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If this infinite film reel analogy is correct, then I'm not sure if I'd want to discover this truth for myself. It wouldn't be the first time I'd discovered it, because it was always me. But I feel like I have 1 foot in the dream and 1 foot out. If I have no free will then this would have always been written. Honestly, I think I'm just interested in enlightenment because it might change my life for the better, but isn't this an illusion too? Jim Newman says whatever this is is already complete. Then I realize Jim Newman is just another dream character so why would I take his advice? And the reason is, I believe him. The way my life has gone is not indicative of someone with their own free will, it's hard to break free of my programming. I'm already a hardcore loner, finding out this is 100% a dream won't exactly help that matter. It's like all I want to do is find dream characters who can express the truth in a smarter way than my own thoughts, because then I can atleast believe that there's others out there.

@Leo Gura @Leo GuraGuraGuraGuraGuraGurGGuraGuraGuraGuraGuraGurG Is this why I was born to be selfless? I try to speak about myself to people and raise my voice, the harder I try the less thoughts come to me. Feel like my purpose is just to listen to others and watch life from a distance.

Bro I don't even know I'm just going around in circles. Maybe therapy is a better option. I was born to stay a normie.

@justfortoday did 5meo show you this?

@Leo Gura So if we have no free will, we must love that? What if we are programmed to never love that?

All science and materialist paradigms of consciousness were created by God so it could experience a material reality with "others". It's extremely deceptive. Ever wonder how the world works so perfectly? Ever wonder how smartphones are so incredibly designed? It's all imaginary my friend. Look up on YouTube "how mirrors are made" and watch it with the knowledge that what you are watching is God's imagination of how mirrors could be made. None of this is real ?. But it's a real illusion. Heck, it's realer than the realest thing that could spawn out of a big-bang material universe. Imagine if we were actually made out of material and brains and atoms? Shit is kinda creepy. Being made of consciousness is way cooler.

Exactly. It can appear as anything it wants to be. Sync that with feeling, sounds etc. and it can mislead anyone in to believing it to be some extremely complex, meaningful thing. All psychedelic experiences are also just that - experiences. Of course the materialist paradigm is clearly wrong, but we'd never know what is the actual truth behind reality, just relative truth. It's an illusion. How this illusion came to be? Anything you say is just more storytelling using the language which the illusion created for 'you'.

The brain is part of the illusion

But Greg, when I experience your life... there I am. I'll be experiencing life as your ego. All the memories of my current incarnation will be replaced with yours. But I'm still gonna end up as Greg wondering the same things. Really eternal solipsistic being is a curse. God has done it's best to make existence entertaining, but come on... nobody would sign up for this shit.

It can appear as anything within the spectrum of infinity, but right now it's appearing as an unemployed human moron with a low IQ. God is quite the comedian it seems.

Just look at your face as you sing it. Is this heaven or las Vegas?

In the advanced god realization video Leo says I'm dreaming up all gurus, science, politics, everything including him. If reality is an infinite film reel with 1 awareness, then there must exist a time where I live as Leo. So in a way he does exist. Also I am also a dream character, so it doesn't really make any difference ? he's just as real as me. But when I live Leo's life, it'll still be this awareness. Must be a lot of work making those videos, thank god this ego I currently have won't survive because I'd be way too lazy to make videos like his. If I'm making a misunderstanding please let me know. Cheers!

Thanks for trying guys ❤️ hopefully the ayhuasca I have coming enlightens me or confirms my suspicions ?

Bro for me it's heaven. If I get rid of science, atheism everything. All is left is the present moment and memories of my life. There is no chance it happened randomly. Everything I wanted I got in some form or another.

@RMQualtrough @RMQualtrough @RMQualtroughIsn't it incredible God was able to put himself in the dark like this? I'm doing all this insanely intelligent stuff without even realising it? ???

Leo feel free to chime in if you are real or not ?

From 1:37:30 it gets really creepy. First he's saying he is me, and he really drives the point home. But then he said he's bored and he's making these videos for nobody because there's nothing else to do... even though he doesn't have his own consciousness... what?? Is Leo stuck in some dimension. Look, apparently I'm God and I can't take the hint, but is Leo just being cryptic to drag out my dream for as long as possible (or maybe he's giving me the option of going back to sleep if I want by being extremely vague and contradictory). I'm not gonna lie though, if my life is just a movie for god's entertainment then I give it 10/10 on IMDb

Why oh why am I in such a rush to dispell the illusion. Why can't you be a real human Adrian ?

@RendHeaven So who are you? Is this whole experience I'm having on this forum just another appearance on the infinite film reel?

So you don't have your own consciousness either? When you say one with the illusion of many that's exactly what I thought as well. Idk why I'm still asking about this, it's pretty obvious I'm alone. I mean if technology isn't real then as I type this I'm really just watching a movie of words appearing on a screen. There is no doer-ship. It sucks really. Leo, Frank Yang, Conor Murphy - these are all such beautiful characters. Why can't they be real ?. I'm hoping the more pointless questions I ask the more real they will become. If I'm constructing this whole dream then maybe I'll fall asleep again.

But if I deconstruct everything all I'm left with is emptiness. There's nothing here. Even the internet doesn't exist. Or maybe it does? This is all a huge mystery lmao

It is a nice thought to think I'd live the life of all my gurus. If I just dreamed them up and they will disappear forever this all seems a bit pointless. It is hilarious though. I made all my favourite comedy series? God's sense of humour is wicked!

Leo said in that video that he doesn't have his own consciousness though... he said I made him up to trick myself into believing I'm not alone.

As I write this I'm really just watching a video on my imaginary smartphone, perfectly synchronised with my imaginary fingers. When I say "my" of course I mean 'my' (and 'I') for the self is also imaginary. To top it off you are all imaginary characters without your own consciousness. Either way I'd still like to chat with y'all and get involved in the grand play. Take me back into the illusion daddy ?