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Hi, I am currently searching for the best note taking program for my commonplacebook. I've been using one note for years now. Do you know other (perhaps even better) alternatives? Thx (I want to handwrite in that notebook as well, so it would be nice if you could recommend a program that goes well with handwriting)

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This is the problem with that guy. He doesn't really understand the things he's talking about, using lots of woo-woo language and woo-woo concepts he himself doesn't understand. He's not very evolved spiritually, what you see in his videos is a big fat and ugly spiritual ego (sorry for being blunt, just my opinion).

hundreds. It doesn't have to be the booklist. Read about the topics that you really are interested in / care about. For example I was interested in how the human brain works, so I read a few books about it.

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Stop being lazy and start reading. Read daily, read a fixed amount of pages. Read what interests you most, learn speed reading. good starting point would be 10-20 pages daily

Mostly green/Orange, still some blue stuff to integrate. Some aspects and beginnings of yellow.

Being yellow would mean that you deeply understand all the people from the lower stages. It would mean that you know what they all are going through because you would've gone through that yourself. It would mean seeing through the illusions of orange, blue, green (for which you need to go through it before you can transcend it) and therefore deeply understanding people from the lower stages. You would be good at understanding basically all people and social processes in our society because you would've "risen above" that so to speak. You can get there (bit spoiler: You're not there yet).

Well, you're not stage yellow. You have aspects of yellow withing yourself, but your anxiety in orange and green stuff (maybe also in blue) show you what you really are. Yellow can only be built on top of the other stages, you can't be yellow without integration of orange, green. Your anxiety is great in that it shows you where you need to look, where "the shit is hidden", so to speak. In these areas you need to do your work. This means confronting your fears, looking behind them, doing the things you're afraid of and growing out of your fears in that process. peace out

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@Breakingthewall Yeah, embodiment of this fact would be the ultimate goal. But not my goal for now. There is other stuff I want to do before.. But I am deeply interested in diving deeper into God's love and this is something I'll definitely be doing in the coming months / years..

It is impossible to comprehend with your limited mind. Infinity can only be comprehended experiencially. Which is why you need to go out there and seek finding absolute truth. These words you are reading are pointing to a truth. Yet they are not the truth itself. Belief won't help you here. You must ecperience it for yourself:)

Hi @AMTO Sure! It's a bit tricky, I'd say it's even deeper than the law of one. What I mean is: You LITERALLY get EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT from God. Whatever you are currently doing, being, owning, creating, thinking, experiencing in this present moment, whatever illnesses you have, whatever circumstances you find yourself in, what you currently are and experience is EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT. And God will never deny you any of your wishes since he loves you infinitely and since you are literally him. This means, if you truly wanted all the money in the world, God would give it to you immediately. Literally. But this is something that your ego won't understand so easily, awakening would be required to fully get that. By the way, I'm not talking about your egos wishes here. Your ego is an illusion. I'm talking about YOUR wishes, You with capital Y. (aka God) This is not my conclusion. Separation is a relative assumption that we make in our everyday lives (in our "normal" state of consciousness). We make that assumption for practical reasons. In the ultimate sense (this is what I've described in my trip report and realized in my trip) everything is one thing and all separation is illusion. I definitely can and will go deeper. I am extremely excited to do so. You can always go deeper. Reason for that is that God is infinite. Literally infinite.

This. You'll realize that other is identical to Self. Which is God or infinite love. Therefore at the ultimate nondual level, your family is of course also God / Love, it is simply impossible for them to be anything else. However, in our relative domains (our everyday lifes) we draw distinctions between things, people, trees whatever. We do that / God does that to experience ourselves as non-god / non-love which we couldn't do if we didn't delude ourselves about who we are by drawing lines between things. God is so unconditionally loving that she wants to know limitation which is of course a part of her. So yeah, relatively speaking your family is separated from you but in truth, all that exists is one thing, aka infinite love which includes your family. Don't believe me on that, realize it. You absolutely can, but to truly realize it you have to admit that you currently don't know it.

Your allergies could be related to Vitamine deficiencies. Check your vitamines. Read some books about vitamins. Be especially cautious when it comes to the 2 vitamins that most people are deficient of: VitD and forgot the name of the other one. You could be heavy metal toxic. This could be the cause of your allergies. Test your toxicity for mercury / lead via a urine provocation test by using DMSA. Make a test with and without DMSA to see if you are toxic. If you indeed are toxic use the Cutler protocol to chelate. Psychedelics did heal allergies for some people. (Work against my allergies as well). Check them out. Also, read the book "Breath" by James Nestor. It explains everything about breathing and will give you a deeper understanding of your problem as well as possible solutions.

Love this song. Let me know what you think<3

Hey beautiful people... Today I did a cover of a song I really love... It is called "Use Somebody" by Kings of Leon. I hope you like it, have a nice day.

Thanks for the compliment.

Thank you, your encouragement means a lot to me<3

@Zeroguy love you too. Wanna marry me?

Thank you<3

Hi @BenG Here are the trip reports: 1st trip: "Incredible Beauty and Perfection" https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/72818-first-time-psychedelics-incredible-beauty-and-perfection/#comment-1002977 2nd trip: "Tears falling. Becoming One with Everything" https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/73087-second-time-psychedelics-tears-falling-becoming-one-with-everything/#comment-1007026 Your questions: "you paint all this in a very positive light and it's awesome that you seem to have experienced it that way" I didn't experience it. "I" does not exist. And I am pure truth. I am god, I am "the experience." And so are you. It is pure truth. Always the case. Always the way it is. Forever so. It is literally true. You literally are god, infinite goodness, infinite beauty, infinite love, infinite perfection, infinite power, the entire fucking universe. There is nothing better you could hear and nothing greater you could be. It is literally goodness and positivity in a metaphysical sense. I'm curious, have you experienced any darker feelings of emptiness/meaninglessness as a result of these realizations? Any difficulty getting back into ordinary life after a God realization? I can't speak about this since I had my realization yesterday. However, I can anticipate what will happen in the following weeks and years and try to make an explanation. I'll come back in a month (at 24.11.) and update you on how I feel! What I think happens after this realization is, you realize that nothing you do in this human life is of ultimate significance. You could die tomorrow and everything would be fine. You can do whatever you want and god/life is good with it. My guess is, that people with "shitty lifes" could experience negative feelings after these realizations. Some people don't have friends, don't have nice jobs they like, don't have money, don't have a family, etc. etc. They would know after that experience that their life isn't a reflection of their true nature which is love, they would deeply know that god wouldn't judge them for throwing away their shitty lifes. So my guess is, that if you hate your life, if your life isn't aligned with who you want to be, if you don't have any friends, if you don't have people you love, if you don't do things you like on a day to day basis, the contrast between your life and the realization that you are god could make you nihilistic and you might stop caring about your situation and make it even worse that way. On the other hand what might happen is, you could realize that you can live any life you want. The realization of the fact that god will give you any life you want might make you actively seek to improve your situation which would lead to more optimism and a better feeling about life overall. Also losing your fear of death and losing fear in gereral might be a good thing for many people. For people who like their lifes and whose lifes are aligned with who they want to be, I think godrealization wouldn't do any bad. Knowing that they are Infinite Love, God, etc., can do whatever they want, etc. would be their cherry on top of the cake. Especially if they have the right intellectual framework to interpret their realizations which is what Leo gives us and does amazingly well. Luckily I fall more into the second category of people (as most people here on actualized.org do) which I think will make it very easy for me to go back to my "normal" life so to speak. However, God showed me that love is the only thing that matters in life and that I can literally do anything I want which will lead to long term changes in the way I go about things and live my life. But I don't think it will destabilize me, because of my mature psyche and because of my life situation which I am overall happy with. Conclusion: Work on your life - have people you love, do things you like, care for yourself, care for your health, study no-bullshit-spirituality for a few years, be grown up (at least 21) and you'll be ready for psychedelics / god-realization. Don'f force yourself to do it, only do it if you want to know truth, if you deeply care for truth. Oh yeah, and thank you for your compliment on my music channel, I appreciate it

You forgot an important factor here. Genetics. 5-Meo inside of you ≠ 5-Meo inside of Leo. Just because you didn't realize absolute truth on psyches, it doesn't mean it is impossible. From my psychedelic trips so far I'd say that psychedelics are the strongest and easiest tool to completely and effortlessly transform myself. From the books and studies I've read about psychedelics they clearly seem to be an incredibly effective tool for many people (healing depression, trauma - helping to deal with death, stopping addictions, etc.)

Depends..