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@RMQualtrough Okay. Just know that you have knowledge and understanding inside of you. Whenever you want it, you can come back - perhaps use lower dosages.

@Tyler Durden Thanks for the compliment. And thanks for the question you asked: I don't feel like I shattered it too soon. I wanted this. This knowledge is what I've been searching for my entire life. I am God. I'm infinitely well, forever. I have omnipotence, so I literally can recreate my old identity and reidentify with it whenever I want. This is what I will do. I have created myself for a good reason. I wanted to be me. Nothing less than me. What scares me though relatively speaking is the degree of knowledge and understanding I now have aquired. I understand all of reality now and I know its purpose. I am scared of the fact that talking with other people about this is so meaningless. All the stuff people do in their lifes is largely so shallow... I have so much wisdom now. And there is nobody I could talk to to verify my wisdom. The only thing I can do is, to align my shallow and egotistical life more and more with this wisdom and lead other people with light and love. I cannot look up to anyone anymore. I have to grow up and become a leader. This scares me. There is nobody to lead me anymore. Only myself.

@RMQualtrough did you recognize yourself as Creator?

@axiom

Okay mofo.

@AdroseAkise I am worthy. I am the Godhead. The only reason I had feelings of unworthiness is because I have deluded myself about my own identity. God played a trick on himself an once this illusion has been desolved, fear or unworthiness are just a question of "what do I as God want to create?" Once you realize you are God, fear can't exist anymore. Fear is illusion. And no thanks, I am not interested in silly religious dogma like the Qu-ran.

@Dazgwny Thank you, everything you wrote sounds logical, seems acurate to me. One thing that I doubt now is, that there is anything important / to be gained from awakening. Once you are awake, what do you do with all your Love? You cannot even share it with anybody because you are the only thing that exists:( How do I get around this as God? The only way is through human experience, experience of seperateness, at least that is my conclusion..

@TheAlchemist Thank you. I guess I don't really integrate anything since there is no me. I simply use my infinte power to forget what I've seen. If I could forget my Godlyness once, I can forget it twice. Of course on the other hand, integration needs to happen. My day - to day identity / ego should become more aligned with the reality of things, which is: In Life, anything that I want to do, I should do I don't have to be anything and there is nothing to be gained in the ultimate sense. Death is my own creation and therefore an illusion and I am God/Infinite Love, could never and will never be hurt The only meaning and worthwhile thing in my life is, to be the highest and most beautiful person I could imagine myself to be

@blackchair You are scared of your own greatness... That's the joke. But also the fear serves a purpose. God wanted to be YOU. Exaxtly AS YOU ARE. Without knowing he is God.

Thank you so much, yes it is:)

When you realize that you are God, you will know what I meant with big.

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Yes, dis perfectly correlates with my experience as well. You have to go to ZERO. Trust - after one month your energy will skyrocket again

BrrrroooooxD IT WIDENS IT

Well, thanks you‘re cool too bro<3 I made that assumption because I read OPs post. It was clear to me that in his post there is a lot of anger, misunderstanding and projection. It is clear to me, that such severe misunderstanding must have a source - someone who has already realized God wouldn‘t create such a post. (Of course my view could be flawed)

@Striving for more Do you really want help? Or do you just want to let some anger out? If you want help, dm me.

Another one: Bow down to Leo or you'll be banned! Just jokingxD One thing you should become aware of is that Leo is not coming from a place of selfishness / ego. He has simply seen deep shit and you cannot know weather or not it is true unless you go out and verify it for yourself. Have you tried psychedelics, have you realized that you are God? This would be the STARTING POINT of the work, if you aren't at that starting point yet you might need less advanced teachings than Leos for now. I guess you haven't done any of the work yet and are just using actualized.org as a means for mental masturbation. Nothing wrong with that but your mind will reach a limit, go and do the practice - take LSD / MeO / whatever is needed and test Leos theories. Many people confuse bluntness and directness with arrogance, see the difference. To me it is clear that Leo is essentially coming from a selfless place and honestly believes in his teachings. (I haven't verified all of Leos teachings for my self yet but many I have and with the ones I have, Leos views were ON POINT). That's the good thing with this work, all of the things talked about here are verifiable and concrete and easy methods for that are given. Again, if you are out there just for mental masturbation actualized.org might be the wrong place for you. Go and do the work. When I discovered God for the first time I was utterly floored. Tears were flowing like a river and without Leo this would have never happened in this lifetime. One day you'll thank Leo for everything. He did it all for you. Just for you. No other reason<3

Exactly.

I can completely relate to that. I withdrawed from caffein half a year ago. Was tortured from my withdrawl symptoms for 1 month... Basically couldn't even stand straight because it was too hard physically. After that, it only gets better and your mood finally becomes stable. Stop caffein, its not good for you.

Do what feels right to you. If the stuff resonates, go with it. If you feel that your relationship is unhealthy, lean back a bit and take a break. I've had some years of heavy engagement and some years of withdrawl and breaks. And in the end, I could directly verify everything Leo said in my direct experience and it turned out to be on point and precisely the truth. What I would be careful about however is Leos views on relationships (not just intimate ones). From my point of view, Leo lacks experience and wisdom in that domain and often underestimates its importance. (Just my opinion)

God does not punish. God only loves. Your physical death will be the most beautiful moment in your life. You will suddenly see through all the delusions and veils you've put upon yourself. You'll recognize yourself as the one infinite divine loving being that created an is identical to all of existence. You will hold in your hands infinite power and infinite love, and with this infinite power you'll be able to create whatever you want. You could use it for anything, and you will use it for anything. You might end up becoming a king, you might end up creating a hell for yourself. Whatever you wish to do with it!

Relationships (not just intimate) are the most important thing in life. They are not about money, they are not about worshipping, they are not about trading goods. (Of course that doesn't mean unhealthy relationships don't exist) Find friends, guys and girls, people you love, people woth whom you can share, people who make your life worth living. The only way you could define what YOU are is through others. Don't be stupid and waste your life sololey on meaningless things such as money, career and status. However, don't ignore them either, find the middle way. Think about it, really be truthful and honest ablout it. Is there a better way to live?

I have. Bentinho Massaro is an example of that. From his telling, he went to India to seek enlightenment, and found it there.

Hell does not exist. Hell is what you call hell, and what you use your godly powers for to create. Hell is the seeming pain (suffering) that you go through when you seperate yourself from God too much.

Better idea: Use your free will to know what will is. God will never be explanable