anyway, you just don't know it.

It took an existential meltdown to ponder the fact I might like men ?